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Ready to Move Foward

Monday, November 11, 2013

I have been in a slump lately. But have been given reason to really have the want to move forward. The reason will be revealed later when the time is right. I have been sitting at 220lbs. for a while now and it is my time to push forward. It is my time to push harder and take myself to new limits. And with the help and support of all my spark friends I know I can do this... I am ready to try my hardest to make my goals and dreams happen for me. And I know it may go slower than I would like but that is not going to scare me off this time. So final thought: lets do this!

  
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LESLIELENORE 11/12/2013 9:15PM

    I can't wait to hear the reason for this new surge of motivation. emoticon emoticon

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STEVEN_D 11/11/2013 10:56PM

    The resaon, the reason! It sounds like motivation- hurry up and get to where you can share it!!!

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NVR2LATE2BFIT 11/11/2013 10:26PM

  You CAN do this!!! We are here FOR you and WITH you!!! We can do this together!
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SUPERDAD55 11/11/2013 10:25PM

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Slow

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

I am still here. Right now things are going a little slow but I am not discouraged. I have just ordeded a new workout program in hope of getting me back into the groove of things again. Also I have found new hope and motivation to really get me going again!!! Right now I am very happy with the progress I have made so far and am excited to see what kind of progress I can make in the next few months!

  
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LESLIELENORE 8/15/2013 12:06AM

    That is awesome. Things might be slow, but it sounds like you are still making progress. Keep up the great work!

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KITTYROXX 8/13/2013 7:36PM

    Hey old buddy! So happy to see your blog post.

What is this new workout program you ordered?

I'm so glad you found new hope and motivation. Hope to hear about it soon!

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KITTYCAT64 8/13/2013 3:39PM

    What a wonderful attitude. You can't help but win if you just keep up the great work.

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Walks. And other stuff.

Wednesday, May 08, 2013

I can't wait until next week. Come Monday I will start walking again. Walking, oh how much I miss you. I also miss my little friend called nature. I will be so happy to get back out walking. It is something I have enjoyed since I was a child.

I remember when I was younger my sister and I would go on walks, or I would just walk my dog. And I won't ever forget when we went camping. My sister and I would go exploring to see what we could see.

I hope once I get back into walking I will start seeing some of the results I want to see. Of course walking won't be my only workout for the day but it is back when I was walking that I really started to see a transformation in my body. And I want that again. I know my journey is just about losing weight. I know it is about becoming a stronger, healthier person. But with my depression the shredded weight and the body changes are a huge part of my journey right now.

Right now a lot of the changes I have gotten haven't been with my weight. Since I have started back up I have lost 10lbs. and the scale keeps jumping back in forth between two numbers, with a 5lbs. difference. But the biggest changes I have seen so far is that I am not tired all the time and well my back seems to be a lot stronger. As I don't go everyday with a sore back all day anymore. And that inside itself is a big change and a great accomplishment for me. I didn't think I would ever be able to go a day were my back wouldn't be in pain again, and I am so happy that has changed for me.

Also another great change I have noticed is that I am really starting to love myself more. I know my first time around that was a huge struggle for me. But I know that that person I see in the mirror does not have to define who I am. Also I know that I am working to change that person I see in the mirror. And I know now that even if I fall down I can get back up and keep pushing forward.

I am still learning so much about me and how to love myself but I am so proud of myself for how far I have come and realizing how far I have come. I am very thankful that I found sparkpeople and I am thankful for the people I have met on here because truthfully without the support I have found here I don't know where I would be.

Well that is all for now. I hope everyone is doing well.

  
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LESLIELENORE 5/8/2013 9:35PM

    You are a strong and amazing woman! No matter what the scale says you are worthy of being loved. I know you can do what you need to do. Just keep moving!

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Can't seem to get rid of this cold.

Wednesday, May 01, 2013

I don't know what is going on with me and I don't usually get sick, but what ever I have just won't let go. I am doing a lot better now it isn't holding me back anymore. I have been back to my Hip Hop Abs workouts for at least a week now. But I am just really tired of being sick. It is pretty annoying.

Today I had to really push myself to do my workout because I didn't want to do much of anything, but the important thing is I got it done. I had an emotional break down today and I have just been very emotional all day. But I think with my emotional break down I may have just had a major break through with my hubby. I sure do hope so.

I am almost done with Hip Hop Abs and I am very excited because it is a big accomplishment for me. I have a total of six days left. I Have already got plans for what I will be doing after I get done that way I won't get distracted or sidetracked on my journey. I think it will be good when I am done with it because I think my body is ready for me to switch things up.

Well I think that is all for today.

  
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LESLIELENORE 5/1/2013 7:47PM

    You've got this! I hope you feel better soon.

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TLG71567 5/1/2013 7:06PM

    May be time to see a doctor. Congrats on doing your exercise even though you didn't want to. Hope you're feeling better soon.

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SICK

Monday, April 22, 2013

I haven't done my hip hop abs for the last two days because I am pretty sick. I don't think with the way I am feeling I should be doing high intensity workouts. I really hope I start feeling better soon because I don't like missing my workouts and I don't want to go backwards in my progress. I think tomorrow I want to try to do maybe even a 15 minute workout or something because I am so scared of going backwards with thing and not being able to get back with things. Well I think that is all for today.

I hope all is going well for everyone else.

  
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LGAR519 4/23/2013 3:44PM

    Get well soon!

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LESLIELENORE 4/22/2013 7:38PM

    emoticon Take it easy while you are sick. Gentle workouts might be best for a few days.

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MSKIZ69 4/22/2013 7:02PM

    Get better first--Hip Hop Abs is NO joke--just walk to get some activity in but rest more. Take care of you hon!

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