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Some Results !!

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Just a short blog to let you know Colin had anemia and kidney stones .... He also has a small mass in his bowel ... these are only preliminarily results as told to him by the radiographer that did the Ultrasound.


When we got to the doctor this morning he made arrangements for Colin to have the Ultrasound at 4.30 pm ... He could not have anything to eat and had to drink heaps of water ...

So we returned home and I had lunch and Colin had a nap ..
We both need to see our doctor on friday am for our results ..
Will let you all know, as soon as we know ...
Thank you all so much for all your support, caring, prayers, and friendship....
It is times like this that support from friends is so helpful and I thank you all.
I am really tired and so is Colin we are having a early night ..

I hope you all had a lovely Day/Evening ... Much love to you all
Susie

  
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JINLYNN 7/14/2012 12:41AM

    Keeping you in my prayers.
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MORTICIAADDAMS 7/13/2012 4:55PM

    My prayers are with you both, my friend.

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1BEACHWALKER 7/12/2012 12:53PM

    Thanks for the update...think of you two often. emoticon emoticon

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 7/12/2012 4:24AM

    Love to you and Colin!
Hugs,
Mary

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QUILTINGB52 7/12/2012 12:41AM

    Keeping you in my thoughts & prayers!

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 7/12/2012 12:28AM

    You and Colin are in my thoughts and prayers. Glad that you are both able to get some much needed sleep and rest. It is so difficult to wait on medical results.
Blessings, love and hugs,
Helen

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BTW: Ken will be having his kidney stones removed and/or blasted with laser lithotripsy tomorrow afternoon and his stent replaced.


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RGEETING 7/11/2012 10:58PM

    My dear Susie... I can't say much more than is already said by others here... except to say I wish I could give you a hug right now... emoticon
Love you!
Roxie

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HICKOK-HALEY 7/11/2012 10:13PM

    Waiting is always hard. I will be praying for you both! emoticon

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JILL313 7/11/2012 8:18PM

    It will be good to know what he has so it can be treated. I feel for you as you've got a lot on your shoulders right now. Hang in there Susie. . .I know you are strong but your health and his must be so difficult to deal with. Take Care and lots of hugs to you and Colin.

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NPA4LOSS 7/11/2012 7:07PM

    emoticon and very sweet dreams! emoticon May you sleep within the wings of angels!

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JUDITHWITHROW 7/11/2012 1:29PM

    Thinking of you both everyday.

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JOYINKY 7/11/2012 12:10PM

    emoticonI hope you are both resting well. Continued prayers. emoticon

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ROSGETSSERIOUS 7/11/2012 11:42AM

    Lots of prayers and hugs to you both - rest well!
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OPALMOON 7/11/2012 10:21AM

    Sending prayers and lots of big hugs for you both.

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FUTUREHOPE49 7/11/2012 9:14AM

    Praying for you both! Hope all goes well! have a good sleep and rest well Susie!
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GRANDMA_SANDY48 7/11/2012 8:48AM

    Prayers for you both. Good luck on Friday and keep us posted. emoticon

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123ELAINE456 7/11/2012 8:18AM

  We Have An Awesome God. Praying for the Both of You. Looking forward to hearing the results of all of the tests. The mass is not good news at all Hopefully they can do something for him. God Bless You and Colin. Try to Have a Good Week.

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NEW-CAZ 7/11/2012 8:05AM

    Hi Suz
Waiting til Friday is likely to be stressful but at least you'll have some answers and know what you're dealing with
Hope all goes well tomorrow hun, keeping you both in my prayers and thoughts.
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WENDYJM4 7/11/2012 7:37AM

    emoticonSusie, at least you may have some answers on Friday and then you know what you can do help Colin. Good luck with your doctor's appointment also.
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EVER-HOPEFUL 7/11/2012 7:29AM

    well susie at least they know what it is which is a help and of course he would have anemia after allthe blood he lost.lets hope they will be able to do something about the mass and to help relieve colins pain.keep us informed love.take care and keep smiling my love emoticon emoticon emoticon

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GOANNA2 7/11/2012 7:02AM

    Prayers and hugs always with both you and Colin. emoticon

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GABY1948 7/11/2012 6:50AM

    Will be waiting for both of your results Friday. Praying hard for all concerned and especially wisdom for the Doc! emoticon

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LYNMEINDERS 7/11/2012 6:46AM

    Prayers continuing

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    HOPE YOU GET GOOD RESULTS ON FRIDAY THINKING OF YOU BOTH emoticon

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SW2618 7/11/2012 5:55AM

    poor thing

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CTUPTON 7/11/2012 5:54AM

    Dusie, Thank you for the lovely flowers! Sorry this is late. I have no energy lately but chatting with friends online is still fun. I wish you peace. Try to enjoy the time you have with Colin and with your large family.Chris


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We are preparing ourselves for the inevitable

Monday, July 09, 2012

This Morning I took my darling man to his doctor ... As you all know, he has Polythycemia Rubra Vera .. This is fatal condition of the blood .

Colins body is making to many red blood cells and over the last few years he was having blood taken out regularly every couple of months to regulate the balance of red and white corpuscles .
We had to stop this about 6 months ago as he was getting to weak..
There is no known cure for this cancer of the blood.
Today he had tests we are still waiting for the results ..
He was bleeding from the bowel and also had blood in his urine so it doesn't look good at all .
It is possible that he has myeloid leukaemia
We are hoping it is just a infection and the doctor has prescribed antibiotics ...
We will know more on Wednesday when we see his doctor again ..


