Tuesday, October 28, 2008
I've been tied up, tangled up, and caught up in a dead end relationship.
I've been focused on changing while he was focused on changing me too.
I've been hitting emotional road blocks, being unsatisfied, unhappy, and out of control...
"Last night I cried tossed and turned, woke up with dry eyes.
My mind was racing, feet were pacing.
Lord help me please tell me what have I gotten into..."
But one day last week I stopped it.
I got tired and put me first.
I told him, "I don't want you anymore".
I told him, "I want me, I choose me."
So I'm off of that roller coaster and back on a more stable track.
"Yesterday I told myself I was gonna be okay.
Gonna start a new day be truly happy.
I was gonna take control of me..."
I was on an emotional roller coaster.
"Loving you aint nothing healthy.
Loving you was never good for me..."
And I'm so glad I got off.