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Resolution 5k--Can I get a big fat WOO HOO!!

Saturday, January 02, 2010

First race of the year AND met a goal already!

One of my running goals for the year was to run a 5k in sub 30 minutes. I didn't think I'd reach this goal for a few more months. My PR is 31:17.

OK, so let me rephrase that....my PR WAS 31:17.

Today, I've got a new PR.....29:57 Can I get a WOO HOO!!!!

Now, most of you know that I enjoy running in the cooler temps 50 to 55 degrees works well for me. But today it was just down right COLD!! 40 degrees! Oh yeah! That 10 degrees made a HUGE difference. I was FREEZING!! And what made it worse was we were running into the wind along the river on the out and back course.

Guess I learned some lessons about cold weather running. Number 1 is that I need some gloves!! I'm thinking of going to the thrift store and getting several pairs of old ones so that I can continually wipe my nose and then just toss them when I get warmed up. Yes, the runny nose is definitely a problem running in COLD weather! I had to run back to the car and get some napkins to keep wiping my nose. (Good thing I did otherwise I would have looked pretty messy crossing that finish.) I made it back to the start line (I was already there once) with less than 30 seconds to spare before the gun went off.
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The run back wasn't too bad as the wind was at our backs now. I was still cold but my cheeks weren't stinging like on the way out. Guess I was running fast to stay warm!

Another thing I decided is that I'm definitely going to buy those shoe laces that don't need tying! I lost several seconds having to stop and tie my shoe at Mile 2.25...that kinda bummed me out because it was at that point that I was thinking I could PR my previous time. I still hadn't considered that I could get the sub 30 yet.

It was the last 10th of a mile that I could see the time clock at the finish and suddenly realized I could reach my goal. I gave it all I had which really wasn't much but still a lot for me!

And I did it!! I was so stinkin' proud of myself and I just started cheering. Bet some people there thought I was nuts but ya know, I just didn't care. I did it! And I was super excited about it!!

Time: 29:57 (oh and this was Garmin time...Gun time was 29:59....still under!)
AP: 9:38
Mile Splits: 10:00, 9:50, 9:20, 7:11 (negatives at that...another woo hoo!)

Well, I'm off to have a hot cup of coffee and then to the gym for some yoga. I'll be showing up with a big ole grin on my face.

Life IS Good!

  
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UNIQUECHAR 1/9/2010 6:52AM

    I'm so proud of all your accomplishments! You are certainly an inspiration not only to me but also everyone else who you come in contact with. Great job!!

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IZZYBUBBLES 1/6/2010 12:56AM

    Ha ha - I have a terrible runny nose if the weather is anything less than 50, which it is a lot in Kansas. I used to run with Kleenex in my pocket. Now I've given up and wipe my nose on my shirt or my sleeve or my glove - yeah it's gross, but so much easier. I felt like I really crossed some sort of barrier when I realized I don't really care what I look like to other people when I'm running cause I'll just wipe my nose on my shirt right in front of them. Proud moments. emoticon

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DONNAMCLARKE 1/5/2010 1:23PM

  Congrats on your accomplishment. emoticon emoticon

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_MSAPRIL17_ 1/4/2010 3:59PM

    Congrats!!!!!!!!!

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1MEGMEG 1/4/2010 3:49PM

    YAY congratulations on your new PR, that is awesome!! I am just down the road from you (in Orlando) so I hear you about the cold weather! I much prefer cold weather running to the hades that is our summer, but this is pretty cold! For gloves I have some stretchy cotton ones I got at Target. They are on sale a pack of 2 is $1.05! I just got some on Saturday and the target by me had tons left, they are in the accessories section. I know they make nicer running gloves, but my cheap ones have worked fine so far lol (I had the same style last winter). :)

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TORTUETOO 1/4/2010 11:12AM

    Awesome job! I would have been cheering for myself, too!!! What a fantastic accomplishment! emoticon emoticon

Runny nose advice from a Wisconsin cold weather runner - Target and Walmart sell 2 sets of those cheap knit gloves for around $1.50. Buy several pairs and blow nose directly into glove. Gross, I know, but better than carrying kleenex! I just keep throwing the gloves in the wash until they fall apart - they're usually good for about 15 or so washes.

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HIGHLIFE73 1/4/2010 10:46AM

    Way to go! Cool on making 1 of your goals already!

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-PAULA 1/4/2010 6:13AM

    emoticon Great news for the first week of the year. Congratulations on meeting one of your goals already!

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REINVENTLAURA 1/3/2010 8:40PM

    Wooo hoo! how fantastic! Its amazing to be meeting goals for the year on the 3rd day of the year!

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EVERYDAYITRY 1/3/2010 7:05PM

    WOO HOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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HARRINGTON5 1/3/2010 5:56PM

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That is my goal for this year too, but I still have a long way to go. You are awesome, Congratulations!

