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So happy! (Dr's Appointment)

Thursday, September 19, 2013

Back from the doctor... I'm healthy and awesome according to the doc... That's right, she said emoticon! Can I say I love my 20 dollar scale?!? emoticon At home 194.6 at dr 194.4. Booyah! A little bummed that I blew the 191 for overweight the last few days but it is what it is! emoticon

She congratulated me on the 30 pound loss since the visit last year, and about how my blood work improved. emoticon I have this thing when I first get to the dr and I get nervous and my heart will pound while they take my blood pressure. She said it was okay but borderline high. I told her about my issue and asked if we could try again and she said of course. So I thought about emoticon's and emoticon's and when my reading came back they said it was perfect! I would have never spoken up about that 80 lbs ago. I would have just let them lecture me because I was obese and they must be right, right? emoticon But now I know my body and know when to speak up! Yay me! :)

  
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TERRIJ7 2/20/2014 12:09AM

    How thrilling! I hate going to the dr. because the first thing they want you to do is step on the scale! YUCK--it's bad enough that I know how much I weigh! But slow and steady, right?

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GRAMPIAN 11/12/2013 3:57PM

  Great! emoticon

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DRTOVAH 11/2/2013 6:06PM

  congrats!

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VMMMAY 9/29/2013 1:30PM

    good golly, I get that way checking my blood pressure at home! it really works better if you get a few minutes to collect your thoughts and find your way to a bit of calm.

CONGRATS on the improving blood work! although my own blood work had not yet led the doc to begin to prescribe meds or talk tough about my weight and family history I knew each visit got me closer to that... which is why I am now sparking! and using my own little bp monitor occasionally I have already seen a big improvement so even though the scale is slower to move along I have confirmation of the results I feel each day.

keep up the good work, your health is worth the hard work! emoticon

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KAT808 9/28/2013 2:14PM

    Congrats!!! I get that way at the doctor too!! Good for you for speaking up!!
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WHITEANGEL4 9/27/2013 10:09PM

    Great blog....I have white coat syndrome and my doc is aware. They do my count when I come in and again later and then at the end of my consultation. Boy hat a difference in the readings

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AMBER461 9/24/2013 7:58PM

  Great job. Congratulations and continue the good work.

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KAB7801 9/24/2013 12:27AM

    Far out!

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CLAIREINPARIS 9/23/2013 10:39PM

    Woohoo, congratulations!!! Such an achievement... very happy for you!

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MRSRIGS1 9/23/2013 1:56PM

    Well done! emoticon

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JRRING 9/23/2013 10:46AM

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IZZZ33 9/23/2013 10:21AM

    That's fantastic! Congratulations! It seems like your hard work has definitely paid off. :)

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1DRWOMAN 9/23/2013 1:09AM

    WHOO HOO!!!!!! well done!

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SUSANELAINE1956 9/22/2013 8:33PM

    Great news. I have white coat syndrome also, but the good news is that as your BP gets lower the affect at the doctor's office no longer matter because you are still in a good range. emoticon on such a great visit.

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KIMBERLY_Y 9/22/2013 8:26PM

    Great job! Congratulations!!!

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RUNNINGYOGINIRE 9/22/2013 10:55AM

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SANDYPUDOFF 9/22/2013 10:16AM

   
The doctor's office freaking out is a normal, common reaction which is called "white coat syndrome." You handled it perfectly with a little mind over matter meditation. Didn't know you could meditate did you? Thought you had to be some yogi or something? It's your body and you are in charge of it. Keep that in mind and you will win every time! emoticon

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SMILINGEYES2 9/21/2013 9:32PM

    You have every reason to be happy. Just think what the report will read next year as you continue this journey. Whoooo Hooooo.

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SMILINGEYES2 9/21/2013 9:31PM

    You have every reason to be happy. Just think what the report will read next year as you continue this journey. Whoooo Hooooo.

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AJB121299 9/21/2013 9:02PM

    nice

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FITFRIT 9/21/2013 7:03PM

    woohoo!

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CICELY360 9/21/2013 4:51PM

  Good blog

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NIKO27 9/21/2013 4:37PM

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DIETER27 9/21/2013 2:35PM

  wonderful news. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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SOAPSTRESS1 9/21/2013 9:57AM

    Just one word. emoticon and keep up the great work. It's great when you have confidence isn't it?

