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Sometimes, no matter what, it's just not going to happenMonday, December 14, 2009
Today was one of those days. I woke up with no energy this morning. It's not that I went to bed extremely late or got up extremely early....just woke up with NO energy. ![]()
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CJROMB
12/27/2009 3:04AM
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I wanna know if you're gonna come to MY house and clean like that! I'll give you a SparkGoodie!!! I PROMISE I will! :)
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UROPA40
12/20/2009 8:30AM
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Not every run is going to be great so you just need to make the best of it. The important thing to reflect on was remembering the day when you first ran three miles did you ever think you would say about a run that you only ran 3 and be disappointed by it. Suzy
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SJDROPPINGLBS
12/16/2009 4:31PM
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You are hilarious! I swear you are like a friend to me in my head. I could HEAR you saying all of this with your sarcasm. Hilarious! And naps are God's gift, I swear! You did it though. The feat is multiplied: accomplished the half-marathon, cleaned the house almost spic-and-span, had another run after the big goal was accomplished instead of sitting down for 3 mos and gaining 30lbs, and were mindful enough of your state and needs to know that it was NOT the day for 6 miles. Good for you!! Report Inappropriate Comment |


REZZER
12/15/2009 7:32PM
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Wow! I wish I could run 3 miles and for you that was slacking! lol Just shows how in shape you are. Report Inappropriate Comment |


BLABBERMOUTH2
12/15/2009 7:17PM
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You tripped over your shoe strings?! Report Inappropriate Comment |


JILLIAN40
12/15/2009 6:49PM
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Oh my goodness how impressive are you?! All that cleaning and you still went for a run. I'd say 3 miles was a big accomplishment and you should be proud of yourself.
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GIGI1222
12/15/2009 6:36PM
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I hate when I have runs like that!! The next one will be better!
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KATHY_NATURELVR
12/15/2009 6:01PM
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Wow Suezette, even if you didn't want to do it you still ran three miles. That's great! Looks like you had a lot of things trying to stop you too. Naps are wonderful too :) Hope the rest of your week is not so hard! Report Inappropriate Comment |


CARILOUIE
12/15/2009 5:07PM
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Super-cleaning almost always wears me out. It's such a different workout than running or hitting the gym. No coffee??? If I don't have my coffee in the morning, my whole day is off! Naps are wonderful things! Have a wonderful evening. Report Inappropriate Comment |


LIGHTNINGRUNNER
12/15/2009 5:02PM
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RUNNINGWILD
12/15/2009 1:44PM
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And how is your Tuesday going? Better, I hope. =)
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EVERYDAYITRY
12/15/2009 7:56AM
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Sorry your run wasn't better, but it seems like you learned some useful lessons -- and you got a nap out of the deal! No worries, the next run will be better.
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CASSIOEPIA
12/14/2009 10:02PM
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Some runs are just like that. Sorry you had one today. Bet my cold weather doesn't sound so bad now!
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CCSDESTINY
12/14/2009 9:13PM
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sounds like a very necessary nap! I have LOTS of runs like that! haha! Its great to see that you take it all in stride. Hope you have a great week Suezette! Report Inappropriate Comment |


TEDYBEAR2838
12/14/2009 6:11PM
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M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S H A P P Y N E W Y E A R Report Inappropriate Comment |


FREEDOMSTAR
12/14/2009 5:59PM
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Suezette- youre too funny ! you remind me of myself I went through the same thing after my 1/2 marathon. You only had ONE bad run. You have the heart of a runner. You will be getting your mojo back a lot faster than I did I can tell. My first 1/2 I did 2 back to back. I couldn't run for 10 days. Now when I run I get excited all over again during and when Im done I feel Positive about everything. Keep your routine, and get out there . PS- you could be stressed about Christmas visitors, and all the extra deep cleaning wore you out Cheers John Report Inappropriate Comment |


FIRENUT34
12/14/2009 4:24PM
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Indicator #10- maybe your body just needed another rest day. I did 10 miles on Saturday with the heat and humidity and was tired all day yesterday. Stress plays a big part in your heart rate and makes you tired as you don't sleep as soundly. I hope you have a better day tomorrow.
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GSDMIKE
12/14/2009 3:56PM
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If I hadn't run in some of that swampy air of yours last week, I'd be wondering what the heck you were talking about. So when do you guys get your good running weather: the first week of February?
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CHEPRBYTHEDOZN
12/14/2009 3:34PM
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You needed that nap! Your next run WILL be better,no doubt about it. There's a reason that you didn't do the full 6...you may not find out what or why, but there is. Have a great evening!
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CRYSBROWN1
12/14/2009 3:33PM
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Ah, gotta love those days! Definitely agree with you that some days you just don't wanna do it! Not a big deal that you did the 3 miles, you'll do fine tomorrow!
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KAMINLENA
12/14/2009 3:24PM
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ARG!! Nap time!!! I'm so jealous!! Tomorrow's run will be better. =^) Report Inappropriate Comment |


