Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Today I tried to make salsa.. and well, it was an epic failure. Okay, maybe not epic.. it tastes fine, just HOT! The consistency is the part that needs to be improved on. I am really sad that I couldn't eat it for lunch, and that I potentially wasted a bunch of money and time. I cannot afford to waste either time nor money.. Oh, well! I tried something new.
I guess the people from NW WI should consider this a warning as I am trying to make cupcakes for the first time with Greek yogurt and bringing it to the rally on Saturday!
On bright side of things, I gave plasma and now have $20! By the end of the week, I should have another $35 totaling to $55! It should be enough money to fill up my gas tank and cover my fee for running a 5K. Also, tomorrow my car is getting detailed for the first time!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
This morning when I wrote up.. I checked my email and there was an email about the severe weather warning and that we should take shelter immediately. Okay, let me ask you something.. who sends an EMAIL! I understand the town doesn't have sirens (yup, even in this age of time!) and they have to have teams.. but still! An email! What about a phone call? Wouldn't that be faster?
So, I figured it was no big deal if they were sending an email out. I went and took a shower. When I came back, I looked out my window and saw green skies... um, should I be concerned? When growing up, tornados in the summer were a regular thing.. so what do I do? Get ready for the day... I do not go to the basement.. but precede with my day!
It seems to be calming now.. which is kinda freaking me out because I know it calms before a tornado. I am hoping it will be just getting over with and not building up.
I think it is a safe to say.. I won't be start the C25K this morning!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Tonight I was reminiscing with an old flame.. that well, didn't become a flame. While chatting with me, he said, "You were always cool and probably still am."
While laying in bed (yes, I was already in bed but came back to write this), I realized I am cool.. and proud of who I am today (I think that's a country song). I find it pretty awesome that at the end of the day (or 12:12 am), even with life mistakes, and disappointments, that I can say I am an alright person. Yes, I have done some things I haven't been proud of.. but, I am proud of ME! It feels pretty good.
Something else my old flame mentioned was how I moved away and now we never will know.. like if I stayed.. would we have stayed friends or grew apart? I think we would have grew apart.
For years, I kinda regretted I never made a move on him.. but I think deep down I knew my mom saw what I did not when she told me to not ruin the friendship. The thing is.. if I stayed in that small town, I would have hated it and probably grew to hate him. I'm sure you all have heard stories like that.
Beyond that, I would have missed out on so much.. without even knowing it.
Here are some things...
-Being a Realtor
-Having a closer relationship with my parents (I live like a hour away)
-Having true friends that have touched my lives even through I don't talk to them anymore
-Having depression (Yes, I consider it a blessing. There are SO much I have learned about me.)
-Attending the college I do
-Changing my major to Exercise Science (Who knows where that will lead me to discovery)
-Joining Sparkpeople (now that is just plain unlimited)
If I made the one single decision to stay in an area that I was suffocating in, all of this could have never happened and made me a person I truly like. It is better to have one regret, to never know, than to have many regrets.
God works in special ways.. and I think he lead me on this path to show me that I can do great things with my life. Even now I feel like I am starting to out grow this area.. and that I am meant to do even bigger things.
Lastly, tonight reminds me of the song "Unanswered Prayers" by Garth Brooks
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Today it seems is day for disappointments.
Weighed myself today.. and didn't lose.
I was feeling pretty good, as I have been exercising, eating right and I didn't weight myself yesterday. That is a milestone in it's self.
BUT.. I did lift.. so I am probably retaining water.
In an attempt to turn my day around, I decided to time my mile run. I usually do it on Sunday but with the run on Saturday, I figured to wait. It turned out that I did it in 13:00, add approximately 30 seconds from the last time I ran.
BUT.. there was wind this time, and my legs were probably a bit tired from the elliptical yesterday. Last time, I did walk some but this time, I ran the whole thing.
Anyhow, in an essence I am disappointed in myself.. and to be honest, it is a bummer!
So.. what am I going to do?
-Scratch the 100 second challenge
-Start weighing myself every 10 days again. (I want off this emotional roller coaster.)
-Try to run 3x a week - aiming for longer distances - and perhaps I will be able to improve my time.
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