Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I always hear about people who over-eat when they are emotional. When I tell people that I don't eat and sleep all the time when I'm upset, they seem a bit confused.
I honestly get scared when it happens, I just sleep all the time. I might get up for some water and bathroom break, but no eating and the lack of food just makes me even more tired. I fear that I'll just become incapable of even waking up at all.
I think it's possible that this is another reason I'm scared of relationships, fear of being left and hurt and then slipping into one of these depressions. I mean, that's something normal to be scared of, right?