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ANEPANALIPTI 1/3/2010 5:46PM

    :-D :-D

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JERIBERI1 1/3/2010 4:10PM

    Woooo Hooooooooooo!!!

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UROPA40 1/3/2010 6:40AM

    My PR for a 5K is 31:08 and I too have that goal of the sub 30. I have been increasing miles but race times have been slower since I have started running without walk breaks. I am so happy for you and you give me hope that it can be done. Suzy

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MY_AGREEMENT 1/2/2010 11:42PM

    emoticonThat's definitely worth a big fat emoticon

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JOPAPGH 1/2/2010 11:31PM

    Nice job!!!! Here's to a great year of racing! emoticon

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RUN2BEFREE 1/2/2010 11:28PM

    Way to go! Congratulations on your PR!

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FREEDOMSTAR 1/2/2010 8:07PM

    Suezette- you did it ! as I knew you would

holy cow I thought we would be pace buddies in NewOrleans but Im not so sure anymore I wont be able to keep up with you

cheers
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ROSELG 1/2/2010 8:07PM

    Congrats!You are really an inspiration to me! emoticon

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KATHY_NATURELVR 1/2/2010 6:39PM

    Great job Suezette - I'm so happy for you!

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RIQUI1 1/2/2010 5:21PM

    That is so awesome for you! Congrats! You should come up here...or, if you just ask, I'll send you some of those lower temps. I did the rain right...I know I have MORE THAN ENOUGH cold to get you through!! :)

Awesome job! It is the little things that we get when we aren't expecting anything that make life fun!!

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LAWOLF2 1/2/2010 5:17PM

    emoticon Way to go! emoticon

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MEG204 1/2/2010 4:41PM

    SO AWESOME and proud of you!! That's my next goal is to shave it by 5 mins and make it under 30 mins!!! Did you run the Resolution 5K in Raleigh? Where was the race at? Awesome!!

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TEDYBEAR2838 1/2/2010 4:20PM

    emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon''How about 10 emoticon's!

YOU ROCK SUZETTE@

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EDGEOFSANITY 1/2/2010 3:39PM

    WTG Suzette!! That is an awesome race!

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CHEPRBYTHEDOZN 1/2/2010 2:59PM

    YEAH!!! You are going to continue rocking 2010!!! I am thrilled!!

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OPTIMUM-J 1/2/2010 1:54PM

    With all the Woo-Hoos you deserve, I'd sound like Daffy Duck going off the deep end! Congrats on your PR and 1st goal of the year met.

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GMEAN2055 1/2/2010 1:46PM

    way to go girl. I also double tie my laces....you need to buy some warmer running clothes. I got this shirt at Dicks that has cuffs on the sleeve that you can pull over your hands...love it and keeps my hands warm....once again congrats...

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GSDMIKE 1/2/2010 1:35PM

    Nice job. Those minute plus PRs feel good, don't they? I hesitate to give cold weather running advice to a Floridian, but most of the wicking running gloves come with a fleece section on the inside of the glove specifically to wipe your nose on. I absolutely love my Nike running gloves. I wear them from the 40s down sub-zero, and my hands are never hot and only get a little chilled at the lowest temps.

Congrats on the PR. Here's to many more in 2010.

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DRAGONFLY1974 1/2/2010 12:31PM

    Told ya....ROCK STAR!!!! Congrats on your first sub 30!!!!! You are going to kick my tail at Daytona!!!

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MBSHAZZER 1/2/2010 12:19PM

    GREAT job Suezette! That is so awesome! 2 days in to the new year and you've already met with success!

2 ideas for you... I picked up some gardening gloves at the dollar store that have worked well for me to use and toss. Also, I double tie my laces so they don't come undone.

It was super cold this AM and WINDY! :D

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PRIMALMICHAEL 1/2/2010 12:19PM

    Oh this is awesome! You should really be proud of yourself.
I totally understand the nose thing. I like to run in the cold, but once I pass just one house with a fire place and that smoke hits me, my nose starts running faster than I am. I've learned to always keep tissues in my pocket and blow my nose on the run!
Congratulations on such a great time! You've worked hard at this and you made it! What will your new goal be?

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DAUSTINFAN 1/2/2010 11:54AM

    Congrats on breaking a PR!
You are winner just for getting out of bed and running while most the country was in bed from a long night, WINNER!

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APPLEPIEDREAMS 1/2/2010 11:21AM

    Great job! Woo-hoo!

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IZZYJEAN 1/2/2010 11:14AM

    WOOHOO on the new PR!!! You Rocked it!!

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CRZYRUNRGRL 1/2/2010 10:40AM

    You go miss thang! I am so proud of you!
You got a PR even with stopping to tie your shoe! WHOO HOOO!