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NAVYMOM133 9/21/2013 9:28AM

    Keep Going!! You are rocking your plan!!
Good for you, asking her to take your BP again. LOL at the thinking of
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SUZIPAM1 9/21/2013 9:13AM

    so how are you today?

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MOMMY445 9/21/2013 8:50AM

    that is wonderful news! congratulations!

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LKS2GAB2 9/21/2013 6:59AM

    Good job. Congrats on the great weight loss and health improvement!

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DREAMWEAVER1637 9/21/2013 6:56AM

    Good job!!! Keep up the great work.

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KIM22211 9/21/2013 4:39AM

    good for you!!

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BLUEJEAN99 9/21/2013 1:57AM

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LIVELYGIRL2 9/21/2013 1:43AM

  Oh this is wonderful! I hope she will be even more impressed next year. . I think you will blow her away. She might even have you write what you did and post it, next time. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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MEDNICOLE84 9/21/2013 1:26AM

  Yay! You have done a great job :)

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KKLENNERT809 9/21/2013 1:22AM

    Yes, congrats to you and all of your hard work

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MARYJEANSL 9/21/2013 12:59AM

  Congrats! Nothing like coming out of a doctor's appointment happy!

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HEATHERFREE 9/20/2013 10:12PM

    dude that is so weird, my heart pounds everytime they take my blood pressure too lol

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FAIRHAVENQUEEN 9/20/2013 10:04PM

    I'm so happy for you! Way to go!

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TRYINGHARD54 9/20/2013 9:48PM

    well, good for you.. that's terrific....... clapping here. !!!!

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TONYAINTUCSON 9/20/2013 7:37PM

    Way to go!!!! I know you must feel SO proud to have actual, tangible results in those greatly improved numbers!!! Keep it up! That's so awesome! emoticon

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DUSTYPRAIRIE 9/20/2013 7:29PM

    Marvelous! This is a day to circle on your calendar! emoticon

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JSEATTLE 9/20/2013 6:44PM

  How wonderful for you!! Gold Star and Congratulations on your good report from the Doctor!!

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The Reverse Golden Rule

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

So we are all probably familiar with The Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Or treat others the way you want to be treated works pretty well too. Now of course not everyone follows this, but it's a pretty nice idea. emoticon

But what about the reverse of that? I think we need to remember to be kind to ourselves just as we would be kind to someone else. I think this rule definitely applies in the weight loss category, and Spark people is a perfect example of this!

emoticon Example 1: A Spark Friend posts how they totally messed up this week and they gained 1 lb! (Or maybe "only" lost 1 pound).

Reaction from Spark Friends: Don't worry! It happens to all of us! Just keep pushing forward and make this week a better week! Or if it was a case of "only" losing 1 pound, it would be: 1 pound is great! That is 1 less pound for you to lose in the future, you should be proud!

No matter what your reaction would be to the fellow Sparker, I am sure it would never be negative.

emoticon Example 2: A Spark Friend posts a blog about how they got attacked by the Binge Monster last night, and they totally derailed their progress.

Reaction from Spark Friends: I am so sorry to hear you had such a rough day! Today is a new day and a fresh start, and I know that you can make it a great day! emoticon

You would never tell a fellow Sparker: Oh man, what a piggy *oink oink*, how could you allow yourself to eat all of that food? You REALLY should have more self control!

So if we wouldn't respond to a fellow Sparker in such a negative way, why is it okay for us to to talk to ourselves that way? The answer to that is simple, it's not okay! But sometimes we forget that we need to treat ourselves with that same kindness, and we can get so down on ourselves.

I was guilty of that today. I had a horrible day Monday and despite blogging, venting, and even explaining to myself that food would not help my problems in any way, I still ended up with a visit from the Binge Monster. Today came all the negativity... Some of my questions to myself were valid: "Why would you allow yourself to do that?" "How do you feel after overeating?" I believe those questions were valid because I need to learn from my mistakes and work through the reasons I allow myself to eat that way from time to time. Getting in touch with my feelings was also helpful because I felt like crap physically and emotionally. So there was essentially no pay off from the "incident" yesterday. But then came the nasty comments: "This is why you will always be fat, you can't control yourself!" "What kind of a person would eat all of that food?" "Do you realize you ate enough calories for TWO days, how disgusting!"