I am getting to the stage that I am expecting him to just not wake up one morning and our daughters are feeling the same.
Colin himself, wants to do as much as we can together ..
I think he knows his time with us is limited ..

I am alright with this, as I would rather it happen this way, than he goes on and his dementia worsens.
This might sound as if I don't care ..
But it is because I care I prefer this to happen ..
Thank you all for your unfailing support and encouragement ..
Much love Susie

  
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JINLYNN 7/14/2012 12:40AM

    It is so hard to watch your lifelong companion suffer, and please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you, Colin, and your daughters.
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MORTICIAADDAMS 7/13/2012 4:54PM

    GF, I understand completely. You and your family are making the most of the quality time you have left. Colin chose well when he chose you and vice versa. You have been there for each other through good times and bad. Your love is immortal.

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1BEACHWALKER 7/12/2012 12:49PM

    It doesn't sound like you don't care Susie, it just shows how much you love Colin and don't want him to suffer any longer than he has to. I am so sorry he is suffering and so sick. I'm glad he is able to enjoy his life to the fullest right now and you are there to enjoy it with him! Sending you love, hugs and prayers....take care my friend and I am here for you whenever you need me. emoticon

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 7/12/2012 4:22AM

    Sweetie, this doesn't sound like you do not care...it sounds like someone wise, caring and loving towards her mate who she loves and wants what is best! I will keep you and Colin in my thoughts & prayers!
Love & Hugs,
Mary

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 7/12/2012 12:17AM

    Susie, I am so very sorry you, Colin and your family are going through this. It is because you love Colin so deeply that you want only the best for him and that includes no unnecessary suffering. I hope that you are able to continue to do things together right up to the time that God calls Colin home. May God bring comfort and peace to you and your family as you continue living life the best you can...living life and not just going through the motions. You do just that, my friend. You value every day and live it to the fullest counting your blessings as you have done for so long.
You are in my thoughts and prayers always.
Blessings, love and hugs,
Helen

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AKELAZ 7/11/2012 7:39AM

    Susie - I'm so very sorry you and your family are having to go through all this. I do have some idea - from my own life experiences - how very difficult this time must be. You are all in my thoughts - just wish there was more I could do to help you through.
Of course you don't want to lose him - but of course you don't want to watch him suffer - the toughest call of all.

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LIBBYFITZ 7/10/2012 11:36AM

    emoticonThis must be a difficult time for you and your family. I totally understand what you mean. My mum is in a nursing home and has dementia. Spends a lot of time sleeping now. So sad to see this as she was a strong fighter, coming out to Australia from the Netherlands after WW2.

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SHIRLEYX 7/10/2012 9:08AM

    Susie, you are so loving with such a great heart. It's wonderful that you are making the most of your time with Colin. You and Colin are in my heart and prayers.
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INFLATED 7/10/2012 7:13AM

    None of us want to see our loved ones suffer. It is not that you don't love them, but you don't want to see them failing, bit by bit. My Mom is 90 and she isn't doing well. I have asked the Lord to be merciful to her.

I'm praying for you and your husband.

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GOANNA2 7/10/2012 3:21AM

    You are the most caring person I know. I am glad you can
spend time with Colin and say all you need to say to each other.
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WONDERFUL2BME 7/10/2012 2:47AM

    I hope you are able to enjoy some moments now with him. So sorry.

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ROCHELLE62 7/10/2012 1:12AM

    You have a chance to say everything you want to say to each other, to plan what needs to be planned and to cherish what is left. That is a HUGE gift and your ability to recognize what is happening is what allows it.

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JAMER123 7/9/2012 11:37PM

    I do understand & don't think you sound like you don't care. You DO care & it shows. My MIL is 90 and the progressive dementia is so hard to watch. We are getting reports now that she is beginning to fail and we go to the nursing home as much as possible. We do hope that she can just sleep away. We love her just the same but that is not quality of life she is living.

I am so sorry you are going through this. My thoughts & prayers are with you and your family. May God be there for you when the time come. We are also here to help support you too.
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HICKOK-HALEY 7/9/2012 11:15PM

    That's not selfish at all Susie. My Dad was ill for a few years, then he went peacefully in his sleep. We all were so glad he went that way. I hope the test results just show an infection. It's a tough situation, but you are handling it wisely. Hugs for all of you, and know your spark friends are here for you! emoticon

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GRAMMAP1 7/9/2012 10:34PM

    I really understand what you are saying. mY dAD DIED AT AGE 99. hE WAS A VERY INTELLIGENT MAN; READ A LOT AND WAS A CHEMIST FOR rUBBERMAID iNC.
tHE LAST COUPLE YEARS, HE SAID AND DID THINGS THAT WOULD HAVE EMBARRASSED HIM TO TEARS, because he had dementia. Thankfully, he wasn't conscious of these things. Even though I knew he couldn't help it, I hurt for him knowing how he would feel if he realized what was going on. emoticon

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GRANDMA_SANDY48 7/9/2012 9:16PM

    Dear Susie - you care so much. You know I understand regarding the dementia as I feel exactly the same way with my mum - blessings to you both. emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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QTEALADY20031 7/9/2012 8:23PM

