Tuesday, December 08, 2009
I made a HUGE financial mistake and now I am scrambling to figure out how I am going to make extra $$$ by the end of the month! I am pimping myself out on facebook as a Girl Friday, Jack of all trades, willing to help out with any need! Oh, please pray for me! God has always blessed me with an ability to make my ends meet, but I am really scared now. I really messed up. Stress is through the roof!
Okay. I am more calm now. My life seems to always be in financial straits. I have not spent excessively for Christmas. I have nothing that I can return to make up for the deficit I will have at the end of this month. I don't know if I can get any kind of aide as I am self-employed. This mistake was a one time deal, it can't even happen again. I had a misunderstanding about the purpose of some money and now I am in some trouble. I have been desperately seeking more kids to watch, but this area is saturated because everyone who has lost their jobs is doing day care. No one is getting massage, since no one has money for "frivolous" things. I have never been wealthy off of the job I chose to do and have never been good about saving. I have really pulled things together over the past coupe of years, but when you've dug a hole as big as the Grand Canyon--no matter how "good" you've been--it's gonna take a looooong time to dig yourself out. And any little crisis is going to make it last longer.