Sunday, December 30, 2012
I'm sad. Here I sit, another year older, another year slightly wiser and am wondering why? Why do I not follow thru with this journey? Why do I constantly encourage my children NOT to quit, yet I am a quitter on myself? Am I afraid of the results? Am I afraid of the hardwork? Am I afraid that I will change? Am I afraid that I will have to face demons that lie sleeping?
Things I know when I feel better about myself..........I'm happier. When I'm happier my family is unstoppable. When I'm happy the whole world seems brighter.
Why do I not think I am worth this journey? Why do stop?
Is it too hard? No, I've been successdul before.........then was blessed with my third child.
Is it worth the trouble of measuring, preparing, buying new foods, planning and sometimes making 2 meals to please the family? YES
Can I find time? Yes.............I just have to find the WANT in me.
Lots to think about today............
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Wow the end of a month...........
The beginning of a new one...........
In February I will contnue to try to change my attitude about ME! I will give myself PERMISSION to make me a PRIORITY, each and every day!!
Finish Jan strong!!
Go after what you want!
Rejoice in small victories........
Sunday, January 29, 2012
and it is OVER!!
Time to pull myself up and move on.
Thank goodness for the awesome workout this am!! I hope I jump started my week, mentally and physically!!
I also want to do a shout out to all who have been encouraging and helping me!! This is really rough and without all of you, i would have quit already!
Thankyou for you support and encouragement!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
So many things flying around in my head.
Gotta get my head in gear for this to work.
startign to try to please everyone else and keep me at the top of the list, it's difficult.
Difficult to have my kids wait, difficult to keep preparing healthier meals, difficult to hear the kids complain because they don't like dinner, difficult to come home form work and listen to everyone's complints, just plain ole difficult.
Gotta get the kids to realize that if (WHEN) I am healthier, and happier, everyone will be happier and I will still be able to meet everyone's needs.....just give me some time for me!! :)
Suggestions on how to do that??? :)
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
I'm starting to see a pattern with the scale. It teases me, then the next day, brings me back to reality. Can I deal with the ups and downs or am I going to let it get the better of me. Now that I see a pattern,m I was fully aware that I would have gained this am, and I did. the only weihgt that really matters is Sunday am. I have to remember, it is just a silly scale playing with me!! :)
It is also not teh end-all-be-all of my tell tale signs of my progress and success.
I feel so much better.
I have so much more energy.
I feel I have a purpose in my life, again.
I have hopes.
I have dreams.
I have desires.
I have wishes.
The scale isn't going to take them away from me!!
So, yes I will continue to play this game with teh sacle on a daily basis. I will laugh when it starts to tease me and I will relish in all my other vicotories. Soon the scale will be standing alone on the other side of the room while all my other successes prevent it from bothering me!!
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