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CASSIOEPIA 1/2/2010 10:38AM

    Those little gloves are about 97c up here. I always buy lots at the beginning of winter. They come in handy, and are so small they can be stored anywhere. Hint: wipe the nose with the left hand only, and then you will still have the right hand kind of clean to do other things (take the hair out of your eyes, scratch the cheek, wipe the sweat off). LOL, it's all body fluid, but I like the left - right system!

Great job on completing this goal, and so early in the year too. Makes me wonder where you'll be by this time next year!
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GIGI1222 1/2/2010 10:32AM

    Good for you!!! I was so excited the first time I got a sub 30 time! It is a great feeling. WalMart sells the gloves really cheap, like 1.50 a pair. I buy lots of them because I always lose them.

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TAMTAM64 1/2/2010 10:24AM

    Way to go, girl! That's a great way to start off 2010! :)

Tammy

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IPA-RAY 1/2/2010 10:24AM

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What a great way to start the new year! Shattered your old PR and met your goal!

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PRINCESSNURSE 1/2/2010 10:19AM

    Congratulations on the new PR---that is an awesome way to start the year!

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BLABBERMOUTH2 1/2/2010 10:19AM

    Way to start off the year with knocking those goals down. emoticon emoticon

I think that grin may become a permanent fixture on your beautiful face. It looks so good on you. emoticon

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RUNNER_TIFF_07 1/2/2010 10:18AM

    Great job!! As someone who lives in Indiana (my run yesterday was in 20* weather, "real feel" 5-7* with 10mph winds), I can completely relate to the runny nose business! Gloves are definitely a good solution to both being cold AND wiping the nose. Anyway, congrats on the PR! :)

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ANEWSKY 1/2/2010 10:06AM

    Cheers for Suezette! Congratulations on the new PR! emoticon

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2010--The Year of Fit and Fabulous

Friday, January 01, 2010

2009 was the year of weight loss. Now that the *extra* weight is gone, I am going to focus my attention on getting fit and tone, and with fit comes FABULOUS!!

This means GOOD-BYE batwings. SO LONG cellulite thighs. TAKE A HIKE jelly belly! And as for you droopy boobs, you are another story considering you are more age related than anything else. I might have to convince DH that a....cough.... LIFT/ADJUSTMENT will be needed. (Even as I think this, I know the chances are SLIM to NONE)

Without further ado.....here are my 2010 Goals

Weight and eating--
1. Maintain my weight between 120-125 pounds.
2. Continue eating healthier by adding more fruits and veggies and less red meats.
3. Continue my 8 cups of water a day streak. (began 2010 with a streak of 454 days.)

Running--
1. 900 miles, approximately 75 miles per month. (Ran 555 miles in 2009. Not to shabby for a beginner.)
2. Start a running streak of 3 times per week for 52 weeks.
3. Run the Rock and Roll Mardi Gras Half Marathon in New Orleans on Feb 28th in under 2hrs and 35 minutes for a new PR.
4. Run a sub-30 5k. (Goal met--January 2, 2010 Resolution 5k--29:57)

Gym--
1. Start a streak of 2-3 times per week for 52 weeks.
2. MORE STRENGTH TRAINING!! No exceptions!! This is the way to being fit. Without it, there is no fabulous. This might require me hiring a personal trainer for a couple weeks. Will give this more thought.

Home workouts--
1. 100 push ups challenge
2. Core workouts, 2-3 times a week.

Rest--
1. Complete body rest from ALL exercise at least 1 day a week!

Emotional health--
1. Start the job hunt for the work at home transcription position! I finished the course in September now its time to put it to work!
2. Continue with my Reflection Runs.
3. Keep growing emotionally and spiritually.

In the last year, I have come to realize that I AM a work in progress! There will be many ups and downs along the way, but as long as I don't quit I can continue to grow and become the person I always wanted to be......

.....And that person is ME!!

Life IS Good!!

To everyone who read my blog....
Happy New Year and May all your dreams and goals come true for you too!

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EVERYDAYITRY 1/3/2010 7:06PM

    You are amazing and I have no doubt you'll have a fabulous year!

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1SHELLGIRL 1/3/2010 6:25PM

    Wow I just read a couple of your blogs and I have to say one thing...AWESOME. Love the way you have mapped the whole year, I definitely want to come back and check your progress out. Very inspiring for me to read your progress...you go girl!

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JOPAPGH 1/1/2010 9:08PM

    Wow on the water!!

I forgot to blog the 100 push ups as a goal. Let's keep that one as our own personal challenge...

All the best in 2010!!

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CHEPRBYTHEDOZN 1/1/2010 8:43PM

    Great blog, Suezette! There's no doubt in my mind that you will accomplish all this!

