Thursday, August 30, 2007
When we ask God for a miracle in our lives, whether of healing or provision or in a relationship, what part do YOU expect to play alongside God bringing it about?
Right now, I guess we have been praying for provision in our finances. I will say, that God has been really putting us to the test over the last couple of months in this area. I have 2 kids in college(tuition and books), had a tranmission blow in one car, had to buy a used car, and now the air conditioner is out in the house. ARRGGHH. I know that he wants us to be good stewards of our money...it has been really hard this month to do that. We have been wanting me to quit my job and stay home at the first of the year, and I just can't see how we are going to do that right now. Is God trying to tell me this is not the time to do that? Is He trying to show us that we just can't make it on one income? Or is this Satan just trying to put obsticles in our way from having more family time. I need to trust God and let go of wanting to know just what the outcome is going to be...I think that may be my part. I don't know. I am so confused.