BOBBYD31
12/14/2009 2:51PM
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been there done that, we all have them. nap and get on with life tomorrow is another day. no worries
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DRAGONFLY1974
12/14/2009 2:45PM
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We called our run 1/4 of a mile in yesterday, it was hot, I was dehydrated and my resting HR was 97! I am glad we ended up at the gym instead. I think stress is playing a big thing with my HR and the dehydration factor. I'm going to check my HR tonight though...see if it's better, if not I'm finding a cardiologist.
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EDGEOFSANITY
12/14/2009 2:43PM
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Good for you for getting out the door, but then also knowing when to call it. And great that you took a nap =)
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I was reading a blog of a SparkFriend this morning. In it, she was talking about why she worries about what others think of her running because she thinks she is slow.
As I'm reading it, I'm thinking, Oh my gosh, what is she talking about?? She's NOT slow, she's doing great! She inspires me, she trains hard, she's passionate about running, she's.....
And then suddenly, this thought pops into my mind....If she thinks people think she is slow, then what do they think about me? I'm way slower than her.
And then I start to wonder.....do I care what they think about me?
Well, since it's time for me to do some serious thinking, that could only mean one thing....Time for a reflection run. (Actually, walk is more like it since I'm still doing a recovery week.) So, I laced up the shoes and off I went.
Had I asked this question a year ago, the answer would have been absolutely without a doubt, YES! There was a time when the ONLY thing that mattered was what other people thought of me. I was such a people pleaser. I didn't seem to have my own thoughts anymore. I was easily swayed. If they said I was ugly, they were right, I was ugly. If they said I was fat, then yep, I was fat. If I was told I'd never amount to anything, I believed them. I spent many nights at home crying, because I believed everything that was told to me. For years, I was ugly, fat, unworthy, and everything else they said. I was miserable. Oh, I covered it up, I acted like it didn't hurt. I laughed when stuff like that was said and pretended it didn't bother me. But deep down, I was hurting.
Then I starting thinking about some recent events in my life. I started thinking about the changes I'd gone through, who I am today, how I got here, what I did to get where I am, etc.
60 minutes and 4.6 miles later (ha, I may be a slow runner but I'm a fast walker...LOL), I came to realize that yes I do still care what people think about me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't.
However, there is one major difference between then and now. I've realized that what anyone thinks of me is only their opinion. And whether it's true or not, it no longer has that influence to make me miserable....unless I CHOOSE to let it.
I choose not to!
Life IS Good!


ANEPANALIPTI
12/8/2009 9:42AM
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GREAT BLOG!!! I am SO with you... *HUGS
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GMEAN2055
12/6/2009 8:37PM
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Hey girl, If you consider yourself a slow runner, then i am in the snail category... But...guess what I don't care as long as I am able to keep on going and get to where I need to be. For me I know I can't run the distance because of my knees, but you know what I can run and it doesn't matter how slow I am as long as I get where i need to be like FINSIH......You are the best....I admire you for as far as you have come...and keep on going....thats what makes us who we are...I am proud to be me....Everyday I can get out of bed and move these legs it is good enough for me.....My goal now is a tri next year.......sure do miss you... gail Report Inappropriate Comment |


BLABBERMOUTH2
12/6/2009 6:29PM
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Suezette... Pam Report Inappropriate Comment |


KATHY_NATURELVR
12/6/2009 12:08PM
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Great blog Suezette. I'm so glad you don't let others get to you anymore :) I found so much self-worth when I joined SparkPeople. Between SP and two other positive influences (people) in my life, I have learned to actually like who I am. Love you, I'm so glad to see your positive postings :) Report Inappropriate Comment |


UROPA40
12/5/2009 7:08PM
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As another slow runner I try very hard to not let other people demean me or define me. Everyone I know who is not a runner is very impressed about the changes I have made and think I am a great runner. I may be at the back of the pack but I am putting out 100% as you are and we have every right to be proud. Suzy
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DAVEOZ
12/5/2009 4:01PM
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I KNEW you were a great writer. Soooooo true! Our PERCEPTION of the world is what moves or paralyzes us... Your perception is spot on. Hope the kitchen ceiling is coming out nicely! Report Inappropriate Comment |


CRZYRUNRGRL
12/5/2009 2:06PM
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I was like you, I too let people's opinions rule my life but don't anymore. You are an awesome person, beautiful, funny, fit, and an awesome runner (and faster than me :) ) It doesn't matter what people think, you are out there doing more than most and for that...YOU ARE AWESOME! Report Inappropriate Comment |


