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Why do I get motivated while I'm sitting at my desk?

Wednesday, February 26, 2014

So, I'm on break and I am perusing Pinterest. I see all these great motivational quotes and great "ab, butt and arm workouts". I think to myself - I'm pinning this and I am going to start tonight! Then I find a few more and I pin them - all with the intention of doing them. Then I run accross a motivational picture that says "It's a slow process, don't make it slower by quitting". WOW - that hit home with me.

I have been on one diet after another since I was in junior high (thirty some years ago). How is it that I am still struggling with my weight? BECAUSE I have been on diets my whole life - that I have QUIT! I get to a weight that feels good, but isn't that "magic" number I wanted to hit. So, instead of being happy where I was, I quit and guess what? I GAINED IT ALL BACK PLUS MORE!

Even on the current plan I am on, Tony Dean's F.A.S.T. (great plan) I quit every other week. I quit by not following the rules and doing the three things that are required of me - which is very, very simple!It cannot be simpler than that. I have to be accountable.

So I ask myself, "Kim, why do you think you quit?". I wish the answer was as simple as the plan I am currently following (or attempting to). It's complicated (at best). I hide within my own skin (even though I am miserable). I don't believe in myself (because I have never hit that magic number) and I reward myself with "cheating". DANGER DANGER DANGER

I can't quit. I have to make my brain understand that I AM WORTHY of being happy, being healthy and of being successful. I am beautiful inside and out - and I deserve all that I hope for!

So do you!

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JAM2DREW 2/26/2014 1:14PM

    You can do this. Post a motivational collage or saying around you to keep your motivated. Every time you don't want to do something that you know you need to do, ask yourself what are you waiting for? You aren't going to get where you want to go by sitting there.

You can do this and you deserve it! We are here to support you!!

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THRIFTEE1 2/26/2014 12:02PM

    Keep up the good work and make sure whatever plan your working with you can see yourself doing that or something close to it the rest of your life. Diet is really a life change not just to drop weight. Be strong!!!! YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE YOU DESERVE TO BE HAPPY! emoticon

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Day 38

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Today is day 38 of my committment to 100 perfect days. To be perfect, I must stay within my calaorie range, get at least 25 grams of fiber, exercise every single day and check in with my daily progress. Well 38 days later, it's definitely a habit. I love that even when I don't feel like it - I push myself to go work out - becuase I have a goal in my mind and I refuse to break my streak.

I am feeling really good and am proud to say that I have been truthful with myself and am actually seeing the progress myself. I am down a size in clothes and can feel the energy shift my body is enjoying.

I intentionally started this 100 day commitment during the hardest 60 days of the year. I know that if I can get through Thanksgiving and Christmas and all the social events that come with it, I can accomplish absolutely ANYTHING!


Out of the Darkness Walk, New York

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

If you aren't familiar with Out of the Darkness walks, they are sponsored by the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. This organization has so many resources for people who have lost someone to suicide, who contemplate suicide or who suffer from depression or other mental diagnosis.

There are community walks throughout the country, there are campus walks and there is one overnight walk per year. This year it was in New York City. I walked to honor my brother-in-law who died by suicide ten years ago. It's amazing to me that ten years have passed, but what a healing experience it was. We walked with over 2000 walkers who collectively raised 2.5 million dollars for AFSP.

The walk itself was powerful, mentally challenging and physically grueling. We walked 18 miles overnight. But it was the most amazing thing I have ever done. We started out at Cadman Plaza. . .walked through some of Brooklyn and then crossed the Brooklyn Bridge into Manhattan. We walked on Wall Street, Broadway and right by Ground Zero. The sights were astounding, but my favorite part was meeting people who also had a story to share. I met a woman from Puerto Rico who just lost her son in February. They had walked the walk for years, but she lost him to suicide just months ago. She found the courage to walk this year without him. I met a woman who lost her brother, I met several teenagers who lost their best friend. I even met a woman who lost her grandfather to suicide one year ago.

In retrospect, what amazes me, is the resolve that, we, as human beings have to survive. I look back at all the years I have battled my weight and my depression and I realize that I am a survivor. I am on a journey to get healthy and to survive! I was so proud of myself for completing the full 18 miles and happy to report that I didn't have one blister! I trained hard for it. I set my mind to it and I succeeded - just like I am doing with my weight loss journey!

If you get a chance to check out AFSP - sign up for a community walk. It's for a great cause. Next year's overnight is in San Francisco. I'm not sure I want to walk those hills, but I may try anyway!

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SALLY212 7/29/2012 4:16AM

    Just catching up....well done! What an achievement and for such an important cause. You are right, we have so much to be thankful for, despite our personal battles, and it's so important to remember to focus on them, not just the wobbly bits all the time. Mental health and wellness is the most important thing we can all work on. Well done again!

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MISSMINDY6 6/22/2011 9:58PM

    That is absolutely fantastic! On so many levels...

