Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Hey. Life is CRAZY right now.
Working a part time job.
Getting kid off to school every day and making sure she has what she needs from her Mommy.
Stress-induced irritable bowel. (oh yeah-it's fun)
I have only been exercising intermittently. I have not been tracking food. Every time I sit at the computer, I feel like I HAVE to apply for more jobs. Not be on Spark. I miss you guys!
My focus is so non-existent. But I am feeling like I am honing in on it.
Change is soooooo super hard, especially when EVERYTHING in your life is changing.
I sold the majority of my Child Care stuff at a garage sale. (yep, I am committed to change!) It went well, I didn't cry or anything. Thirteen years of STUFF is a lot; I feel lighter.
I'm excited to have a whole world of possibilities at my feet. Now, if I could just get the hiring managers see the genius that is me!
I am strongly feeling like I have to defer school until August (I was due to start in Jan). I just don't have a good handle on money right now. I would feel better if I knew that I could afford it. Deferring doesn't feel wrong. It honestly feels like an answer to a prayer. I will lose nothing but time. If I start in Jan and end up having to drop out because of lack of funds--Then I lose everything.
I will try to be back more often. But, I am in no position to make promises.
Thanks for hanging with me Spark-Peeps!