Long day

Friday, June 24, 2011

well my fiance and i went and got my niece for a week. i died my hair red again. and i swam for a while. i ate mcds i ate 10 nuggets and a large fry. my cal tracker says i still have cals left but im not going to eat anymore. night everyone. iv gotta work hard tomorrow my weigh in is sunday

  

It's a New Day

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Yesterday was a hella of a day. people starting drama over little things. The town i live in is filled with hypocrits. Enough about that... Today its chilly i dont think im going to swim. I want to try and do 2-3 miles throughout the day. I ate pizza yesterday, but i only ate 1 peace. I also ate 1-2 breadsticks. I honestly was hungry, but after i ate it my stomach was killing me. This morning I ate a breadstick and cake. I promised myself that all the junk im going to eat for the day im just going to eat canned fruits and veggies the rest of the day since we've got a ton of it alot of canned corn lol.

  

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TAWNYBIRD 6/23/2011 2:36PM

i actually now that i remember i ate 2 but i used to be able to eat half the pie lol Report Inappropriate Comment

NEWLYWED2011 6/23/2011 2:06PM

Don't let their drama bring you down! Sometimes its hard to avoid it, but just think of how much you're accomplishing both mentally and physically. Even eating pizza and breadsticks, the amount you ate was a small victory to me...I can never just eat one! Report Inappropriate Comment

Plans For The Day

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Today i plan on swimming if its not to cold. honeslty i feel like walking. i just weighed myself to see if im making any progress. the scale said im 259.8. so by sunday it might be a bit lower. so im almost close to losing 40lbs again. im also cleaning today. i need to get my prenatal vitimins today also. maybe theyed help me with losing weight. or might talk my fiance into losing more weight like when i get down to 230 or something. he really wants one. when i was talking about waiting he was dissapointed. i think i might walk then swim for an hour or 2. what do yall think? im in the mood for dancing lol. how do you get more emoticons on here? i cant get the swimming and hula emoticon:/

  

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THISYEARSMODEL 6/22/2011 2:12PM

Swimming sounds great, and if you feel like walking, do it (one SP member with balance issues blogged about losing a ton of weight just from walking a circuit in her house)! Good work! Report Inappropriate Comment

Im not pregnant:(

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

it might have been to early for the test tho. it was only 2 weeks after intercourse. ill wait till the next time my period comes and see if it arrives. i did some research and it said some couples it might take a year to concieve and there are like 2-6 days when a woman is at peak ovulation. the best thing for me to do is to get a fertility test, and if i dont get pregnant it might be my fiance. i tracked my food yesterday (didnt do the calorie count cuz that just takes more time.) i cant tell if i ate too much cuz i did 2 ours of swimming yesterday and i feel it today lol. i just might walk today and do some swimming. oh i hope i lose weight this week. ill be so proud of myself. yesterday i seen the beggining of a speed chase for grand theft auto. im like "theres a first time for everything" lol. we were at a gas station and there were 2 cop cars and they were waiting for the dude. he hurried and pulled out while the cop got outa his car lol. he had it planned lol. but luckily they caught him.

  

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TAWNYBIRD 6/22/2011 12:46AM

i am ready and thanks for the support Report Inappropriate Comment

JESSICAMAE83 6/21/2011 11:29PM

I truly believe that when it is meant to be, it will be. Report Inappropriate Comment

VBPARROTHEAD 6/21/2011 9:15PM

if you are ready for a baby and the responsibility then I wish you luck! Report Inappropriate Comment

TAWNYBIRD 6/21/2011 7:51PM

thank you. hopefully it works:) Report Inappropriate Comment

CECE0330 6/21/2011 3:31PM

I HIGHLY recommend the website Fertility Friend. Check it out! You take your temp every morning and the free graphing charts help pinpoint when you are ovulating. Took me 18 months to get pregnant the first time around, and after discovering FF for the 2nd attempt, it took just 2 months. Report Inappropriate Comment

Anxiety SUCKS!!!

Monday, June 20, 2011

I really want to know what my test results are. my plans today are to either walk (but its honestly too hot to do that) and then swim or to just swim all day. Itd be nice if SP had some swimming excersizes. That would be enjoyable to me. I'm going to try and right down foods again,but i dont think it'll last long. I'm going to go get my vitamins today and take my pup to get his shot. I dont plan on doing much today since its so hot. Some people are ignorant. I ask for support on a website called myyearbook.com and some idiot post a comment anonymously "lose some weight...faggot" in those exact words. Apparently they have nothing better to do. so far i ate a steak and regular begal today. we dont have much to choose from but we have a ton of canned food, like veggies and fruit maybe i could get rid of them lol. i ate too much last night. i ate alot of cookies and steak. i need to cut out the sweets if i can cut out soda i can surely cut out sweets also...

  

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DAWNDMOORE40 6/20/2011 12:49PM

It sounds like you have a good plan in place! I know it's hard not to pay attention to people's comments. I know those comments hurt, but remember you are a good person and you are better then that! Those individuals are miserable, that is why they chose to make others miserable around them. We are here to help you if you need help! I wish you the best with all of you journey here on Spark People! Report Inappropriate Comment

SAM910 6/20/2011 12:20PM

I'm so sorry about the idiot who posted those comments on the yearbook site. Some people are just plain sick and unhappy and try to hurt others to feel better. Don't let it get to you, you are taking notice of what you are eating, have you tried logging your foods on spark, getting the calorie count etc. Okay, it's time to give up the cookies though, a piece of fruit would be better. You know what you have to do and I believe you are a winner and will do it. Report Inappropriate Comment

EOWYN2424 6/20/2011 11:55AM

explore SP, they have great articles on eating right. Report Inappropriate Comment