Thursday, August 19, 2010
As I posted my blog yesterday--I meant it!
I swear I did.
Yesterday was not THAT day.
But today can be!
I am going to keep trudging along. Seeking knowledge that is locked up in my own pea brain. Like, why I keep sabotaging on a daily basis.
What is it about night and social occasions that derails me?
I have done really good work in the past. I have planned ahead, I have been satisfied with my daily allotment of healthy eats.
But now, no so.
I eat more than I should. I eat stuff I know sets me down a path that is very hard to navigate back uphill.
Do I lose sight of my goals? Do I just give in out of boredom, or the thought that I have to, yet again, explain WHY I won't eat something. Am I just tired? Do I not think I am worth it?
How does that devil do it? He's clever and crafty.
I must find strength. I must find courage. I must find my worth!
I WILL PERSEVERE!