    Susie, I fully understand how you feel and I ache for you. Being a nurse I have seen all different situations with families and a long road with dementia is not kind to the person who has it or the family members. I would just continue to enjoy the time each day that you have with Colin. After-all that is truly only what we have with each other. You and Colin will be in my prayers. emoticon emoticon
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JILL313 7/9/2012 8:14PM

    My heart aches for you and Colin. . .You are a very wise woman and I'd fell exactly the same as you as he wouldn't want a long life with dementia. Unfortunately it's a terrible illness and I so admire your strength in being there for him 24/7 every day. I am sad only because I know you are grieving for him already. May God continue to strengthen you and Colin. Do take care of yourself as You have always been so special to me and everyone who has the privilege of knowing you.

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RGEETING 7/9/2012 3:00PM

    Oh, Susie... my heart continues to ache for the chapter of life through which you and Colin are going.

May you seek God's love, grace, and strength during this time.

Love you!
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JENNY888 7/9/2012 2:49PM

    I too understand why you feel as you do. I will keep you, Colin, and your family in my prayers.

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MS.ELENI 7/9/2012 12:20PM

    I know how you feel only I am the opposite. I am the sick one and don't want my husband to have to watch me really suffer. The greatest love is sometimes the hardest emoticon

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JOYINKY 7/9/2012 12:10PM

    Susie I understand completely! If there is anything positive about a long debilitating illness is that it does allow you to let go, with love. My hope for you both is peace and comfort; whether there is healing or not. You have gone down a long road together and by all reports it has been a good one. Peace to you and yours.

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ROSGETSSERIOUS 7/9/2012 11:25AM

    Dear Susie I understand exactly what you mean - we just want our loved ones to not suffer. You are a wonderful, loving person. I am sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers - I do believe that they know when their time is short - and he is wanting to spend quality time with you - bless him!
Hugs my dear friend - I empathize with you.
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GABY1948 7/9/2012 10:42AM

    I totally understand your comments and why you say them. God Bless you in this...you are doing so well under the pressure...am praying for you and Colin! emoticon

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LJCANNON 7/9/2012 10:39AM

    emoticonNo, you don't sound uncaring at all!! You are blessed to have Colin and you will treasure every moment you get to have with him. Know that you have our unconditional support and compassion. You are free to voice your feelings and say anything you want to here without fear.
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OPALMOON 7/9/2012 10:33AM

    Dear Susie,

I don't think this means you don't care at all. In fact it is a kindness to let our loved ones go with our wishes for greater quality rather than quantity of life - though this is never an easy thing, all the same. I am so sorry that Colin is going through so much - and you and your daughters having to deal with this all too. Along with many others, I am sending prayers and keeping you all in my thoughts, and hoping that God comforts you and gives you strength.

Much love, Nattacia

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DANMAR1 7/9/2012 10:26AM

    I hope you can feel all the love and support from all of us toward you. You are one special lady. emoticon

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2BFREE2LIVE 7/9/2012 10:20AM

    Its hard watching loved ones suffer and I know that it would be easier for him and for you if God took him when he is ready and not make him suffer.
I am keeping you and your Hubby in my prayers. Sandy

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AUGUSTA777 7/9/2012 9:55AM

    Hi Susie:

I’m praying for you and Colin; I can empathize with your sentiments. When my mom and sister were terminally ill with cancer, I didn’t want their agony to be prolonged.

May God Bless & Comfort You,
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123ELAINE456 7/9/2012 9:29AM

  Sorry to hear Colin is'nt doing well at all. I understand and would feel the same way. The Lord knows best. My prayers are with the both of you. God Bless The Both Of You and try to have a Good Week.

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NPA4LOSS 7/9/2012 9:00AM

    emoticon and emoticon my dear friend. Enjoy each moment together that you can. You have such happy memories and those are the best to share. emoticon

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CAROLYN0107 7/9/2012 8:11AM

    Times are difficult for you and your dh but the Lord will see you through. It sounds like your dh is having more problems than before. Let us know what the results of his tests are when you learn on Wednesday. HUGS.


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DEERLADY45 7/9/2012 7:53AM

    I under stand my friend! that is sometimes the best way! i just sent you a goodie and note and asked how things were going! I should have checked first! My brother suffered so-o long and im thinking he was ready and went his way! Blessings, Love and hugs! I love you friend, BONNIE emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon ENERGY PRAYERS sent your way!

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JUDITHWITHROW 7/9/2012 7:49AM

    Susie my prayers and thought are with both of you.
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FUTUREHOPE49 7/9/2012 7:14AM

    So sorry Susie! I am with you on your last comments! I think you are right!
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SILVERANGEL6 7/9/2012 5:58AM

    Susie darling my heart is breaking for you....but I do understand....better to be prepared, than to get a great big shock....
Sorry my dear friend....I am thinking of you both, and am sending loving healing energy to you....

Lots of Love dearest....

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1COUNTRY_GAL 7/9/2012 5:31AM

    I understand you Susie,it's really sad to see our love ones suffer.You are an awesome very brave and eloquent beautiful lady.I pray for the best and things happen in God' s Master plan and it's executed the least difficult for families and love ones!Support emoticon emoticonand Prayers for you and Colin and family. emoticon emoticon emoticonDiana

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LYNMEINDERS 7/9/2012 5:19AM

    My prayers are with you and your Colin and your family....
I understand exactly what you are saying.....others won't but thats their problem.....

