Saturday, August 14, 2010
Today was a really hard day for me i only walked for about 10 minutes, mostly because i got tired and because it was raining, so not much did i do, i dont want to get into it full force i am starting out really slow and work up to where i need to be, so today i think it was a good day.
Friday, August 13, 2010
I am sorry that i havent checked in or even did anything on here in a really long time, I am ,going too try my best to stay here on sparks i need help geting motivated and get going, things here have changed i am doing good and all but sugar is still way up and i gained i think 5 pounds since i was gone, i in the first stage of kidney failure and trying to get my health together but its hard when i am overweight they say if i lost weight then i might be able to get off some of my meds but i am having so much trouble with the motivation area of my life, i need you all and i am sorry i havent been there for you. my life is complicated once again and me not knowing if i am coming or going but i do know you all was helping me and i just up and didnt come back and for that i am sorry, I NEED YOU ALL please be patient with me i am starting all over.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Things have been not real relaxing lately, i havent been doing all the exercising that i have in the past i am just not motivated like before, i dont know why i havent been losing like i was before i guess that i am just not into my ruteen anymore, i lack motivation and inspiration, i have no idea what i want anymore out of myself, i am lost and not into anything anymore, i need help and i dont know how to get the help i need, its not that i am depressed or anything i just am not into losing weight anymore i dont want to quit or give up but i feel myself not giving 100% anymore, i am not a quitter but i am lost in not wanting to do anything anymore and lack any kind of emotion about losing weight, i walk but thats just about all i do now and i dont even like to walk now i have no idea why, i am in need of some advice on what i need to do and how to get there, please if you can help me out, maybe i can get back on track.
Thank you in advance
Monday, May 17, 2010
I went to the library today and then i took a lovely walk around town today in the rain, it wasnt raining hard but it was like a misting out so i had a wondeful walk in the rain it was so exciting, i do not ever walk in town always afraid of what people would say or think of me a big girl out walking , some might say well she needs it, i just didnt care what anyone thought of me i walked and i enjoyed it so much, it was the first time ever that i walked in town, normally everywhere i go i drive there even if its just accross the strreet but today i didnt care i had such a great and wonderful day in spite of the rain and you know i think i might do this at least 1 x a week, thats about all i can handle at this point but darn it i am goning to do it no matter what anyone says about me i am doing this for me and not for anyone else.
Have A Great Day.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
by: Unknown Author
When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.
HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.....
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