I made chilli last night for dinner so at 7 am i woke up thinking about it ! I am the one that measures out 1/2 cup to 1 cup of soup and happy with that but i made a big pot of chilli last night and i could have ate the whole pot ! I guess all those pills are doing a number on me ! This morning i warmed me up a bowl of chilli but didn't measure it . It was over a cup tho . I GOT TO GET A GRIP OR I WILL GAIN MYWEIGHT BACK! Doctor says i will anyway but i can at least do my part not to. I ate the chilli and took 8 pills and have 9 more for lunch . Not sure if the chemo pills will make me sick so i enjoyed my chilli ! My red patches are fading. I won't know me without them ! DH has a bad cold so we arent going to church. My immune system is down and several are sick in our church. God is so good to us ! We got a warm home and food on our table we have NOTHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT ! HAVE A GREAT SABBATH DAY !
This has been a tough week for me giving up my birds broke my heart but in the serenity prayer it says accept the things you cant change and that was a big one for me. It's a no brainer as they say because the birds bowl movement is airborn and my eyes are infected all the time anyway which opens them to eye diseases that birds carry . I thank the Lord for the strength he has given me thru all this. HE HAS BEEN GOOD TO ME ! Today i am going to check on pepper my meyer he's been biting the ones cleaning his cage at the pet store ! He is just scarred stiff. Wouldn't eat for 2 days! 8 years + we were buddies daily no one else now all these people are there . I got to get some gift cards yet and i will be done shopping . Gonna make some chilli today .Having chicken thighs cooked in the crockpot for dinner . I cook them in cream of chickensoup and cheddar cheesesoup ! Have a good day take care and give someone a good word or a smile today
I feel now i can get back on my feet and fight for what eyesight i got left! GOD IS SOOOO AWESOME ! I been praying and i'm going to take the first pills after lunch on Sunday afternoon because we don't go to church on sunday night and in the afternoon ijust rest anyway ! Today i am going to try to figure out 7 dinner meals and 3 healthy snacks aday I want to try to keep my weight where it is. I'm taking predisone drop 3 times aday and 2 of the pills aday but if i gain at least i know it wasn't my fault . During the 4 months i have gained 7 lbs. Maybe ican get it back off ! NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH THE LORD! ANYTHING WORTH HAVING IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR AND IF I DO MY PART I KNOW THE LORD WILL DO HIS BUT HE EXSPECTS ME TO DO MINE FIRST ! HAVE A GREAT DAY!
Sorry but after thinking about it i decided to start my chemo Monday instead of yesterday because if it makes me sick it will be on the weekend and i want to go to church . I have to take 17 pills that day and don't know how my body will handle it. I been praying and i have decided i got to do this to try to save my eyesight that i got left so i might as well make it a positive thing . I told dh i was going to prepare monday nights dinner in crockpot before i take the pills. I got to take them all at once but only 6 of them are chemo 2 predisone 1 folic acid pill 1 thyroid 1 pravistatin 1 lasix 1isorbide 1celexis 4 inderal ! Your probably thinking does she believe GOD ANSWERS PRAYER? YOU BET I DO I HAVE HAD MIRACLE AFTER MIRACLE IN MY LIFE. WE ARE SERVING A GOD THAT IS IN THE MIRACLE BUSINESS MY FRIENDS BUT HIS WAYS AREN'T OUR WAYS ! I stand by the serinity prayer 100% ! AM I DISCOURAGE ? I WON'T LET SATIN DO THAT TO ME . READ ROMANS 8:28. Going thru this i feel his presence daily ! I want to make this a positive thing so mondays when i want to i am going to make it a pj day and do my thing whatever i feel like doing. I'll need to stay home because of some of the side effects but i plan to draw closer to the Lord and spend time on spark and i like to play the face book games. Anybody wants to challenge me a game just send me your facebook info and i will make friends with you and challenge you. I must warn you i think my great grandkids are letting Grandma win ! lol!!! It gives me something to do and i just got a puzzle book that has all kinds of puzzles in it so in the evening i can play them sitting with dh. He wants to get me a tablet so i can play the computer games in the living room with him but i feel right now i will spend to much time not talking to him and besides the Lord he is my hero in life and also the paper books suduk and others makes you think more than the computer games. Tomarrow we are having a carry inn at church i will be picking up 50 pieces of chicken from walmart for the church on the way ! They might get 49 ! Not really ! Have a great weekend and whatever you face in life take it by the horns and go for it because you can't help what you have to go thru but you can control how you handle it . MAKE EVERYDAY A GOOD DAY ! THIS IS THE DAY THE LORD HAS MADE REJOICE AND BE GLAD IN IT ! REMEMBER GOD LOVES YOU AND WILL BE THERE FOR YOU ! IF I CAN HELP YOU IN ANYWAY I AM HERE DAILY ! If you don't know the Lord he is a prayer away ! Just ask him to forgive you of your sins and give your life to him !
I went to the arthritis doctor yesterday and i have psoriatic arthritis which is robbing me of my eyesight so starting tomarrow i am going to have 6 weeks or more of chemo therapy and predisone therapy. Once a week i take 6 chemo pills all at once and 2 predisone pills till at least feb 6th. I have to have blood drawn every month and take floric acid daily , I will lose my eyesight if i don't do this and the doctor said i can't promise you anything only i will do the best i can to save what eyesight you got left . I AM TRUSTING THE LORD AND I KNOW NOTHING CAN HAPPEN TO ME THAT DOESN'T PASS THRU HIS HANDS FIRST ! I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND SUPPORT .