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TRACYZABELLE 7/9/2012 5:03AM

    We are all here for you and we are praying for Colin daily! emoticon

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EBONYSOL 7/9/2012 4:51AM

    Dear Suzie:
At times like this there are no words. May your family cherish the time that is left.
Take care,
Cath

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RAHELSMA 7/9/2012 4:46AM

    Dear Susie,
I am new to sparking but was very moved by your blog. Can tell from other comments that it has been a long haul. But as others have said your obviously care for your Colin. Not for one second would people think otherwise.
Will follow with love and prayers.

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GOANNA2 7/9/2012 4:45AM

    Dearest Susie,
You are the most caring person I know.
Thinking of you and your family at his time.
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POPSY190 7/9/2012 3:51AM

    Yes, it is sometimes better for someone to just slip away so I don't think you don't care. Quite the reverse is the case, I suspect. Thinking of you both. emoticon

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WENDYJM4 7/9/2012 3:38AM

    I totally understand Susie, it would be better if Colin does not wake up one morning. So much more dignified. Dementia is a horrible thing to happen to a person. Thinking of you in your time of need. Big, big hugs from me.
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NEW-CAZ 7/9/2012 3:14AM

    Suz you are the most caring of wives so I don't think that of you for an instant. To see your dear Col going through this must be torture and I understand totally.
You can at least talk to each other and make some positive memories in the time he has left.
If you need to offload you only have to email me, you know that.
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EVER-HOPEFUL 7/9/2012 2:46AM

    oh susie love i cried as i read this.i wish i was by you to give you a great big hug and to offer support.i don´t think you don´t care at all and i know exactly what you mean we felt the same when my mom died.we were relieved for her that she was in no more pain and to be honest would have liked it to have been sooner than all the pain she was in.the best thing is because you know you can prepare .you can say all the things you want to say to one another and do the things you wanted to do etc.somepeople never get that oputunity.know love if you need an listening ear i am always here for you,here or on skype etc.give colin and the girls a big hug from me.wnow i am thinking and praying for you that whatever happens it happens for the best.you are such a strong amasing women my love .know that,take strength from that.with you always love.hugs karen

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Loving life !!!!

Friday, June 15, 2012

Nearly 6 weeks since AMI .. and all is falling into place ..
Had a few hiccups with the INR levels and settling into 3 Cardizam tablets a day as well as Aspirin, Nitrolingual, all my Asthma meds and meds for pain for Fibromyalgia,Oestio-Arthritis and Sacroiliac joints .
I am back exercising and walking Bobby emoticon.
Looking after my DH and making sure his life is the best it can be with the Dementia he is suffering from as well as Polycythemea Rubra Vera, which is a Blood Cancer and is Terminal ..

We are enjoying one anothers company and getting out and about ..and making the most of the time we have together ..
Our two daughters that live close by, are here every day and we are loving their company too .
My Colin was a long distance truck driver for 45 years before we bought our orchards and he was one of the pioneers that opened the roads between all our major cities even before the roads were built ..
Many of the road were just tracks in the sand or mud and many times he would be caught in floods or fires.
His first truck was a english bedford truck and definitely not built for the Australian conditions ..
He was 16 when he had his first truck and built his trucking business up to three trucks on the road ..
He employed two drivers and our trucks served the out back and many of our cities with produce from Mildura .

Mildura is known as the fruit bowl of the nation as we grow so many fruit and vegetables .

His last truck was a turbo powered mack and he sold that when he was 66 years old .

In between, we bought orchards and we also had them on the go for nearly 15 years ..
Supplying Grapes, apricots, plums, nectarines, rock melons, persimmons, broad beans. lettuce and tomatoes ..
We had over 125 acres of produce, we had packing sheds, cool stores, and pickers quarters ..
We employed over 50 pickers and packers for 7 months of the year ..


We had to sell up when we had the (recession we had to have )according to Paul Keating our then Prime Minister.
Colin had a stroke, and I had my first heart attack ..with the worry of having to sell at rock bottom prices.
But even then , it didn't stop us from hitching up a 22 ft caravan to our F100 and travelling Australia for 8 years ..
We also worked along the way... managing Motels Caravan Parks and Wheat and Sheep Properties.
During this time I had a stroke which affected my cognitive powers to a degree ..

We have had a wonderful life .. and we are grateful for every second of it ..

Now we both have health issues and we have had to slow down ..
But we will never forget the wonderful life we did have ..
I give thanks for each day we wake up.
We look forward to being the best we can be ..
and give thanks for the many friends we have made along the way ..

I am loving Sparks and all my friends for their unfailing support and encouragement and I urge you all to look after yourselves ...

