Thursday, January 26, 2012
Okay so today I had to do something I have been dreading, I so dislike doing this but it was time.. after all its been a year and I duno about two weeks.
So I got up this morning and I did it... I called the Dr. Office and made an appointment for my yearly check up and pap. I don't know which is harder making the call or making myself go to the appointment lol... okay, yes I do making myself go. I have always HATED having to go to the Dr. much less when its time to do this. I know its crazy and its not the worst thing to have to do. Its just so darn uncomfortable. After having two kiddos you would think I would be use to it. And for awhile after going threw all the check ups and such I felt like I was getting use to it... so why now and I dreading it like the pleg??! I don't know... I am hoping and praying that all my blood work will come back really good.. and you know what if it doesn't then something Really wrong because I have been eating so much better and working out so much, well since this past August but that's almost 6 full months now.. so it should be good. Right? Ah its crazy.. I know I will go and sit and wait and wait and that part kills me to have to do when I know what I have to do lol... But after all the waiting they'll do there thing and I'll get blood work done then BAM its over and I get to leave go home and shower after feeling violated. lol I know alittle dramatic but it does feel that way to me lol Anyways then its over and then I will some what for get all about it except for the waiting to get my cholesterol levels back and all that.
Okay so just had to get this out there.. I am hoping maybe I will stress it alittle less having said it! lol And the appointments not until Feb 3rd. So hopefully know I can forget about it until then. anyways Thanks for reading... sorry for the craziness lol
I hope you all have a GREAT day today!!!!