Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I opened up a spark e-mail and it said that I had gotten enough votes to be nominated as a spark motivator! I was speechless! Well not really! But no one was listening to me telling them about it. Becky finally comes in the office and said what were you trying to tell me? What was Rodney Dangerfield's reply? I get no respect!
I find it hard to believe that I could be nominated for a motivator. Mainly because this time lossing weight and exercising has been so easy for me. I know it's never easy but this time it has been so easy! It has all made sense and everything has fallen into place. All my prayers have been answered. I remember as a child in bed late at night I would look out the window and keep my eyes closed and when I was ready I would say star light star bright first star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might have this wish I wish tonight. Then I would spot my star and make my wish. It was always the same wish. Please make me thin and pretty. When that never worked in my prayers every night I would ask God to please make me thin and pretty.
When they say in God's time they are not kidding. He made me willing to absorb everything that Spark was feeding me. He made me willing to help Becky by agreeing to exercise. Not a thing I take lightly! He made me willing to cook! He made me willing to sit and read at the computer when I would rather be playing a computer game. He made me willing to answer blogs, topics or questions that really struck a chord with me. I have not always been real easy on people just ask Dusty that. There have been many responses to her questions to the Team 300 lbs. Plus that have come to a screeching halt after one of my entries. I don't mean to offend anyone I just want them to come to their senses andtake that deeper look into themselves to find out what is holding them back from being successful this time. I love all of my teammates and only wish the best for them.
I would like to thank you all for voting or not voing for me (Becky my own sister didn't vote for me) I feel like Sally Fields at the Oscars..They like me they really like me! Oh well, like a famous guy once said. "I am whats I am and thats all that I am."