1) That you walked 18 miles! After 2 I'm toast!

2) That you walked for such an awesome cause (my cousin, who lost her son to suicide, raises money for an crisis center and does those walks too) In fact when I tried to kill myself a few months back it was a link on her FB page that saved my life.

3) The amazing stories that surely motivated you along the walk.

4) That you come out of the entire experience focusing on the positive, not the negative!


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MYBABYBEARS 6/22/2011 6:26PM

    What a beautiful blog! You did great! I donated to a friend of mine who lost her mother in law to suicide. She couldn't deal with losing "herself" to Alzheimer's. Her dh, kids & grandchildren were devastated. Good for you to bring awareness to the SP community!

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ALICIAYOUNG1127 6/22/2011 4:06PM

    I am doing a walk over the bridge October 15..such a great cause!

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Stop Romancing the Food!

Monday, April 25, 2011

So, an intersting discovery was made yesterday, Easter Sunday, 2011. Candy (particularly Cadbury Robin Eggs and chocolate covered marshmallow eggs), and I have broken up for good. Sure, I looked at them, perhaps even coveted them a bit, but I did not allow myself to continue my romance with the very thing that has brought me to where I am - struggling to drop pounds and inches!

I have had a long love affair with junk food, but something is changing inside of me. That candy at Easter, those chips and drinks at parties - the general overindulgence hasn't really been a positive thing. Sure, I THOUGHT I felt better, but after months of struggling, and making the decision to take sugar out of my diet - has truly changed my life. I realized - TRULY REALIZED - that my relief was temporary. I was band aiding lots of "emotional" issues. The food was my comfort and my friend - or so I thought.

As my kids chowed down all of their chocolate and other treats, I really did struggle for a minute or two. I really wanted to just have one - but then I remembered my promise to myself - and reminded myself that one is too many and ten is not enough. (I learned that from an addiction counselor). While I may have felt a longing for that "comfort", it too was only temporary, and I woke up this morning in full VICTORY mode! I did it! I survived Easter without one tiny speckle of sugar!

So I say to my old loves - It was great while it lasted, but I'm moving on to better things! Keep moving forward! Count every success and before you know it - you will have won little battles after little battles! If I can do it - anyone can!

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FLMOMX2 4/25/2011 5:39PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon You are rocking now

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WEIMMOMFL 4/25/2011 12:00PM

    Bravo for you! Loved the blog, I'm trying to get out of my bad relationship with sugar too, thanks for sharing and giveng a humorous view to this issue. You've inspired me today to keep trying!

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I threw my scale away - sweet freedom!

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Well, I didn't throw it away, exactly. It's no longer in my bathroom. I have been a scale a holic for my entire life. My mornings have always consisted of waking up, going to the bathroom and checking my weight - almost every day. But today I say "NO MORE"!

My mom and I joined a weight loss program together recently, and I promised myself that I would not "obsess" about the number. The easiest way to do that was to quit my scale - COLD TURKEY!

It has been nearly 30 days since I weighed myself (outside of my center weigh ins) and it is amazing. I feel free. My day is not dictated by that darn "number". But mostly - it makes me stay on plan. I'm not sabatoging myself becuase I might be "up" and I'm not celebrating because I might be "down". I'm just following my plan and feeling very satisfied with that!

It's invigorating, it's refreshing, it is absolutely the best thing I could have done for myself. Sorry, old friend, you won't be "weighing" me down anymore!

Here's to FREEDOM! Cheers!

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TEENY_BIKINI 4/22/2011 10:12PM

    YOU GO GIRL!!!


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SALLY212 4/9/2011 6:42AM

    FREEEEEEEEEEEDOOOOOOOOOOM!! Well done! It's not about the number, it's about you! x

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SLIMLILA 3/30/2011 7:08PM

    You're a brave woman!!! I have at least got it down to only once a week or even less, which from many times a day is a positive...

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ON2VICTORY 3/30/2011 5:49PM

    I agree, there is nothing worse than scale obsession, simply because the numbers are going to fluctuate, sometimes wildly at times. Thats why i chose exercise and overall fitness to get my feedback. not to say that I dont weigh in , that would be suicide. I do however gauge my over all helath by my running and fitness. that is far more consistant rather than a fluctuating number.

follow after fitness and the weight will eventually follow.

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TYME2BME 3/30/2011 2:33PM

    I like your blog. You are doing awesome. Throwing away the scales does give you a lot of freedom. Now you are free to go by how you feel, how you look and how much energy you feel. You will probably be amazed at how awesome you are doing. emoticon

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PARKERB2 3/30/2011 2:33PM

    Sounds like I need to do that! A lot of times my mood depends on the scale. That's can't be good for a person as it makes for yo-yo moods which is probably just as bad as yo-yo-dieting. Thanks for your good blog. emoticon

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