REZZER
12/5/2009 11:01AM
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Reminds me of how I felt when the guys would drive by and bark at me when I started walking and hobbling along 60# ago! lol They are howling now and I'm glad I didn't give into my embarrassment and just kept on SParking!
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MARTANYDIATORRE
12/5/2009 10:24AM
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Suzzette Never thought the way you look with so much confidence that that would have been an issue to you.To me it was a lot a long time ag o now not so much.Someone told me that most of the time people don't act or say iin a way because they are bad usually because of plain stupidity.I also believe that it is due to lack in themselves that have not been worked out and they proyect in someone else.So now i usually think what a pity that they have nott overcome that and let it go. You are a great friend and a great runner you are my inspiration. Hugs Marta Nydia Report Inappropriate Comment |


NUTRIGIRL08
12/5/2009 8:49AM
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Great blog! You all have a wonderful support team! Thanks for putting it in prospective because I too am a people pleaser and my attitude towards myself sucks but I'm working on it!! Have a great day!
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CASSIOEPIA
12/5/2009 7:37AM
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Wow Suezette, you *are* a fast walker I love your "reflection" runs, even if you are walking them. I am actually quite proud of the fact that I can run at all - even if it's slow. We all have days in which we wish we were faster, but I wouldn't trade it for what we were before. Growth is important. You've had a great year and made some very positive changes. Report Inappropriate Comment |


REDSKINGIRL
12/5/2009 6:00AM
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This is very true! Thanks for a great blog!
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LIGHTNINGRUNNER
12/5/2009 5:54AM
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Suzette, You actually are right - I just need to get over everyone else - not me. I personally don't care if I am slow...well I do, because I feel I can do better, but last I check the Olympic Team doesn't have my cell phone number. Maybe in my next life. Thanks for writing this blog, because reality is you are right it is just their opinion of me and whose opinion is more important theirs or mine. MINE... Report Inappropriate Comment |


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DRAGONFLY1974
12/5/2009 5:50AM
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Suezette...we talked about some of the hurtful things in our 12.5 miles running together, people are cruel. I know! However, look how many of us are drawn to you, what all those people back then missed out on! Anyone who takes time to get to know you...they adore you! You are beautiful inside and out and well, the ones who are cruel...beauty is only skin deep. You are making a positive mark on people and that my dear is worth much, much more than those who tease or insult or JUDGE!! Comment edited on: 12/5/2009 5:51:26 AM Report Inappropriate Comment |


BUCKEYESKIER
12/4/2009 11:40PM
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You are right, it is hard not to care what other people think. You don't have to react to it and take it as truth though. Keep up your great work, whether you are running, walking, or somewhere in between. Report Inappropriate Comment |


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LAWOLF2
12/4/2009 10:48PM
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Good for you! Doesn't it feel good to see the progress you have made! I need to take a lesson from you. Keep up the good work! Report Inappropriate Comment |


GIGI1222
12/4/2009 9:06PM
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Good for you!!! Nice walk:)
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RUNNINGWILD
12/4/2009 9:00PM
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Helluva blog lady. =)
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GSDMIKE
12/4/2009 8:50PM
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There are some perceptions I try to earn with _most_ people: kindness, generosity, compassion. Things like running speed I try not to worry about. My perception is you are doing great on all of the above, Suezette. Report Inappropriate Comment |


MJASR5
12/4/2009 8:43PM
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What a great blog! Thanks so much for sharing something I think we all experience but don't always express!
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CCSDESTINY
12/4/2009 8:16PM
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Its good to hear how honest you are with yourself. I think anybody would be lying if they said what other people think doesn't matter to them - but you are absolutely right -- its how we respond to it that count!! Have a great weekend! Report Inappropriate Comment |


KATHYGBENNETT
12/4/2009 8:13PM
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Icar if people think I am kind, moral and loving. I don't care what people think about how well I walk or run or how fashionable I am
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TEDYBEAR2838
12/4/2009 8:07PM
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YOU GO SUEZETTE! You are so true! I think you are great and you have totally transformed the old Suezette into a stronger, more vibrant, healthy individual that I am happy to know. With the Help of God we have taken control of those things that we can, leaving the rest up to HIM! Thanks you for Joining me on the wonderful journey to a HEALTHY 2010 ! WE WILL DO THIS! Report Inappropriate Comment |


CHEPRBYTHEDOZN
12/4/2009 8:02PM
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Great blog,Suezette!! As for the truth-you are beautiful,strong and inspiring and very sweet!! Maybe some day,some way, I can meet you in person!!
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PEAPURRZ
12/4/2009 7:58PM
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You are so right - it is just their opinion - Nothing more and don't let it be either!!! I don't care what people think of me. I really truly don't. I am who I am and I am a nice person to everyone and it is irrelevant to me whether or not they think I look good, or bad, fat or thin, pretty or ugly. They can all go pound sand. I am an individual. I am not compared or held up to anyone else. I am ME. I am special. I am ONE. I am unique. So are you. Love yourself. When you do. You will know it won't matter anymore. Keep Sparking Report Inappropriate Comment |

