Monday, December 15, 2014
I'm seriously getting to the point where I'm just plain tired of having a 'gut'. It feels like everytime I look down at it, it's there staring me straight in the face.
I guess there are perks to being fat, like when you drop your phone while you're on the toilet and it doesn't fall into the toilet, instead it gets stopped by your thunder thighs. I mean that is really the only benefit I can think of, but what else?
I know there are several reasons why I want to lose weight;
1) I want to be healthy for my future self
2) I'd like to finally appreciate the way that I look and be proud of my body
3) Heck, who doesn't want to look smokin' in a bikini? or lingerie for your man or woman ;)
4) I'm tired of being judged for my weight and what is considered 'acceptable'
Anyway, I can't really live my life this way and I'm sure many people can relate. I feel like I've worked so hard these past few weeks to see minimal results, but I guess that won't stop me from continuing on. I'm just hoping that progress starts kicking in again with something I at least notice... like pounds on the scale.
Anyway, busy week ahead, parents are due to arrive on Saturday. A lot of fixing the house and cleaning to be done, so that should keep me active the majority of the nights this week. However, my clean is never up to standards with my mom's version of clean... which is frustrating!
Anyway, hope everyone else has a decent week!
Friday, December 12, 2014
Even though I haven't lost too much weight for the past few weeks it feels like my waist is getting smaller. I don't really measure myself because I just never really felt like it. I just trust my eyes and when it looks like I'm getting smaller.. I generally am.
I guess I just hate putting so much work into losing weight, so I don't want to be measuring each part of my body on a monthly basis.
I feel good, I'm starting to feel as though I'm looking good. I mean, sure I have 50 pounds to go before I feel completely confident in the way I look... but I definitely appreciate the journey that I've been taking.
I love the friends I've made a long the way, I love that some of my friends tell me their weight loss was motivated by me... I've never felt that I've contributed much and now I do. I feel as though I've helped change lives.
I post my progress on Facebook for my friends to see, even though there was a list created some time ago that mentioned the top 10 things your facebook friends don't care about.
It had something like, pictures of food, baby pictures, weight loss progress, selfies, etc... seemed like I fell under each of those. But I mean that's what friends are there for.. to share parts of your life with.
Don't add me if you don't want to see what I'm up to! right?!
and OMG my hair is up at work! I never put my hair up hehe.
Anyway, that is all for today, if I don't post over the weekend, I hope everyone has a great one. :)
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