Much love Susie

  
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JILL313 7/9/2012 8:06PM

    Susie, You've had a wonderful life with Colin in spite of health difficulties along the way for both of you. Now, it's up to you to keep him as happy as possible and I know he appreciates you and wants you around--I know that does take a toil on you. I just hope you still take the time to get some exercise in as I know how that helped you and you enjoyed it so much. Seasons of our lives are changing and like you I'm grateful for every day God chooses to give me. Like they say, Growing older isn't for Sissies is it! I'm wishing you and Colin enjoyment together until the end of time. Take Care,

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THEREALMUMMYPIG 7/1/2012 7:25PM

    So glad you're starting to feel a bit better and that you're being allowed to exercise again. It must have been very hard for you to stay home when you're normally so active!
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GABY1948 6/25/2012 7:13AM

    Such a devoted life you and Colin have! How fortunate...your blog is a blessing to me. My dh and I are the same but no illnesses yet (thank you, Lord!) You have such a wonderful attitude and are an inspiration to many. I am glad we met! emoticon

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LIBBYFITZ 6/19/2012 5:12PM

    So proud and privileged to count you as a friend and that we have got to know each other through Spark!

Your life with Colin sounds like a great adventure and a very busy life!

I love the fact that both your daughters are able to visit every day!

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SHIRLEYX 6/18/2012 6:59AM

    You and Colin seem such a wonderful couple together. It is so nice that your daughters are close by. I wish you many more happy times together.

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1BEACHWALKER 6/17/2012 4:03PM

    So happy your are loving life and enjoying it to the fullest! Your Colin sounds like a fantastic human being! You both have led a full life and so happy to have met you here at SP! You are an awesome lady and I love reading your blogs! Glad the meds are working for you! Take care.....
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MOMMA_BEAR_69 6/16/2012 7:55PM

    I love your blogs!!! So glad to see that you are just slowing down and still living and loving your life together!!! You are such an inspiration!!! May God continue to bless you, Colin and your family. I love you, my very dear friend.
Blessings, love and hugs,
Helen

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ROSGETSSERIOUS 6/16/2012 5:48PM

    Susie - you are such an inspiration for making the best of every day and showing gratitude for all of life's blessings. Sometimes this is very hard but you have a wonderful infectious attitude - I feel blessed to have met you here and get so much from your blogs. Everyday you are creating future memories - your daughters sound wonderful and caring - just like you.
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INFLATED 6/16/2012 11:33AM

    You always count your blessings and share them with us. You have a GREAT attitude about love and life!

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GRAMMAP1 6/16/2012 1:14AM

    Susie, I guess I didn't know much about you before this blog. Isn't a life well lived wonderful to reflect on? There are similarities in yours and my life. My Hubby has tremendous health issues and I have some ailments similar to yours. But making the best of the time we have left together is something we will never regret. Thanks for sharing. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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GEOFROG 6/15/2012 11:35PM

    Keep your memories alive and well, my friend!!! That is what gets us though things sometimes!!! Missy sends Bobby puppy kisses!!!!

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OPALMOON 6/15/2012 11:28PM

    Dear Susie,

Thanks so much for sharing more of your amazing story and memories you and Colin have to share. You are truly such an incredible inspiration to us all and your positive attitude is truly wonderful. Many blessings to you and Colin.

Love and hugs, Nattacia

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2BFREE2LIVE 6/15/2012 7:36PM

    I like that your living each day with loving care for one another.
Life is short and when we get older and our health fails we do realize that we are all we have.
I enjoy each and every blog you write.
Thanks for sharing this part of your life with us, your spark friends. emoticonSandy

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JUDITHWITHROW 6/15/2012 7:23PM

    Susie you inspire me and encourage me. You have lots of memories to treasure and it's bittersweet at times. You are in my prayers.

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TIFFY0906 6/15/2012 5:52PM

    So wonderful to hear that you and Colin are doing good. Yes you both have had a wonderful life and there is still more wonderful to come. So so great to hear couples that have stuck together during the good and bad.

Be Blessed Susie

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POPSY190 6/15/2012 4:05PM

    It's wonderful that you are still together despite the health issues. May you have much more time together to enjoy past memories and create new ones from each new day.

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EVER-HOPEFUL 6/15/2012 3:59PM

    love the new profilr photo of bobby love.definately sounds like both you and colin have indeed had an eventful and adventurous and verfilling live up till now and the adventures are not over yet just moving off the highway to the slower lanes.the beauty about the slower lanes though is you can stop to see the view more.you are both amasing love and i am glad the girls are checking in on you often.glad you still have you love for life that is one of the best attributes a person can have and what a lot of people forget to do.thanks for shharing.take care love karen emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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TRIANGLE-WOMAN 6/15/2012 3:48PM

    Thanks for sharing! Give DH and Bobby a hug for me!

-M

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MORTICIAADDAMS 6/15/2012 12:16PM

    Have I told you lately that you are wonderful? Well, you certainly are. You have had a wonderful life and I hope you and your family and Bobby have many more good years.

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RGEETING 6/15/2012 11:39AM

    Hi Susie!
So glad to see you here! and THANK YOU for sharing your lives with us!
I'm also glad that things are leveling out for you again! I'm sure Bobby's happy, too! :-)
Love you!
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MS.ELENI 6/15/2012 9:34AM

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NPA4LOSS 6/15/2012 9:26AM

    Oh such wonderful memories you have dear friend. You deserve all the blessings your life has brought you. emoticon and emoticon to you and yours. You are my inspiration to look for that shining emoticon that lights the way.