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KATHY_NATURELVR 1/1/2010 8:23PM

    Suezette, I love your attitude and wish you nothing but success in this New Year!
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JERIBERI1 1/1/2010 8:20PM

    Great job setting you goals -- they are defined and attainable. 2010 will be a great year for you!

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BOBBYD31 1/1/2010 7:27PM

    great goals, i am sure that you can achieve them, you are very determined!
happy new year

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LOGDIVA 1/1/2010 6:47PM

    Great blog! You're going to fly through 2010 no problem! Wonderful goals...kick arse, woman!
~Tika


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ASPENJULES 1/1/2010 6:32PM

    Sue - I loved getting to know you in 2009! Here's to getting to know you better in 2010, and maybe having a chance to run together. And I agree with Jaclight - a personal trainer is great for convincing you you can do more than you're doing. Have a great year!

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MBSHAZZER 1/1/2010 6:15PM

    Suezette - what a great year you had! 2010 is going to be even better. I am looking forward to meeting you in February!

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IZZYJEAN 1/1/2010 5:48PM

    Great goals!! I was just sitting down to write mine out.

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CASSIOEPIA 1/1/2010 5:24PM

    Rock it Suezette!

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BLABBERMOUTH2 1/1/2010 4:53PM

    You have come a long way, baby. I am so proud of you and the way you are starting out this new year. Keep on keeping on. The sky is no limit for you now.

Pam

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JACLIGHT 1/1/2010 4:48PM

    A personal trainer is a GREAT way to get to the place you want to be fit-wise. I am SO glad I got a personal trainer when I decided to seriously start lifting. Now I have enough of a background that I can get lifting books and incorporate them.. :) They help in more ways than one. Yes their knowledge base is valuable, but it also gives you a level of accountability. Also, I've found that I work out much harder with someone there telling me that I have more in me.

On the rest of your blog - I love your attitude! I need to the same and focus a bit more on myself. I actually can't wait for the new year. Of course, I've started focusing more on myself this entire semester break, so the New Year doesn't mean a new journey. :) Any day is a good day to make yourself a better person!

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TEDYBEAR2838 1/1/2010 4:39PM

    Suezette, that is a emoticon blog. I am so glad to see you setting personal goal along with weight related ones.

HAPPY NEW YOU - HAPPY NEW YEAR - TRAVELING TOGETHER ON THIS JOURNEY TO HEALTHY!

YOU GO GIRL!

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DRAGONFLY1974 1/1/2010 4:35PM

    You will rock this!!! I think maybe we should try a group deal?? Droopy booby fix for all! Maybe group rates could apply! LOL! Welcome 2010 the year of being thin!!!

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EDGEOFSANITY 1/1/2010 4:35PM

    Great goals! And WTG on the water streak!

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DPETERSON54 1/1/2010 4:25PM

    You go girl!!!!!!!!!!!!

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So, I underestimated just a bit...

Thursday, December 31, 2009

My fitness minutes goal for 2009
Weekly--200 minutes
Monthly--800 minutes
Total goal for year was 9,574.

Well, I REALLY underestimated that goal and not by a little but by a huge amount!!

My yearly fitness minutes for 2009 was 21,690!

I think I seriously need to re-evaluate THAT goal for 2010.

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BLUETIGGER33 1/5/2010 5:56PM

    Awesome job!

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AMORRISON19 1/5/2010 3:32PM

    emoticon You are amazing!

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RUNSTRONG128 1/2/2010 1:54PM

    Way to go!!!

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SMURFETTE0725 1/1/2010 11:42PM

    WOW!! FABULOUS!! emoticon

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JOPAPGH 1/1/2010 9:05PM

    Nailed it!!!

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RUNNINGWILD 1/1/2010 4:49PM

    Very nice! Here's to positive results in 2010!!

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IMARUNR 1/1/2010 1:15PM

    Wowsers...great job!

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BLABBERMOUTH2 1/1/2010 12:40PM

    emoticon Suezette. I had to reset my fitness goals several times last year. What I failed to do was estimate my strength minutes with my cardio minutes. This year I'm starting at 30,000 minutes.

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SHINAKO 1/1/2010 12:27PM

    Great job!

I'm not sure how I'm going to set my goals for this year- nearly forgot to, in fact! I don't think I'll be as much of a firecracker as you are, but I'll probably give myself something to push toward!

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CRZYRUNRGRL 1/1/2010 12:23PM

    That just means that you are Super Fantastic!

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MBSHAZZER 1/1/2010 10:23AM

    Wow, Suezette, that is AWESOME! You were a workout machine this year! Way to go!

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DRAGONFLY1974 1/1/2010 9:10AM

    Wow!!!! I am such a slacker! I only hit 7000 for the year!!

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TEDYBEAR2838 1/1/2010 7:43AM

    emoticon Suezette - Welcome to 2010!

