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HAPPY HOLIDAY WEEKEND!!!

Saturday, September 03, 2011

HAPPY HOLIDAY WEEKEND EVERYBODY. IF YOUR TRAVELING THIS WEEKEND, BE SAFE. GOOD LUCK ON STICKING TO YOUR GOALS. IT'S HARD ENOUGH ON THE WEEKENDS AND THEN YOU ADD A HOLIDAY TO IT AND IT'S EVEN HARDER. TAKE CARE emoticon emoticon

  
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CASAGARBER 9/6/2011 2:59PM

  emoticon hope u had a gr8 labor day!

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LINOVER 9/5/2011 3:27PM

    Hope you also have had a great weekend!

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JUDY1676 9/4/2011 10:33AM

    Same to you!

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RSSSLHB 9/4/2011 7:15AM

    Hope you have emoticonone also

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CROOKEDLETTER 9/3/2011 9:37PM

    Hope you have a great holidaze!

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BABY SHOWER

Friday, August 12, 2011

emoticonEVERYONE. I JUST FELT LIKE GETTING SOME THINGS OFF OF MY CHEST. THERE ARE JUST SOME THINGS THAT YOU CAN ONLY SAY OUT LOUD TO YOUR SPARK BUDDIES. MY PROBLEM IS THAT I HAVE TO ATTEND A BABY SHOWER FOR MY YOUNGER BROTHER & HIS GIRLFRIEND SUNDAY.THEY ARE EXPECTING TWINS (A BOY & GIRL) IN ABOUT 4 WEEKS. DONT GET ME WRONG, IM HAPPY FOR THEM AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE THOSE BABIES. I KNOW THAT I"LL FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM AT FIRST SIGHT. THE THING IS THAT I GET REALLY SAD BECAUSE I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO GET PREGNANT YET DUE TO HAVING PCOS. I WANT TO HAVE A BABY MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD. THESE TWINS WILL MAKE HER HAVING FIVE KIDS ALL UNDER 8YRS OLD( THREE FROM A PREVIOUS HUSBAND). IT SEEMED LIKE IT WAS SO EASY FOR HER TO GET PREGNANT. SHE DECIEDED THAT SHE WANTED TO HAVE A BABY AND WITHIN TWO MONTHS SHE WAS PREGNANT. I JUST CANT GET OVER HOW EASY IT IS FOR SOME WOMEN AND HOW OTHERS HAVE TO WORK EXTRA HARD AT IT (SOMETIMES YEARS), IF THEY EVEN CONCIEVE AT ALL. I JUST HATE TO GO TO A PARTY TO HELP CELEBRATE SOMETHING THAT I WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING. I WANT TO BE THE ONE HAVING A PARTY TO CELEBRATE BECOMING A MOTHER. I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO OPEN ALL THOSE GIFTS WITH TINY CLOTHES INSIDE. I WANT TO BE THE ONE TO KNOW THAT MY BABIES ARE COMING IN A FEW WEEKS. MOST OF ALL, I WANT TO BE THE ONE HOLDING MY NEW BABY IN MY ARMS FOR THE FIRST TIME. IT JUST MAKES ME SO SAD TO THINK OF ALL THE THINGS THAT I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO EXPERIENCE, BUT WANT SO BAD. BUT I"LL DO MY BEST TO PUT ON THAT BRAVE SMILE AND I'LL SHOW HER HOW HAPPY THAT I AM FOR HER, ALL THE WHILE I'LL BE CRYING INSIDE AND MY HEART WILL BE BREAKING IN A MILLION TINY LITTLE PIECES. THANKS FOR LISTENING EVERYONE

  
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ANGEL636 8/30/2011 11:20AM

    You are in my thoughts & prayers emoticon

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CIVIAV 8/23/2011 4:36PM

    And this is so clearly what makes you a Sweetie... How profound to be so generous when the tears are falling. I will be crying so you don't have to... emoticon

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JCBEAUTYQUEEN 8/18/2011 8:56AM

    emoticon praying for you sis.. stay encouraged..

