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Change Of Heart....

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Well I Haven't Been On Here In Months...Everything Was Going Great Back In Spring...I Had Went From 268 Lbs-215Lbs And I Felt Amazing I Was Working Out Constantly And Eating Healty, Calorie Counting The Whole Nine Yards..Until I Found Out My Dad, My World, My Bestfriend Was Diagnosed With Pancreatic Cancer...My Life Was Just Over..I Completely Stopped Working Out..Was Eating Mcdonalds For Every Meal..Not To Meniton The Food At The Was Awful...But I Had To Be There For Him..Evem Tho He Was Sick..He Was Always Telling Me Not To Give Up..Go Workout...But I Didnt Want To Leave His Side...I Was Putting All My Success On The Back Burner And Trashing My Body...But It Was Comforting At The Time..My Father Died On 7/13/12.. 4 Days Before His 63 Birthday. Hardest Thing Ive Ever Expericened. But Now I've Realzied I Cant Hate My Life Forever, I Cant Keep Killing Myself With All This Junk I've Got To Do This And Do It For Not Just Me, But My Dad. I had Lost 50lbs And I've Gained About 35 Back...So This Past Monday 12/10/12 I Had A Change Of Heart And Now Im Back At It, I Already Feel So Much Better. Hopefully I Cant Just Keep It Up!

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MM165592 12/16/2012 5:44PM

    You can do it! I'm here for you if you need support!

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No Surprise ...

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Well About 3 or 4 weeks ago i said i was going to try and lose 15lbs for the month of november...and of course because for once i was being positive and trying to meet a goal...i didn't do a damn thing....i went to the gym maybe 9 times this month and i didn't lose a damn pound.i ate everything i wanted...i didn't even get on spark and enter what i was eating...only cuz i didn't want to see that number of calories...i would have felt even sick of this yo-yo crap...i know im the one in control of it all. but its hard.. its a constant struggle for me...but i've wanted this for so long i can't give up now...wats 50 more lbs right?? my goal is 80...i've lost i'm almost half way into it.
i don't want to give up. I CANT & I WONT.....i took a little break..ate like i'd never seen food before and now its time to get back on track, & try to stay on

Im Sick of always saying.."Time To Get Back On Track"
I Need To Just Stick With It For Once

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COMMUNITY10 11/28/2011 7:36AM

    You can do it! Track your food and you'll notice those numbers going down!!

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GENRE009 11/26/2011 12:08PM

    I think it's great that you lost 38 pounds already, but it seems like you still allow yourself to yoyo. I feel like I have a problem with control during the holidays too! At least you are going to the gym. So, far I haven't gotten motivated yet. I know that I just need to push myself, and not wait for some inspiration. But boredum and loneliness seems to be why I medicate myself with alot of food lately. I really need to change my life, and fill it with more activities, and people. I hope that some of the things I mentioned helped you! Good luck. I need to loose about 50 pounds myself.

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Nasty November!

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Well I've Been Doing Great!! Tracking My Food...Making It To The Gym Almost Everyday && Even Getting In A Little Bit Of My Sparkpeople CardioBlast Jumpstart Dvd...I Feel Amazing...I've Lost 36lbs So Far And Im Still Going! Eating More Fruits And Veggies, Drinking More Water, Being More Active. Its Amazing To Me..I've Lost This Much And I Can't Even Tell Myself..I Don't See A Difference...Only In The Size Of My Jeans. Im Just Ready To See A Whole New Me. Skinny Me!

So As Of Nov 1, 11....My Current Weight Is 232 && For The Month Of November Im Going To Try To Lose A Good 15lbs. Thats My Goal Anyway...And Im Going To Give It My All! Even If I Don't Make It, Some Progress Is Better Than None At All, Right?!

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LADYLOO1980 11/24/2011 9:07AM

    You have done amazing thus far! 36 Lbs, that is impressive! Even if you don't meet 15 Lbs, any weight loss should be looked upon as an accomplishment! Keep up the great work, you'll get to your goal.

"You don't have to be great to start, but you have to start to be great" - Zig Zegler


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JUSTTWINKIE 11/5/2011 12:01PM

    I believe you will do it. You are so determined. But if something does happen and you are off by a few lbs it's not big deal so long as you don't give up is the important thing.
Love ya baby emoticon

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One Off Day..

Sunday, October 23, 2011

So Yesterday Was My OFF Day...I Went Down To Circleville For A Festival And Ate Like Crazy Lol...But It Didn't Bother Me Non...I Drank Water And It Was Lots Of Walking Bout 3 hours worth..But That Was Yesterday...Its Sunday And Im Gettin Back On The Wagon...Going To Work And Then To The Gym!! Not Giving Up This Time.


Not To Shabby...

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Well So Far This Past Wekk I've Managed To Track My Food And Not Go Over, & It Really Means Alot To Me Because Thats Usually Always A Problem. Im A HUGE Snacker & A Sucker For JUNK.
But I Think I've Got That Covered Now. Maybe...I Also Made It To The Gym Two Days In A Row lol...I Was Supposed To Go Today After Work But My Friend Canceled So Im Home For A Bit But Im GOing To Tyr and Go Later But If Not...I'll Just Have To Excercise At Hopme For The Night...With The Spark Dvd I Won!!

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LIVINTODAY 10/20/2011 10:27PM

    Logging is important - Congratulations on your good week.
Lucky you to win the DVD!! It is more fun to exercise with a friend but you can do it at home also!!

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MICHELLESMILES_ 10/20/2011 4:56PM

    Woohoo! Tracking has been a big help for me.

Way to go!

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