I know you will do MANY more fitness minutes in 2010!

Maybe 50,000? Hum?

Nice to have you here with me in 2010

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BOOPSTER69 12/31/2009 11:59PM

    Isn't this just a "trip"? I had no idea how much time I would devote to getting healthy - and so much happier! So, if what I did in 2009 is any indication, 2010 will just get better and better. Thank you so much for your friendship and encouragement. I look forward to meeting you in person in 2010 - yeah, New Orleans! emoticon

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IZZYJEAN 12/31/2009 11:41PM

    WOOHOO!! WOOHOOO!!! WOOHOO!!! Isn't it cool how those numbers just add up!!! I just love this site and what it does for our motivation. I am actually beginning to feel truly in control of my life and actions. What a great feeling to have! Great job , Suez! HAPPY almost NEW YEAR!!!!

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CASSIOEPIA 12/31/2009 10:36PM

    Wow! That is a major accomplishment, given what you were expecting. Congratulations on blowing that number right out of the water!

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HEARTMEND 12/31/2009 10:20PM

    I didn't really think about the numbers...I just put some down...and then didn't track until recently...and I have discovered that it's really encouraging to see those minutes add up!

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FIRENUT34 12/31/2009 10:09PM

    I hear you on that one. My goal was 90 minutes a week. I did over 18,000 with 2,000 just this month. I didn't even do that much in the beginning and didn't start Sparkpeople till February 11th. Way to go on your minutes.

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Sometimes, no matter what, it's just not going to happen

Monday, December 14, 2009

Today was one of those days. I woke up with no energy this morning. It's not that I went to bed extremely late or got up extremely early....just woke up with NO energy.

Yesterday was going to be a rest day. When I say rest, I meant from running or exercise. However, I cleaned the house all day. Up and down stairs, bending and lifting, squatting and lunging, vacuuming and mopping. This wasn't just cleaning.....This was DEEP cleaning. We're talking cleaning windows and moving furniture cleaning here folks....something I try not to do with all my being. (My house is clean, just not DEEP clean....LOL)

So, when it was all said and MOSTLY done (need to finish today), I didn't feel like cooking dinner so I just made a Caesar Salad.....(Indicator #1 that today was not going to go well.) I didn't even put chicken or any type of protein on it....just salad. So, no carbs for the morning run either.

My planned run today was at 6 miles. Because I had no energy, I decided to eat half of a wheat bagel with peanut butter. (Indicator #2) I don't eat before my runs for anything under 6 miles and, for some odd reason, I skipped the coffee (Indicator #3). I ALWAYS have a cup of coffee every morning....ALWAYS!!

It was already late, around mid morning (Indicator #4) when I turned on the weather channel and discovered it was already 74 degrees BUT the humidity was 94% (Indicator #5).

When I wake up in the mornings, my HR is usually around 58-60. By the time I strap on my HRM for my run, its up to about the low 70s. This morning it was 85 (Indicator #6) when I strap on the HRM. (I'd read somewhere if your HR is elevated beyond normal, you should just consider skipping the run...Oh I considered it, just didn't do it!)

I'm all set to go and about a minute or two into my warm up walk, it hit me....I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DO THIS TODAY!

The first mile was awful. I couldn't even think of anything I wanted to reflect upon (Indicator #7) My runs have a purpose. I was blank. All I could think of was GET IT DONE!

Mile 2 was worse than mile 1. I was pouring sweat as if I was caught in a storm. The sun was blaring and my legs felt like lead! Still trying to come up with positive thoughts and only coming up with negative ones (Indicator #8), I trudged on. The only thought in my mind was *This Sucks!* I know, not a very good thought....

At the beginning of mile 3 I just about tripped over my shoelace!! (Indicator #9 and the final straw!) I have NEVER, EVER, EVER had to stop running to tie my shoelace! I lacked so much energy this morning that I didn't even tie my shoelaces correctly.

Ok, so now the reflection run starts. I start thinking about every thing that has gone wrong with this run and that's it, it's done. I'm not doing 6 miles today. I'm going to get through 3 miles and call it a day. I reflect about how not every run is great. There will be days like this. Today was the perfect example. Stop beating myself up. Finish the 3, head home. It's not the end of the world. So I had a bad run....So What? IT HAPPENS!!

With that final thought, I finished the 3 miles, walked home the last 1/4 mile, and did some stretches.

Afterwards, I started thinking about the rest of my day. All I had to do was clean the guest room upstairs and do some misc paper work. Nothing to pressing. And if I wanted to, I could put the cleaning off until tomorrow.

So, what did I do?

I took a nap.......

Life IS Good!!