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B-LYNN1ST 8/16/2011 12:10PM

    emoticon My heart goes out to you. I cry so much when I hear of sparkers who are losing weight so they can a baby. I pray you have one. When it's in god times, you shall have one. Please believe in that.

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SWEETLIPS 8/13/2011 5:25PM

    Oh Precious, oh so understand. Yes, I was blessed to have children, but after several miscarries, I did. Yes, I hear you and sincerely believe that you are happy, and I empathize with you. There has been some strides in PCOS, and I know that your time will come. Get as healthy as you can, and before you know it , it will be done. I have 12 years between my children. Blessing to you! emoticon

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LEAHOBI 8/13/2011 7:43AM

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I know all about your frustrations. After 5 years of trying, I quit and fully embrace being child free for life. I get to sleep in. I get to use the bathroom uninterrupted. I am also adopted, so I fully support alternative ways of having children. I am probably happier that my birth mom could have kids, and that my adopted parents wanted kids. But enough about all that. I hope that you are able to get what you want :)

ps: sending good mojo your way. emoticon

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LEN_VERSION32 8/13/2011 1:07AM

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NEW_LIFE_4_ME 8/12/2011 11:18AM

  Oh I instantly felt a little of your pain or I think I might have. I can imagine how I would feel if I were in your shoes. I know you are not envious, you just want to be a mother so bad. Have you been to the doctor to see what can be done? It can be that your s.o has a low sperm count so that should be checked out also. There is also adoption and foster care. Some people say you cannot love another child as you love your own. I am here to say yes you can. I took care of a little girl when I was 19 years old, it started off being a babysitting job. I seen her mother was battling drugs and would keep lil Emily dirty and in the high chair. I would pick her up and take her for walks and to the park etc. I taught her a lot. I gave her many first experiences. She would dance when she saw me. I loved that lil girl. Her mom tried cleaning up and she left without notice. I knew she was starting to envy our relationship. Last I heard her mom went to drug rehab in Washington and Emily was in her aunts care, I am in California. That was 23 years ago. I still think of Emily. I am thinking about looking her up to form a relationship and add her in my will. I have two beautiful girls now age 20 and 15. I still think of Emily and my girls know Emily by my memories. You have options. I just ran across a family member on my husband's side. He is 75 and looks fantastic and happy. His secret is him and his wife started doing foster care for babies 6 months and younger, he loves it. I enjoyed talking to him as that is something I often considered myself. Have fun at the party and think of your options. Please start with going to the doctor and then s.o and go from there. Big hugs!

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1CRAZYDOG 8/12/2011 10:33AM

    ((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))
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You're reaction is totally normal. I went through this when all my friends were getting married and I wasn't even dating!!! But when I DID end up getting married (at age 33) many of my friends were divorced, some remarried. What a mess! I felt less like I "missed out" looking at those scenarios. I waited, made the right decision and no regrets!

Then came the infertility as you struggle with too. I found it VERY difficult to attend the many baby showers as my friends started their families and I was having no luck. I feel for you. I still went, but my heart was heavy.

As a post script, we ended up adopting. That's how we made our family. It took a very long time to get to that point, ghouth, to make that decision. It is a very personal choice. Very personal.

You know we "get it" and glad you vented here where you're understood.

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HAPPY FRIDAY

Friday, August 05, 2011

HAPPY FRIDAY EVERYONE!! I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A emoticonWEEKEND. emoticonTO EVERYONE WHO MET THEIR GOALS THIS WEEK emoticonIF YOU DIDNT MAKE YOURS, DONT GIVE GIVE UP. TELL YOURSELVES THAT YOU'LL DO BETTER THIS WEEK. HANG IN THERE emoticon emoticon

  
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BLVINBUTTERFLYS 8/7/2011 1:30PM

    Having a wonderful weekend, thank you!
Hope you are too!

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Kat

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OPAL24GIRL 8/6/2011 12:46PM

    That's the attitude we should all have.

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MFTAGGFREEZE 8/5/2011 9:04PM

    Will do... and you do the same.

Take care.

