Thursday, May 20, 2010
Well, I'm quite stressed these days. Two days ago, I just learned thatm I would be moving this week. Now It's thurrday and I'm moving on Friday. No boxes are done yet, I have to go to the appartment to take measurements and I don't know if I'm working today or tomorrow - Waiting for a call from my job.
Fortunately the current apparment is very small so we don't have a lot of stock, But anyways, I just hate this kind of pressure.
I just have to be positive...
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Yesterday, we visited an apartment and we just got it! We already signed the lease and everything. We decided to move in on Saturday. We're already Wednesday so we have to do a lot of things right here!
I'm not going to rush for exercise this week as I really do have a million of things to think! The good news: I will have the possibility to bring my elliptical (that haven't used for 3 years!!!) and my bicycle. Near my new place, there is a huge bicycle path.
So, just don't worry if you don't hear for me this week. I will try to write everyday though.
The good thing of yesterday: I went to a rotisserie with my BF. I took a chicken breast but didn't eat the skin (I DO love the skin!!!!) ans didn't eat the whole plate (left some fries and some chicken too). I feel good about that.
Have a nice day!!!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Yesterday, I went to work. Everything went fine. I planned to get home and to take a good lunch.
It was so hot outside! With the weather, I act a bit weird... When it's hot, my energy level drop down. So when I went back home, I was as dynamic as a crushed animal on the street (sorry for the image, couldn't find anything better).
And everything to discover that I'd starved myself for the whole day. Today, I just feel it - heaviness in my legs, lack of energy... Maybe I'm just exhausted.
I have to talk to BF... Yesterday, he bought me a box of candies saying that "with my efforts, I really deserve it"... Maybe I should explain to him the principle of non-food rewards...
I have to go - I just got called to work.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Yesterday, I've read something about setting up mini-landmarks to help achieve our goals. I think I saw this before but then I told myself "I don't feel the need to do such a thing, that is useless".
I just realized that finally, it may be a good thing and a motivation booster. I decided to put 5 pounds landmarks. With the weight I have now, until my goal I have now 15 goals. (I have about 70-75 to lose). It's true that it seems less overwhelming!
I've heard about rewards, too. The only problem I have is that I don't have money to spend on anything. I don't know what I could use as rewards that just doesn't involve money!
Yesterday, I binged in the dinner... I was too stressed out with the children. They had absolutely no respect for me. BF says that it's the generation. At the end of the day, my pressure was on the top and finally, I couldn't just stop crying. I really do HATE to yell at people and I had to do it all the time. I just don't ever want any kids!!! And this night, I just dreamed that I was pregnant... I hate the subconscious!
I binged yesterday, but today will be better... Last day with the children, they know they have to listen this time. I'm just going to take that easy.
It's not what I call a good day off...
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