  
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CJROMB 12/27/2009 3:04AM

    I wanna know if you're gonna come to MY house and clean like that! I'll give you a SparkGoodie!!! I PROMISE I will! :)

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UROPA40 12/20/2009 8:30AM

    Not every run is going to be great so you just need to make the best of it. The important thing to reflect on was remembering the day when you first ran three miles did you ever think you would say about a run that you only ran 3 and be disappointed by it. Suzy

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SJDROPPINGLBS 12/16/2009 4:31PM

    You are hilarious! I swear you are like a friend to me in my head. I could HEAR you saying all of this with your sarcasm. Hilarious!

And naps are God's gift, I swear!

You did it though. The feat is multiplied: accomplished the half-marathon, cleaned the house almost spic-and-span, had another run after the big goal was accomplished instead of sitting down for 3 mos and gaining 30lbs, and were mindful enough of your state and needs to know that it was NOT the day for 6 miles. Good for you!!

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REZZER 12/15/2009 7:32PM

    Wow! I wish I could run 3 miles and for you that was slacking! lol
Just shows how in shape you are.

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BLABBERMOUTH2 12/15/2009 7:17PM

    You tripped over your shoe strings?! emoticon I'm so sorry, girlfriend, but I chuckled all through this. I could here the grumblings in your mind and the tone you were using. I kind of felt bad that I said to "just go ahead and do it" in our friend feed. But you made it and actually had some good reflections...sometimes runs will just suck. emoticon

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JILLIAN40 12/15/2009 6:49PM

    Oh my goodness how impressive are you?! All that cleaning and you still went for a run. I'd say 3 miles was a big accomplishment and you should be proud of yourself.

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GIGI1222 12/15/2009 6:36PM

    I hate when I have runs like that!! The next one will be better!

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KATHY_NATURELVR 12/15/2009 6:01PM

    Wow Suezette, even if you didn't want to do it you still ran three miles. That's great! Looks like you had a lot of things trying to stop you too. Naps are wonderful too :)

Hope the rest of your week is not so hard!

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CARILOUIE 12/15/2009 5:07PM

    Super-cleaning almost always wears me out. It's such a different workout than running or hitting the gym.
No coffee??? If I don't have my coffee in the morning, my whole day is off!
Naps are wonderful things!

Have a wonderful evening.

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LIGHTNINGRUNNER 12/15/2009 5:02PM

    emoticon next run will be better.

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RUNNINGWILD 12/15/2009 1:44PM

    And how is your Tuesday going? Better, I hope. =)

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EVERYDAYITRY 12/15/2009 7:56AM

    Sorry your run wasn't better, but it seems like you learned some useful lessons -- and you got a nap out of the deal! No worries, the next run will be better.

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CASSIOEPIA 12/14/2009 10:02PM

    Some runs are just like that. Sorry you had one today. Bet my cold weather doesn't sound so bad now!

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CCSDESTINY 12/14/2009 9:13PM

    sounds like a very necessary nap! I have LOTS of runs like that! haha! Its great to see that you take it all in stride.

Hope you have a great week Suezette!

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TEDYBEAR2838 12/14/2009 6:11PM

    emoticon I loved reading your blog. Some days are like that. It's just not worth getting out of bed. I'm so glad you stopped and just went home. Sometimes that is better therapy than the running itself on those days. You just have to give yourself permission. I am doing better at that, than I was and I'm still losing and doing well.

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FREEDOMSTAR 12/14/2009 5:59PM

    Suezette- youre too funny ! you remind me of myself I went through the same thing after my 1/2 marathon. You only had ONE bad run. You have the heart of a runner. You will be getting your mojo back a lot faster than I did I can tell.
My first 1/2 I did 2 back to back. I couldn't run for 10 days. Now when I run I get excited all over again during and when Im done I feel Positive about everything.
Keep your routine, and get out there .
PS- you could be stressed about Christmas visitors, and all the extra deep cleaning wore you out

Cheers
John
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FIRENUT34 12/14/2009 4:24PM

    Indicator #10- maybe your body just needed another rest day. I did 10 miles on Saturday with the heat and humidity and was tired all day yesterday. Stress plays a big part in your heart rate and makes you tired as you don't sleep as soundly. I hope you have a better day tomorrow.

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GSDMIKE 12/14/2009 3:56PM

    If I hadn't run in some of that swampy air of yours last week, I'd be wondering what the heck you were talking about. So when do you guys get your good running weather: the first week of February?

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CHEPRBYTHEDOZN 12/14/2009 3:34PM

    You needed that nap! Your next run WILL be better,no doubt about it. There's a reason that you didn't do the full 6...you may not find out what or why, but there is. Have a great evening!

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CRYSBROWN1 12/14/2009 3:33PM

    Ah, gotta love those days! Definitely agree with you that some days you just don't wanna do it! Not a big deal that you did the 3 miles, you'll do fine tomorrow!