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MCK0582 8/5/2011 4:42PM

    So positive! Have a great weekend!

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CIVIAV 8/5/2011 9:38AM

    And to you too SWEETIE!

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IT'S WII TIME

Wednesday, August 03, 2011

IT HAD BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAD USED MY WII, SO I DECIEDED TO START BACK ON IT YESTERDAY. I DID THE EA ACTIVE PERSONAL TRAINER, AND IT WAS REALLY GREAT. YOU GET TO CHOOSE IF YOU WANT A HARD WORKOUT OR A MEDIUM WORKOUT. PLUS YOU GET YOUR VERY OWN TRAINER RIGHT THERE IN YOUR HOME, WHO TELLS YOU WHAT TO DO AND THE RIGHT WAY TO DO IT SO THAT YOU SEE RESULTS. I'M IN FOR THE 30 DAY CHALLENGE AND I THINK THAT IM GOING TO BE ABLE TO STICK WITH IT BECAUSE I LIKE THE MOTIVATION THAT I GET FROM THE TRAINER WHEN IM DOING IT RIGHT. IT KINDA MAKES ME FEEL BETTER TO GET PRAISES FROM SOMEONE(EVEN IF IT IS A COMPUTER LOL). SO IF ANYONE IS LOOKING FOR A GOOD WORKOUT, YOU MIGHT WANT TO TRY THIS. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR WEIGHT LOSS JOURNEY emoticon

  
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MFTAGGFREEZE 8/4/2011 9:29AM

    Way to go with the WII. I understand that it will give you a good workout. Personal training at the push of a button...... can't beat that.

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BOBINVA 8/3/2011 9:38PM

    Great blog. Keep Active.

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B-LYNN1ST 8/3/2011 9:37PM

   


Enjoy

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AANGEL3 8/3/2011 4:23PM

    I need to get on mine.

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JOESMASH 8/3/2011 1:49PM

    I've been using my Wii too! It's awesome! Good luck!

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LORIENABANANA 8/3/2011 1:27PM

    Thanks for the post - I think it's time to dust off my wii, too!

Isn't it funny how hearing positive feedback feels so good - even if it's from a computer?? I'm the same way!!

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MOLLYM1133 8/3/2011 12:34PM

    Thanks for the reminder. It's been months since I've turned on my wiiiii!

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CIVIAV 8/3/2011 11:44AM

    Wiiiiiiiiiiiiii! you go girl!

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OH NO !!

Monday, August 01, 2011

I THINK THAT I MIGHT BE GETTING SICK. I DONT FEEL GOOD AT ALL AND I REALLY DONT HAVE ALOT OF ENERGY TO DO MUCH. I REALLY JUST WANT TO CRAWL BACK INTO MY BED FOR AWHILE. I HOPE THIS DOESNT LAST LONG, I DONT WANT TO GET BEHIND ON MY PROGRESS. GETTING SICK REALLY WOULDNT BE GOOD AT ALL. I CANT BELIEVE IM SICK IN AUGUST DURING A HEAT ADVISORY.(REALLY, WHO GETS SICK IN AUGUST).

  
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SHE-LION 8/6/2011 6:27AM

    Crystal, rest is a good thing. Take a day or two to regenerate and get back on it.

You're doing Marvelous! emoticon

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HDHAWK 8/2/2011 4:06PM

    Rest and just keep your nutrition in check. Your body needs it. Feel better!

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KITTYKITTEMMING 8/2/2011 2:14PM

    Maybe it's just the heat getting to you. Hope you feel better soon.

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MFTAGGFREEZE 8/2/2011 12:45AM

    It's possible... as you see... but maybe it's just a passing little thing and you'll be out and about in no time.

Hope it's nothing.

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CIVIAV 8/1/2011 6:09PM

    Treat yourself with loving kindness and you'll be right as rain soon!

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GIGALENA 8/1/2011 1:09PM

    Take care of yourself!

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VENISEW1 8/1/2011 12:41PM

    emoticonto hear you're not feeling well. Hope you feel better soon emoticon

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