Tuesday, August 09, 2011
I've been tracking measurements since late May. At that point I was 160-ish, so about 15 pounds down from SW and 25 pounds above my CW. While losing those 25 pounds I have seen the following changes:
Neck: down 1.25 inches
I never had a 'fat' neck. I'm not even sure why this is in the tracker but it's there so I track it. I was happy when I started. I'm happy now. So long as my neck looks in proportion, I'm A-OK.
Upper arm: down 1 inch
The muscles certainly seem a lot bigger than when I started. I l-o-v-e my arms and shoulders :-) I've lost a lot of fat from my upper arms but I still have bat wings. I know I need tricep work (and maybe time for the skin to shrink?) but tricep work is one of the things that bothers my arm injury so I have to watch how I do it. Free weights are pretty tough on it, cable is 'ok', machine is fine.
Bust: down 2.5 inches (waaah waaah... but totally expected)
Chest: down 2 inches
At my heaviest I was in a 36D. I'm now in a 32C, heading towards a B. At my lowest adult weight I was a 34B so I'll miss those Ds but lived a long time with Bs. I'll deal :-)
Waist: down 5.25 inches
Hips: down 5.5 inches
DELIGHTED with these numbers. Go core work! BUT this part of my body still feels very weird to me. There's definitely fat but it's different than when I WAS fat. Like the fat is loose? Skin is loose? Whatever it is, I'm not to keen on THAT part of the change. This part of me is definitely far from the shape I want to be in.
Thigh: down 2.75 inches
Soooooo happy to see this number going down. My thighs are BIG. My quads are big and there was fat on top of them. Now the fat is mostly on the inside and below my butt. Another problem area but, gosh, I started with thighs almost as big around as my waist was in high school. I'll just keep on working on what's left.
Calf: down 0.75 inches
My thighs had started to get fat at my highest weight but they've always been my leanest part. Not surprised I haven't lost more and don't expect this number to change much over time.
All told (neck, L upper arm, bust, chest, waist, hips, L thigh, L calf) in the last 4 months I have lost: 21 inches while losing the last 25 pounds. Wow!!!!!
If anyone has any info on loose skin after a smallish weight loss, I'd love some pointers. I've got 'great' skin - never had any nasty stretch marks while pregnant. I have some thin silvery ones at this point - either left from pregnancy or related to weight gain/loss. I'm hoping that bodes well for my skin eventually tightening up. All I can find is that it takes time but how long? Where are the biggest trouble spots? Around waist/hips and upper arms like I'm seeing? How do you address it non-surgically, besides giving it time? I assume I can do more upper arm strengthening so that those muscles get bigger and fill the skin but in my waist/abs/hips... what? Anything non-surgical?
Sunday, August 07, 2011
Twice since I started watching my calorie balance carefully I have traveled, mixed things up in terms of food and exercise, and found that despite a gain on my first day back I had a BIG loss for the next week overall. Very, very interesting AND encouraging. Both times I overate on multiple days but didn't go all that overboard for the entire week.
One week I was on a 1 1/2 pound per week loss budget and went over by 3500 calories (so still under maintenance calories). I lost 0.8 pounds overall but had gained 3.5 pounds while traveling (which shows how much I had lost before that 3 day weekend!). Then I lost all I gained and a couple more pounds the following week and just kept going at over the 1.5 pounds predicted for a good stretch of time.
The other week I was on a 1/2 a pound per week budget and went over by 2000 calories (so basically at maintenance). I gained less than a pound (gone for 6 days) and lost it and 3 more (plus anything I might lose before tomorrow's weigh-in) upon my return. Way over the 0.5 pounds I'm shooting for.
In both cases I over ate some days but tried to be reasonable other days of the week. I both cases I was away from my home gym so had to get my activity in in ways that were non-traditional for me. I don't know if it's the food/calorie changes or the activity changes or both but I've read (somewhere!) about 'needing' to take weeks off from training (and maybe from strict food plans) to keep your loss going and I'm seeing it is true for me.
Soon I leave for a 2 week vacation. It will be an active vacation because this 2 week vacation is a family tradition and, save last year when I was injured, it is always our most active of the year. But it will not be gym-based activity. In fact, I've decided NOT to even look into a pass to a local gym. I've printed 4 sparkpeople workouts using body weight and resistance bands and bought a HRM hoping to do a bunch of walking and hiking (and *maybe* some jogging... I don't know, I have never once enjoyed running). Food will be a mix-up of our usual fare (cooked at the cottage) and eating out (I've got a list of 25 well-reviewed restaurants and I *will* be splurging!). I'm not sure I can pull off another 'kick-start' so close to the last one but even if I come home and my 1-wk post-vacation weigh in shows no gain I will be a happy camper (well, cottage-r LOL!).
