Wednesday, March 20, 2013
I have gained back 25 of the 48 pounds I lost.
Things have been very, very stressful here.
My daughter has been struggling with mental health and substance abuse issues.
I injured my shoulder.
My husband's pay is frozen for the 4th year in a row.
I live in Newtown, CT.
These are all very good excuses. But as much as I am hurting on the inside, I do not need my jeans contributing to my pain. They are so tight, they hurt.
They are so tight, I split the butt on one pair. They were old and the material was thin, so I told myself it was excusable.
They are so tight, that the following week, I popped the button on a different pair.
BRRRRRING, BRRRRRING. Yeah that's the Clue Phone ringing LOUDLY, just for me.
I'm not even sure where I am going to get the motivation to do this right now. I am so broken. But I know SP works. I have always known what I have to do. I need SOMETHING to feel good again.
Even if my heart is torn apart, my jeans do not have to be.