Sunday, September 13, 2009
Didn't sleep well last night because I couldn't get comfortable in bed. My neck hurt and then my head. Tried ice which helped some and must have rearranged my pillows about 300 times. Woke up once during night and watched the movie, "My Life," which was uplifting and depressing at the same time as I have tumors on my pancreas which have been growing for the past 2 years. I worry about them turning into pancreatic cancer which is what the main character died of in this movie. It is hard to be positive when I have "a ticking time bomb" in my pancreas. The doctor said there was nothing I did to cause this and nothing I can do to prevent it from turning into cancer, but he did say the kind of tumors I have rarely turn into cancer. Still...I worry about it.