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KAMINLENA 12/14/2009 3:24PM

    ARG!! Nap time!!! I'm so jealous!!

Tomorrow's run will be better. =^)

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BOBBYD31 12/14/2009 2:51PM

    been there done that, we all have them. nap and get on with life tomorrow is another day. no worries

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DRAGONFLY1974 12/14/2009 2:45PM

    We called our run 1/4 of a mile in yesterday, it was hot, I was dehydrated and my resting HR was 97! I am glad we ended up at the gym instead. I think stress is playing a big thing with my HR and the dehydration factor. I'm going to check my HR tonight though...see if it's better, if not I'm finding a cardiologist.

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EDGEOFSANITY 12/14/2009 2:43PM

    Good for you for getting out the door, but then also knowing when to call it. And great that you took a nap =)

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Today's reflection....Do I care what others think about me?

Friday, December 04, 2009

I was reading a blog of a SparkFriend this morning. In it, she was talking about why she worries about what others think of her running because she thinks she is slow.

As I'm reading it, I'm thinking, Oh my gosh, what is she talking about?? She's NOT slow, she's doing great! She inspires me, she trains hard, she's passionate about running, she's.....

And then suddenly, this thought pops into my mind....If she thinks people think she is slow, then what do they think about me? I'm way slower than her.

And then I start to wonder.....do I care what they think about me?

Well, since it's time for me to do some serious thinking, that could only mean one thing....Time for a reflection run. (Actually, walk is more like it since I'm still doing a recovery week.) So, I laced up the shoes and off I went.

Had I asked this question a year ago, the answer would have been absolutely without a doubt, YES! There was a time when the ONLY thing that mattered was what other people thought of me. I was such a people pleaser. I didn't seem to have my own thoughts anymore. I was easily swayed. If they said I was ugly, they were right, I was ugly. If they said I was fat, then yep, I was fat. If I was told I'd never amount to anything, I believed them. I spent many nights at home crying, because I believed everything that was told to me. For years, I was ugly, fat, unworthy, and everything else they said. I was miserable. Oh, I covered it up, I acted like it didn't hurt. I laughed when stuff like that was said and pretended it didn't bother me. But deep down, I was hurting.

Then I starting thinking about some recent events in my life. I started thinking about the changes I'd gone through, who I am today, how I got here, what I did to get where I am, etc.

60 minutes and 4.6 miles later (ha, I may be a slow runner but I'm a fast walker...LOL), I came to realize that yes I do still care what people think about me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't.

However, there is one major difference between then and now. I've realized that what anyone thinks of me is only their opinion. And whether it's true or not, it no longer has that influence to make me miserable....unless I CHOOSE to let it.

I choose not to!

Life IS Good!

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

ANEPANALIPTI 12/8/2009 9:42AM

    GREAT BLOG!!! I am SO with you... *HUGS

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GMEAN2055 12/6/2009 8:37PM

    Hey girl,
If you consider yourself a slow runner, then i am in the snail category... But...guess what I don't care as long as I am able to keep on going and get to where I need to be. For me I know I can't run the distance because of my knees, but you know what I can run and it doesn't matter how slow I am as long as I get where i need to be like FINSIH......You are the best....I admire you for as far as you have come...and keep on going....thats what makes us who we are...I am proud to be me....Everyday I can get out of bed and move these legs it is good enough for me.....My goal now is a tri next year.......sure do miss you... gail

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BLABBERMOUTH2 12/6/2009 6:29PM

    Suezette... emoticon...I love your "tennis shoe reflections." They truly reveal your inner soul. It has been so fun to watch you evolve into the person you've become. Thanks for taking us along on your walks and runs.

Pam

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KATHY_NATURELVR 12/6/2009 12:08PM

    Great blog Suezette. I'm so glad you don't let others get to you anymore :) I found so much self-worth when I joined SparkPeople. Between SP and two other positive influences (people) in my life, I have learned to actually like who I am.

Love you, I'm so glad to see your positive postings :)

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UROPA40 12/5/2009 7:08PM

    As another slow runner I try very hard to not let other people demean me or define me. Everyone I know who is not a runner is very impressed about the changes I have made and think I am a great runner. I may be at the back of the pack but I am putting out 100% as you are and we have every right to be proud. Suzy

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DAVEOZ 12/5/2009 4:01PM

    I KNEW you were a great writer. Soooooo true!

Our PERCEPTION of the world is what moves or paralyzes us... Your perception is spot on.

Hope the kitchen ceiling is coming out nicely!

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CRZYRUNRGRL 12/5/2009 2:06PM

    I was like you, I too let people's opinions rule my life but don't anymore. You are an awesome person, beautiful, funny, fit, and an awesome runner (and faster than me :) ) It doesn't matter what people think, you are out there doing more than most and for that...YOU ARE AWESOME!


