Monday, December 05, 2011
so i strayed from the spark for some time. i have 1000 excuses, that are irrelevant, but i'm back. will need spark more than ever to not turn into a slop sandwich.
apparently now, i'm literally just above average weight for a woman my age. problem is, i'm not average. never been average. want to be hot again, and healthy for the long run so i can keep being hot. not just physically, mentally, and emotionally. urg
to manage the mental thing, i'm back in school and just finished my first semester. did well.
kids are all making me a little crazy, but that is what teenagers are programmed to do. i couldn't have had those unattractive, uninvolved, home body kids. i got balls the walls, hot, athletic kids who keep me going like a mad woman.
got a new job, better money, closer to home. yay me.
NOT yay for the seriously naive chick who works in the same office and BABYTALKS! i may turn to comfort food to shut that crap up in my head and prevent myself for explaining to her in a very condescending way that we are all biggie girls. she just told a military pilot comgwaduashuns for an accomplishment that she achieved. i don't even know how else to write that phonetically.
so i'm back to following my rules
rule number 1 - LIVE OUT LOUD every day
rule number 2 - say what you mean and mean what you say ALWAYS
rule number 3 - take care of me as well as i take care of my family
rule number 4 - always leave room for more rules