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STRESS80 6/15/2012 8:33AM

    That is really wonderful all the memories you have and continue to make together. Glad things are going better for you. We all love you and love hearing your updates. Enjoy your walking Bobby and the time spent with Colin. Take Care my friend...... Paula emoticon

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JOYINKY 6/15/2012 7:30AM

    Good Morning Susie, So good to hear from you! Glad you are finding joy in each day and in the memories of your life together. You have done so much! May you continue to find joy in each day. emoticon

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TRACYZABELLE 6/15/2012 6:12AM

    Miss you much but it sounds like you are doing what you need to.. enjoying life with your Colin!

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    great outlook on life enjoy every minute and make the most of your time together always thinking of you emoticonjacque

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AKELAZ 6/15/2012 5:52AM

    Hey Susie!
Thanks for the update on your respective health issues. You have such an amazingly positive outlook and I know that you really will - as you say - make the rest of your time together as good as it can possibly be.
You have indeed both had a wonderful life and I was delighted to share some of that with you thro your blog.
You are so often in my thoughts - you are a great friend - unfailingly supportive and kind and I'm so happy I 'found' you.

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LYNMEINDERS 6/15/2012 5:35AM

    Hey suzie.....great to hear how positive you are....there wouldn't be many people today who could look back over their lives and be thankful for it....people usually have regrets....
I love your positiveness.....

I am so pleased to hear you are back exercising and I guarantee that bobby is enjoying walking with you again....woohoo....

Go girl

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WENDYJM4 6/15/2012 5:00AM

    fantastic Susie and great to learn more about Colin. As you said a wonderful life together and so many things achieved
love you

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NEW-CAZ 6/15/2012 4:48AM

    wonderful outlook Suz! And I love you too.
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Information that may save your life !!

Thursday, May 17, 2012

It has been told to me by my Specialist that when we have a heart problem of any kind we need to measure our water intake ..
The allowable intake of fluids should be no more that 1550 mils evenly spaced out over a day .
I myself, often exceed this and will have to cut back ..

We need to begin gentle exercise as soon as the Specialist says we can ..
My Specialist advised me that the use of a treadmill is the best was to start....

A gentle walk about three times a day is advisable .. and to stop immediately if you experience any pain or break out into a sweat .
Please be aware that is is my Specialist and My condition I am talking about ...

Some of you may have a different heart problem to me ... so always follow Your Specialist advice .

I have included a link to a website that will give you heaps of information .
But again, please be aware that we are all different and this may not be the correct information for you .



www.lifebeatonline.com


My Medication has been changed again as my B/P was to low ..
I think there is going to be a fair bit of changing medication going on to get me on the right dose .
I was also told to make sure I ate at least 5 to 7 small meals a day .. Not to have big meals as to process these large meals put immense strain on a heart .
Again I empathise: This is my heart we are talking about but could also affect you ..

These are questions you need to ask your Doctor /Specialist.
A lot of this information is not generally spoken about unless you ask the questions.
I need to know so I ask ..
Much love Susie





  
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CTUPTON 7/1/2012 7:37AM

    What great advice! I have seen people push themselves way beyond what is sensible. Long ago--I was biking (stationary bike) to aim to get my heart rate to 200! I know better now. And I worry about my water aerobics teacher. We celebrated his 80th birthday with him. He has been in great shape but his age is showing. He has been in the hospital 18 days for gall bladder problems. they need to treat him first to get him stronger for surgery. Well he is home now and he says he wants to get back in shape! He has been losing weight and has almost no fat on him. Not very sensible! After his wife had heart surgery he pushed her to exercise harder in our water aerobics class. I wish I could get your balanced ideas to him. Thanks for putting this up. Chris emoticon

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WILDFIREKRISTIN 6/14/2012 9:12PM

    I have never been told this, thank you for sharing this. I am going to talk to my doctor about this next week! You might actually be saving lives.

Hugs,

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INFLATED 5/31/2012 2:35AM

    Thank you for posting this information. My doctor told me not to drink a lot of fluids. Even with a diuretic, I retain fluid. I also did not know that digesting a large meal was hard on the heart.

"It has been suggested to me by someone, that because I tell everyone what is happening I am inviting hero worship ..
This is so far from the facts it isn't funny."
I want you to know that you have put forth the effort to change your weight, eating and exercise habits and have been an example to me. I appreciate you for sharing. I had a friend at this site that was trying to get her weight down,
but she was poor and couldn't buy food at times. She is dead. Obesity is the number one factor in many diseases-heart disease, diabetes, arthritis, ect.

Thank you for writing your blogs. Don't stop!



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NPA4LOSS 5/28/2012 12:36PM

    emoticon I walk a fine line between too much water for my heart and not enough for my vocal cords. Take care of yourself my friend. emoticon

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DIANEDOESSMILES 5/22/2012 10:45PM

    HI Susie,, the overage of the water makes SO MUCH SENSE!! For myself I start to NOT Feel good if *I* and I DO EMPATHIZE *I* go over 4 to 6 glasses a day,,, I ALWAYS have. Thats JUST ME ! So when as the 5% challenge does the
Drink water challenge ,,,, 8 glasses a day,,, I NO LONGER Do MORE !! Its NOT healthy for ME PERSONALLY !!! I am also having problems with peeing,,,, again on this,, my Dr and I will work on this, as we get to the time on it,,its NOT NOT NOT from the lack of water,,, we've already determined that,,,,,for even when during the weeks of "Water challenge,,,,and I bought it up to 10 to 13 glasses,,,,my "stuff" does NOT increase as I go. So yeah,,,, the waterworks is not correct,,,,,, again this needs to be checked out. To each their own.