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REZZER 12/5/2009 11:01AM

    Reminds me of how I felt when the guys would drive by and bark at me when I started walking and hobbling along 60# ago! lol They are howling now and I'm glad I didn't give into my embarrassment and just kept on SParking!

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MARTANYDIATORRE 12/5/2009 10:24AM

    Suzzette
Never thought the way you look with so much confidence that that would have been an issue to you.To me it was a lot a long time ag o now not so much.Someone told me that most of the time people don't act or say iin a way because they are bad usually because of plain stupidity.I also believe that it is due to lack in themselves that have not been worked out and they proyect in someone else.So now i usually think what a pity that they have nott overcome that and let it go.
You are a great friend and a great runner you are my inspiration.
Hugs
Marta Nydia

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NUTRIGIRL08 12/5/2009 8:49AM

    Great blog! You all have a wonderful support team! Thanks for putting it in prospective because I too am a people pleaser and my attitude towards myself sucks but I'm working on it!! Have a great day!

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CASSIOEPIA 12/5/2009 7:37AM

    Wow Suezette, you *are* a fast walker emoticon

I love your "reflection" runs, even if you are walking them. I am actually quite proud of the fact that I can run at all - even if it's slow. We all have days in which we wish we were faster, but I wouldn't trade it for what we were before. Growth is important. You've had a great year and made some very positive changes.

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REDSKINGIRL 12/5/2009 6:00AM

    This is very true! Thanks for a great blog!

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LIGHTNINGRUNNER 12/5/2009 5:54AM

    Suzette,

You actually are right - I just need to get over everyone else - not me. I personally don't care if I am slow...well I do, because I feel I can do better, but last I check the Olympic Team doesn't have my cell phone number. Maybe in my next life. Thanks for writing this blog, because reality is you are right it is just their opinion of me and whose opinion is more important theirs or mine. MINE...

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DRAGONFLY1974 12/5/2009 5:50AM

    Suezette...we talked about some of the hurtful things in our 12.5 miles running together, people are cruel. I know! However, look how many of us are drawn to you, what all those people back then missed out on! Anyone who takes time to get to know you...they adore you! You are beautiful inside and out and well, the ones who are cruel...beauty is only skin deep. You are making a positive mark on people and that my dear is worth much, much more than those who tease or insult or JUDGE!!

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BUCKEYESKIER 12/4/2009 11:40PM

    You are right, it is hard not to care what other people think. You don't have to react to it and take it as truth though.

Keep up your great work, whether you are running, walking, or somewhere in between.

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LAWOLF2 12/4/2009 10:48PM

    Good for you! Doesn't it feel good to see the progress you have made!
I need to take a lesson from you.
Keep up the good work!

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GIGI1222 12/4/2009 9:06PM

    Good for you!!! Nice walk:)

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RUNNINGWILD 12/4/2009 9:00PM

    Helluva blog lady. =)

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GSDMIKE 12/4/2009 8:50PM

    There are some perceptions I try to earn with _most_ people: kindness, generosity, compassion. Things like running speed I try not to worry about.

My perception is you are doing great on all of the above, Suezette.

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MJASR5 12/4/2009 8:43PM

    What a great blog! Thanks so much for sharing something I think we all experience but don't always express!

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CCSDESTINY 12/4/2009 8:16PM

    Its good to hear how honest you are with yourself. I think anybody would be lying if they said what other people think doesn't matter to them - but you are absolutely right -- its how we respond to it that count!!

Have a great weekend!

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KATHYGBENNETT 12/4/2009 8:13PM

    Icar if people think I am kind, moral and loving. I don't care what people think about how well I walk or run or how fashionable I am

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TEDYBEAR2838 12/4/2009 8:07PM

    YOU GO SUEZETTE!

You are so true! I think you are great and you have totally transformed the old Suezette into a stronger, more vibrant, healthy individual that I am happy to know.

With the Help of God we have taken control of those things that we can, leaving the rest up to HIM!

Thanks you for Joining me on the wonderful journey to a HEALTHY 2010 !

WE WILL DO THIS!

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CHEPRBYTHEDOZN 12/4/2009 8:02PM

    Great blog,Suezette!! As for the truth-you are beautiful,strong and inspiring and very sweet!! Maybe some day,some way, I can meet you in person!!

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PEAPURRZ 12/4/2009 7:58PM

    You are so right - it is just their opinion - Nothing more and don't let it be either!!! I don't care what people think of me. I really truly don't. I am who I am and I am a nice person to everyone and it is irrelevant to me whether or not they think I look good, or bad, fat or thin, pretty or ugly. They can all go pound sand. I am an individual. I am not compared or held up to anyone else. I am ME. I am special. I am ONE. I am unique. So are you. Love yourself. When you do. You will know it won't matter anymore. Keep Sparking emoticon

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