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Continued Accountability

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

With my goal of get healthy, and holding myself accountable I have finally spoken to my PCP about my goals. Getting her involved hold me more accountable. We have discussed options and are moving forward. I have also finally opened up with my husband a let him know about all my crazy. He has always been super accepting of my families crazy... but for me to let him know that it is not just my family that is crazy... that I did actually come from the crazy tree was hard. Being the most amazing man that he is, he wants to support me in fixing my crazy. Fixing my crazy is the start to fixing me. So continued accountabiliy and a new year. I am ready to continue this journey, good and bad times!


life getting in the way

Thursday, November 29, 2012

So I have a ligitimate excuse for not writing for while, we survived hurricane sandy...not in the same terms as others... but none-the-less, I had no real good way of accessing the internet and when I did, I was trying to catch up with school. Once I got caught up with school, thanksgiving break was here so I again was not in the best place to write.

SOOOO... now that all that is over I can write.

I spread my father ashes of thanksgiving break, which was theraputic, but also a huge reminder that my only dependable partent is gone. There is no person in my life that can remotely take his place. He had words of wisdom and good listening ear like no man I have ever met, I was able to share my deepest secrets, concerns, and dreams with no judgement. I miss with all my heart having someone in my life like that. Trying to move forward, is difficult.

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STUKINA21 12/12/2012 9:05PM

  Thank you for your comments. It really helps to talk about it and have support!

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DOTTIEJANE1 11/30/2012 4:32PM

    Sorry to hear about your loss. We (brothers sis in law's and my self ) scattered Mom ashes in October of this year . Therapuitc for us all . But Mom is missed . Hope you are doing well with your schooland getting back on track . Have a great winter break .

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LABRATIAM 11/30/2012 6:39AM

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I am glad to hear that you made it through Sandy and sorry to hear about the loss of your father.


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Tuesday, October 23, 2012

I am proud of the changes that I have made... though they have been very hard... I mean very hard. Remind myself that I have to work out, no eating out, and to write. That I am accountable for my health! That my bad health today will be my bad health tomorrow. So here is to success for the past couple of weeks, and hope for the future

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BUSYGRANNY5 10/24/2012 7:32AM

    Good for you!!! Keep on keeping on!!! You have the right attitude!!!

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JUDYHELP 10/23/2012 8:51PM

  emoticon on all your changes that you have accomplished. The work was hard and sometimes a struggle, but I'm glad that you made it through them. emoticon continued success on your journey to getting fit/healthy/happy. Judy

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Thursday, October 18, 2012

I must remember why I am doing this, tiny set backs are ok, but I must remember why this is important. This is important because my poor health choices now will be the same poor health choices when I am older. So making the hard choices is what it is going to take so I can eventually have a healthy now for a healthy future.

My Goals
1. Writing
2. No Eating Out
3. Working Out

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KNYAGENYA 10/18/2012 4:12PM

    Those are wonderful things to work on. Good Luck.

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Wednesday, October 17, 2012

LAST week sucked, it has been an emotional roller coaster since August. They are things I can't controll, but it does not make it hurt any less. Talking to people and about it is helping my heart not ache as much. So there is... hopefully was that issue.

My goals
2. No Eating out

It has been two weeks for writing, and I think I am doing pretty good, and no eating out, next Saturday, will be two months, I think it is time to add another goal... I will have to ponder on it.. Here is to remaining accountable


High five for abstaining from eating chocolate covered chips!! Score for me :)


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