Thursday, September 11, 2008
Okay so now I feel like a let down. I had a plan . Put into action. feeling great and now I am gaining. Now what. to keep going is scary, but I know that what I was doing in the past has caused me to be overweight in the first place. Oh what a vicious circle. today was my check in day. ha ha it was also my going to town shopping day. did my pants fit. No. I had to squeeze into my jeans. not a good sign. I don't have "fat" clothes as I purged my closet of anything to big. so I'll just have to squeeze in for the minute. plus it gives me a really good reason to try harder. It's frustrating when my eating is good. exercise ok(. room for improvement. ) apart from that I feel great. It would just be nice to start my downward roll. just a little at a time would be fine. just not up.