THANKS FOR THE Info Susie,,, and for EMPATHIZING EACH person NEEDS to check with their OWN Dr's for our OWN Bodies use things IN THEIR OWN WAYS !!


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BIBS4664 5/20/2012 8:19PM

    Great advice. prayers for total healing in your life and those you love.Your garden is beautiful!!!

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DEERLADY45 5/19/2012 2:35PM

    Thanks Susie the information and yes i can believe that is good advice for any one not just you! its just makes sence to me-e! Blessings to you, BONNIE xxoo emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MORTICIAADDAMS 5/18/2012 5:00PM

    as a retired coronary nurse I can tell you that your doctor is giving you excellent advice. You are in good hands.

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TIFFY0906 5/18/2012 3:52PM

    Thanks for sharing this info - glad you are getting better

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ROSGETSSERIOUS 5/18/2012 1:56PM

    Thanks for sharing this info - we have to be our own health advocates - sounds like you are being very proactive in your recovery - hope you are feeling a bit better every day. I never knew about restricting water - I always thought that 'more is better' - makes sense thatnitbaffects our fluid balance.
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DANMAR1 5/18/2012 1:19PM

    Thanks for sharing with us. emoticon

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DARA52 5/18/2012 11:43AM

    I didn't know about the water and the eating large meals putting a strain on the heart. All good info! Thank you for taking the time to post. Rest!

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LAURALOVESSPARK 5/18/2012 10:04AM

    emoticon for sharing the info with us.
Hope your feeling stronger, and better everyday.
Keeping you in my prayers.
Hugs my friend. emoticon emoticon

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KELTIC-CARA 5/18/2012 8:21AM

    Sounds like you are on the road to recovery and this is good. You are asking questions and getting answers.

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JOYINKY 5/18/2012 8:18AM

    Susie, I'm glad you ask questions! We have to be our own health care advocates! It's too easy for something to be overlooked or "assumed"; we know best what our habits are and the Dr.s don't always ask the right questions. Thanks for sharing. Hugs.

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LYNMEINDERS 5/18/2012 5:15AM

    My prayers are with you my friend

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1BEACHWALKER 5/18/2012 3:24AM

    Hope all works out for the best Susie. Love and emoticon emoticon

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EVER-HOPEFUL 5/18/2012 3:20AM

    wow i didn´t know that about the water i drink alot more than that and are always encourageing my kids to drink more.will have to check with their heart specialist about that.thanks for the heads up love. emoticon

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NEW-CAZ 5/18/2012 3:16AM

    As is your nature Suz you're passing on valuable information and insight for others.
I hope you're feeling a little better today, hope Col is doing okay too.
Do you still have your daughters with you?

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TRACYZABELLE 5/18/2012 2:46AM

    I hope that you are feeling better lady emoticon

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OPALMOON 5/18/2012 2:08AM

    Thank you for sharing this information, Susie. I hope the doctors can find the right dose of medication for you and that you start to feel better soon. Thinking of you and Colin and sending prayers.

Love, hugs and blessings, Nattacia

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 5/18/2012 1:08AM

    I think you are sharing important information and even though it is for you it should make others aware and to ask their physian the important questions!
Thank you for sharing and caring!
Love & Hugs,
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SLIMMERJESSE 5/18/2012 12:40AM

    Very helpful info. Thank you!

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MOMMA_BEAR_69 5/18/2012 12:24AM

    Susie, It was great to see your blog. You have included a lot of information here. I am so glad that your doctor listens and answers your questions. Sounds like just the right doctor for you. I know you will follow his instructions for they do pertain to you. Adjusting meds can be a difficult time. My blood pressure meds are being changed weekly at this points and my kidney has limited my water also. You, Colin and Bobby are in my daily prayers and thoughts always.
May God continue to bless you and yours.
Blessings, love and hugs,
Helen

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SILVERANGEL6 5/17/2012 11:27PM

    Yes, Susie, I agree, great information....
Thanks for sharing
Hope you're feeling ok.....
Love You

Sylvia xxxxxxxxxx

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RGEETING 5/17/2012 10:59PM

    So glad that you have a great doctor - one that communicates well and is well informed.

So glad that you're good at following the dr's orders! :)

Love you! Hope the meds get figured out quickly.
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GEOFROG 5/17/2012 9:50PM

    Thank you for the heads up my friend. The water thing is very important . A friend of mine almost lost her life because of drinking too much water. The potassium levels in her body were so low that she had to be hospitalized for a long time to get her stable again. Now she really has to watch her water intake. Take care my friend, you, Colin and of course Bobby.

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JUDITHWITHROW 5/17/2012 9:43PM

    My son was on fluid restriction all the months he was in heart failure then after his transplant. He got so used to it, he has a hard time drinking enough water now. We also had to weigh him every morning to check for fluid retention.

I know what you mean about adjusting meds. It is an ongoing thing.

You continue to be in my thought and prayers.