Anyone else have stories to share about the impact of a vacation (be it traveling or just a break from the usual at home) on your weight loss journey? I'm so very curious because it's been over 15 years since I've been in the habit of taking a vacation and returning home and stepping right back into my usual routines and maintaining my weight long term.
Friday, August 05, 2011
A while ago I added a signature - 'There is no secret. Eat less. Move more. Love yourself.' And I still believe that but is there more? Is there another ingredient in the mix? Can ANYONE who loves themselves eat less, move more, and see the change they desire? I'm just not sure and I've been thinking about it a lot.
Today I came across this picture:
And it got me thinking... Yes, I was finally loving myself, accepting my body, and I've known how to eat and that exercise was important for years... but those things weren't TOTALLY new when I began this journey. What was new was physical brokenness and accompanying emotional despair. I'd spent 6 months out of commission - sometimes able to do nothing more than sit absolutely still with my arm elevated and on ice - coping with a complex arm injury and not doing a whole lot more than whatever it took to cope with the neuropathy and pain caused by the set of injuries. I was probably more miserable than I'd ever been in my life. It's a close as I've been to rock bottom. It really had NOTHING to do with my weight except that all that sitting around and depending on someone else to cook most of my meals had brought me to my highest weight ever. When I saw that number after spending a much-anticipated vacation physically side-lined it was like something broke inside of me... broke in a good way.... like a trapped animal breaking free of the trap. I started carefully watching what I ate and I went back to the orthopedic surgeon and told him I had to get better so I could join the gym and I went to the physical therapist and told him I had to get better so I could join the gym. AND I DID IT. I had relapses, one of them quite prolonged, but I persevered and my arm did get better and I joined the gym and the rest, as they say, is history.
It's taken me almost a year to begin to admit how miserable I was. I coped by being as matter of fact as I could about the injury. But I was much more than physically hurt by what I went through. It leads me to believe that the mental aspects of weight loss are as important as eating less and moving more and that in addition to loving yourself you may need to face some sort of crisis that makes you stand up and say 'I will NOT let this break me!'. Soon I will return to the same cottage we vacationed in last year, when I couldn't even walk along the beach without my forearm going numb and horrible pain shooting from my elbow up and down my arm. This year I am 40 pounds lighter, stronger than ever, and I can NOT wait to walk through that door a STRONG woman, run down that beach, climb those rocks, proclaim in every way that I am anything but broken.
Monday, August 01, 2011
1. Lose 4 more pounds. From the top of my bouncing around range this week, that will put me at 140 which is my first big goal.
~~~~~ I did this and have maintained +/- for 2 weeks now. I am currently just over 138 pounds.
2. Monitor %BF in the AM at least every other day. (I no longer think I need to have data every day.)
~~~~~I did this, save the week we were on vacation, and now have some decent data. Enough to know that once a week is probably fine so long as I do it on a 'good' day - a day I am properly hydrated.
3. Continue to work out 5 times a week, even when traveling. I may not hit the gym but I want to do something that makes me sweat!
~~~~~I did this, save the week we were on vacation. That week did 30' on the elliptical one day, a LOT of walking (I'm guessing well over 5 miles) the next, 6K+ of mountain hiking Wednesday, 6K+ of mountain hiking Thursday, then had a sick child Friday and didn't make up for the missed day on my usual weekend (rest) days.
4. Continue to not waste items from the CSA.
~~~~~This just isn't going to happen. It's just too much for our family and the next smaller one is just not enough. I will accept that there WILL be weeks that not everything gets used. I am getting better at leaving things on the swap table that I just know we won't use that week (like collard greens week after week).
** Lowering my % body fat was not part of my June goals but I *have* reduced it by about 2% to 25.5%. Very happy to see progress there! I hope that in August I won't be concerned so much with how much I weigh and will be, instead, working on my first body fat goal - 24%. (The top of the 'fit' range.)
~~~~~I did not set a body fat goal in July but I've had 24% or less on all my readings for over a week now. If I'm still there at the end of the week, I'll claim victory :-)
1. Maintain at 140.0 or below, EVEN INCLUDING VACATION.
2. Drop body fat from approximately 24% to approximately 23%. I'd be happy to be having consistent readings in the 22.5-23.5% range at the end of the month. A smaller drop than in past months because of VACATION.
3. Take the scale and the body fat monitor on VACATION to keep me accountable to myself.
4. Work out for a minimum of 30' EVERY DAY on our next VACATION. Even if I have to take off by myself because there is no other option. Get moving, get sweating, and don't feel embarrassed or like a pain for needing to do this for MYSELF.
5. Vanquish the guilt I feel for NEEDING healthy food to eat and time for exercise when my husband just wants to eat other food and sit around. If he needs THAT and I need THIS, we will just have to deal with the fact that there will be times I am off doing my own thing.
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