Friday, October 14, 2011
So I went to check it out last night - just to see if I could afford anything; well, the answer is NOT MUCH! Now, if you're into gourmet cheeses and other things, it's great. And honestly, the produce wasn't so bad, pretty comparable to Sunflower (plus it looked gorgeous!). They had 3 or 4 types of Chard, which I NEVER see anywhere, plus leeks and fennel. BUT the grass-fed beef is, um, enough to make you re-think vegetarian. One small steak was around $10; others were like $20 each. Still, I think I'm going to suck it up and buy some ground beef (today's payday, after all) and compare it taste-wise to the stuff I normally buy at Wal-Mart, to see if it's really worth paying twice as much for hamburger.
I told my co-workers about it, and one complained that it seemed like the poor "didn't deserve grass-fed beef." But of course it's a bigger problem than that. I just read this book I HIGHLY recommend to my fellow Sparkers, called "In Defense of Food," which was a detailed report of the entire food production industry. Naturally the author advocates spending MORE money on higher quality food like grass-fed beef, organic produce, but at a time like THIS? When I'm trying to CUT my grocery bill? I'm just not sure how doable this is. I tried to grow some veggies over the summer, and that just didn't work out at all. I'm thinking I could probably afford some of the organic produce, and maybe start baking my own bread this winter (so that I'll KNOW what's in it!), but I probably won't be able to buy a whole lot of grass-fed ANYTHING. Life is full of trade-offs. Anybody have any thoughts on this?
Monday, October 03, 2011
On the abstaining from Cokes - so far, so good. 4 weeks without one, and I must admit I feel better, lots less heartburn & gas, but still drinking too much coffee. That will be next, but one thing at a time.
On the exercising, I've FINALLY hit all my goals for running and weight training - although yesterday's run was cut short, not so good. I am trying to run outside instead of on the treadmill at least once a week, and so I ran around my block a few times at 4pm. Definitely easier to run in the mornings, I think maybe it was just too hot and I wasn't used to it at all. Will keep working on that - definitely harder to run on pavement than the treadmill!
On the snacking, well, I've been just craving junk food alot, especially chocolate! Last night I wanted to go out and get a brownie or cheesecake or something - fortunately my older daughter came by to chat. I know I bought a Snickers once last week, just wanted some chocolate-covered nuts or something, and then Friday I got paid so I bought a brownie. I was so proud of myself for ONLY getting the brownie, and not the Starbuck's white chocolate coffee that I LUV so much! But then I took the younger daughter to Target, and ended up splurging on the new salted carmel mocha blended drink! It was SO GOOD, I had another one the next day. Plus we ate out twice Saturday, Mexican for lunch and a spagetti dinner at Church. I watched my portions, but today my weight is UP! Really angry at myself, and I've just GOT to get more serious about my diet! I did buy groceries with a mind towards this Runner's diet that I found somewhere - pretty typical stuff about veggies, fruits, watching the grain products and lean meats, etc. It's just so frustrating - maybe something about the diet mindset, knowing "this is the healthy stuff I SHOULD eat" vs. the "yummy fattening stuff that I WANT to eat!" Maybe I need to get back on that weekend weight challenge
Monday, September 26, 2011
Right now I've got to wonder how committed I really am to my 12-week challenge. On the plus side, I've managed to avoid Cokes for 3 weeks now, and I have been running 3 times a week. Last weekend I ran for 30 minutes for the first time in a year, and Saturday I ran outside (boy, what a difference between treadmills and actual pavement!). On the minus side, I've been missing the weight training (I did a small set last night, but that was it) and not watching those snacks at all. Although I didn't buy very many (I splurged at Starbucks on some small Red Velvet goodie), I sure didn't turn down anything that was offered! Friday there was an event at the Campus, which included cookies, and then Friday night we went to Golden Corral to celebrate Margaret's ACT score. No restraint at all, none whatsoever.
I really should be saying "no thank you" more often, I know that, and I'm trying to figure out why I'm not. I think it's the Cokes. I've drank Diet Coke for years, but it's really bad for my GERD, which is why I'm trying to kick that habit. But I don't like feeling deprived, so I guess I'm making up for the Cokes with other stuff that's way higher in calories, and that's just stupid. And why am I not more committed to the weight training? I'm definitely "skinny-fat", (not so skinny today either - my weight's climbed almost to 140!) and all my research says I need to be lifting weights to try and reverse that, so why aren't I? I feel like there's just not enough hours in the day, but I'm only asking for 2 days a week for weights. Maybe 3 challenges at a time are just too many, and maybe my "snacking" challenge just isn't well-defined - or maybe like I said I just don't like feeling "deprived." I think my meals are pretty healthy, with low fat proteins, whole grains & produce, but the between-meal snacking is pretty bad, which is why I made that challenge to begin with. Any thoughts or suggestions would be greatly appreciated!
Monday, September 19, 2011
Well okay, not a COMPLETE fail, BUT I didn't do any weights this week, not one bit. Plus my snacking was way out of control. It's like, I got paid, I've got money, now I'm gonna EAT! And I also felt terrible, too - gotta clean up my diet!
But on the good side, I still haven't had a Coke for 2 weeks now, and I got my runs in, and on Sunday I ran for 30 minutes! Still on a treadmill, gotta start running outside this week, and the weather should be good for that. So, onward and upward!
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