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NPA4LOSS 5/17/2012 9:08PM

    It is so good to hear from you and thank you for the information. I did want to tell you that my Dr. told me yesterday that I do not have Atrial Fibrillation. I don't know what happened but I was given the wrong information. My problem as I thought is related to my lungs and vocal cords. When my breathing is so labored it causes my pulse to go up. The fatigue comes from just trying to breathe. They are finally going to have me take the Pulmonary Rehab classes.
No oxygen now and hopefully with weight loss I can put that off for a very long time.
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WENDYJM4 5/17/2012 9:08PM

    good info Susie, that is what makes it so hard that everyone's problems are different, weather it is heart or my problem with the kidneys, everyone is so different. We can all only learn and listen and more importantly ask questions.
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Thank you !!

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Thank you all so very much for your response to my blog .
I hope it helps to inspire you to taking care of yourselves ..
This will be a long road back to where I was, but I will take it ..I am still eating well but at the moment, I am not logging in or tracking as I am very weak ..
I also find it hard to sit at the computer for any length of time just yet.

I am determined to get well and be here for my Colin ..

He has been so confused, but in the same breath very supportive ..
It is as if a light switched on and he is caring for me again ..

I don't fully understand the complexities of Dementia., but for the time being I am happy he is back to his loving and supportive ways ..

My daughters Helen and Maureen who live close by have been so very good .. They are popping in and out to check on us and spending time .. they are also walking Bobby .. I am so very lucky ..
I am so humbled by such a response to my blog ... Thank you so much for all your caring and supportive comments .
I love you all .. Susie

  
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1BEACHWALKER 5/18/2012 3:24AM

    emoticonGlad you have the help you need. Take care....

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JILL313 5/16/2012 7:52PM

    Susie, Keep your Faith and just know you are always being thought of. I am so glad Colin is doing okay and that your DDs do help you out. Praying for you to get stronger and Colin also. Thank you for being so Special.

Hugs,

Jill

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DEERLADY45 5/16/2012 5:25PM

    Hello My friend, You are so Loved on here! Im sure your feeling the good energies coming to you from prayers and love sent to you! Love you friend! Take it easy !BONNIE emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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EVER-HOPEFUL 5/16/2012 7:44AM

    it is we who thank you susie love.glad colin is in a clear phase at the moment at a time when you need him to be.one less worry for you love.take care ,take it easy and take it as it comes. emoticon

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LYNMEINDERS 5/16/2012 7:09AM

    you are a very special person

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OPALMOON 5/16/2012 7:03AM

    You are very much loved in return, Susie! So glad to hear your daughters have been able to help and that Colin is able to be supportive as well. We completely understand that it is hard for you to be able to blog etc. and that it is hard to be at the computer for long. Just look after yourself - keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

Lots of love and big hugs, Nattacia

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ROSGETSSERIOUS 5/16/2012 6:26AM

    So glad you have your daughters so close to support you. Dementia is such a confusing disease isn't it - my MIL is also a sufferer so we have some good days and some difficult challenging ones - so glad Colin is going through a good phase. You are well loved and respected Susie - take care of yourself and take your time with your recovery! xxxxxx
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WENDYJM4 5/16/2012 5:41AM

    As Sylvia said we could just give you and Colin a big hugs. So at this point it needs to be a virtual hugs frm me.
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    Glad your daughters are able to pitch in Suz, take care hun. Luv ya too emoticon

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SILVERANGEL6 5/16/2012 2:14AM

    You are a very loved person, Susie, so please take it easy & take care of yourself.
I think I and others would just love to be able to come & visit & put our arms around you & give you big hugs, and look after you.
Glad to hear Colin is ok as well...I want to give him a hug, too...

Sending healing & loving energy to you both....

Love
Sylvia xxxxx

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GOANNA2 5/16/2012 12:44AM

    Love you too Susie. How wonderful to have Colin caring for you. With the girls and Colin by your side, you will get well soon. Sending prayers and hugs to you.
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123ELAINE456 5/16/2012 12:43AM

  So glad to hear the girls are helping out. Also Colin. Im glad he is able to be supportive and helpful too. Rest, eat heathy and get much needed sleep. You will slowly get better. We have an Awesome God. Miricules happen everyday. Take Care. God Bless You and Have a Wonderful Week. Elaine HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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MORTICIAADDAMS 5/15/2012 9:45PM

    GF, I am sending prayers to you for a complete speedy recovery. Colin and the girls need you. Love you too.

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JOYINKY 5/15/2012 9:34PM

    I'm so glad your daughters are close by for support. That is a blessing! Wondrous that Colin is doing better; that instinct to care for you must be really strong! God bless you both! emoticon

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JUDITHWITHROW 5/15/2012 8:26PM

    We love you!

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MEWHENRYSMAMA 5/15/2012 7:20PM

    And we love you back, Susie!
Take all the time you need and do not stress over it...we understand, are here and will wait and be here when you can be active again! Not to worry!
So glad to hear Colin is there for you and your daughters.
Rest easy, dear friend!
Love, Hugs & Prayers,
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MS.ELENI 5/15/2012 7:19PM

    I am so glad your daughters are helping out. So sorry things are not so great now. emoticon emoticon

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RGEETING 5/15/2012 6:51PM

    Love you!
It shouldn't surprise you that we all care! You have shared of yourself to so many of us - for me, almost a year!
Get the rest you need!
Do you have an appt to check if the meds are treating the Atrial Fibulation sufficiently?

Again, love you!
Praying for you & Colin!
Roxie
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