Tuesday, January 01, 2013
Man! Zapped! Just totally empty of any motivation to exercise or get back on the band wagon to good health. I'm in this mode where I tell myself I'm going to do it, but then I don't. How did I let this happen to me? So here I am...again ...trying to reach up to the light & pull myself up from this hole I seem to be in. I regained all my weight (35 lbs.). I know I have to figure this out & give myself a good kick but its just not happening. If anyone out there in Sparkworld has been in this same hole & has some encouraging thoughts...i'd appreciate it. If you have not experienced my same feelings...i understand...all prayers are welcomed! Huggs for listening!
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Today was my monthly weigh-in. I got depressed. Didn't lose anything! I do cardio 6 days a week and eat well, I guess? So, tonight I bought some Portion control dishware to help me with my food intake. I mean, I gotta try something. I'm eyeing my food portions as it is and that can't be good. Hope this helps me control my intake. Its important that i continue with the freedom to eat the foods I like (even though i've given up on alot of the high calorie ones). I need those numbers on the scale to move downward, so its worth the try! More later!
Sunday, March 04, 2012
Hubby & I went to a Dick's sporting goods today after lunch. He always trys to encourage me to buy new things, but i tend to shy away because i hate buying clothes at my size, but today i gave in. Now, FYI... most of these sporting good shops don't sell plus size clothes (why? i dont know). You must be able to fit into a XL or your SOL, so i braved it up today & bought a pair of shorts & a Reebox top. Got home and the shorts fit! Who'd a thunk? Now, there short/shorts so i wouldn't exactly feel comfortable wearing them out in public, but its a start and i can exercise in them and that was my goal for buying them in the first place! The shirt...a little tight, but maybe in a couple of months i'll feel better in it, so to the closet it goes. I wrote dates on the tags so when i try them on i'll know how long it took me to fit comfortably in it. Anyway...its all something to work for! I'm proud of myself (in a very small way). Thanks for letting me share! Big huggs to you all out there in Sparkville! I love all your support & appreciate every encouraging remark made on my blog! Truly! Love to you all! Were in this struggle together! Here's to our goals...cheer, cheer!
Friday, February 24, 2012
Well...I have my monthly weigh-in this Sunday. Hope it looks good. I can say that I've been doing everything I'm suppose to...well, I could get alittle more water in, but all-in-all...I've been staying within my caloric intake & doing my cardio 6 days a week. So, i'll see what happens on Sunday? I've gotta say...I don't feel thinner. My clothes aren't given me any praise for a job well done either. It's very hard not to let it get me down. I'm trying to pace myself & not let it get to me because I've been through this countless times & know what to expect, but it just doesn't seem to get any easier in the feelings department. I know its a journey i'm on and journey's can be a LONG dragged out process , so its important for me to keep a positive frame of mind. Gosh folks, its just so hard to be positive all the time. I see my husband just continue to melt all his weight off (he's been faithful to his weightloss program for the past 2 yrs) and here I am trying to recover from my backslide of 40 lbs. and basically starting from scratch again...discouraging, just simply discouraging. I wanna rejoice with him in his weightloss accomplishments because he REALLY deserves it. He's worked each & every pound off by raw pure sweating . I just wanna shrink under a rock or hole because I've failed so many times at weightloss and seems I'm always starting over and I hate that I did this to myself! Guess I could grope about this subjected forever, so I better end the blog now. Its just one of those days! Moving forward & staying focused & never giving up...its gotta get me to goal one of these days! Huggs to all!
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