But I finally had to step back and stop all the negativity. For me personally, that negativity creates a vicious circle that could lead me right into another binge. So I had to stop it, and turn it back around. I am still not proud of what happened yesterday, but I can chose to move forward and make today a better day and to make it a better week. I can continue to get stronger and take pride in the fact my Binge Monster days have become less and less over the last year and a half. I have gone from having several a month, to even skipping a month here or there or having 1-2. That is definitely progress, and it is something I will always have to work at and be conscious about, but it is definitely worth it!

So next time you are ready to beat yourself up about whatever it is that happened, stop and ask yourself what you would tell your fellow Spark Friends, and don't allow the negativity to creep in!

  
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LORIVIOLA 3/12/2014 8:40AM

    THIS IS A FANTASTIC POST.

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DRTOVAH 10/31/2013 8:30PM

  valid points, I agree with you!

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EFFRAYECHILDE 10/7/2013 5:08AM

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WHITEANGEL4 9/27/2013 9:34PM

    Thanks for the great blog,you are reinforcing the things that we all need to remember

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CORKYCORAL 9/21/2013 11:35PM

  emoticon Way to go everyone keep trying emoticon

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4RASCALS 9/21/2013 9:34AM

    Awesome blog, and so very true. Thank you for reminding me

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HEATHERFREE 9/20/2013 10:24PM

    Thanks love this


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MRSRIGS1 9/20/2013 8:12PM

    So, so true! We must remember kindness to thyself! emoticon

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ZAPPATTACK 9/20/2013 7:37PM

    I totally needed this! Thanks for sharing your feelings :)

Even though the Binge Monster (and the Drunk-at-Weddings Monster) have visited me a lot lately, I have to remember to look at the positives - that I'm here and willing to change.

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RAINA413 9/20/2013 9:16AM

    You make a very excellent point! We really can be too hard on ourselves and need to remember we are our own best friend too!

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CICELY360 9/20/2013 12:05AM

  Good point. I never thought of that.

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JSEATTLE 9/19/2013 11:47PM

  So true, we are hard on ourselves but need to remember we are our own best friend too!

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JOANNHUNT 9/19/2013 10:15PM

    AWESOME BLOG. SO VERY TRUE. THAT AWEFULL MEANY MONSTER STICKS IT'S HEAD IN WHERE IT DOESN'T BELONG. TOMORROWS ANOTHER DAY TO BE AWESOME.

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ONLYTEMPORARY 9/19/2013 9:10PM

    So true!

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AMARILYNH 9/19/2013 8:49PM

    YES!!! If we'd treat ourselves as we treat our friends we'd all be much happier!! The bible says "Love your neighbor as yourself"! So we NEED to LOVE ourselves!!

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JUSGETTENBY42 9/19/2013 6:34PM

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JERICHO1991 9/19/2013 6:22PM

    yes

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FLMOMX2 9/19/2013 3:21PM

    Super blog! emoticon

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MOTIVATIONFOUND 9/19/2013 3:20PM

    This is a fantastic blog...and so very true! I beat myself up over every little mistake or "weakness" but I would never do that to my Spark Friends. Why is it that it's so easy to remember we're only human when we're talking to someone else, but we can't cut ourselves the same break? I'm so glad you stopped those negative voices in your head and posted this blog. Thanks so much for posting!

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LCRUMLEY81 9/19/2013 3:03PM

  great post thank you

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BAMAJAM 9/19/2013 2:32PM

  What a valuable lesson here! It is time to become our own best friend, and time to become our own hero! Thank you for this message today----
Keep on Sparking!

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SIMONEKP 9/19/2013 2:04PM

    great thoughts, I often say the same things to myself when I catch myself being really on myself about something. I guess we can all sympathize with others but have a harder time giving ourselves a break!

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NONNAOF2 9/19/2013 1:55PM

  You are so right! We can only move forward and not let negativity take over! You should be proud of yourself for what you have accomplished and move on ahead! Good work! :-)

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IDICEM 9/19/2013 1:51PM

  We must believe in ourselves through the good and the bad. Thanks for the reminder.

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SUSIEMT 9/19/2013 1:10PM

    Good for you! You gots to do what you got to do! Great job on the steps! Keep up the good work but pay attention to your body!

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SUSIEMT 9/19/2013 1:04PM

    Another good blog Steph! Using spark coach our challenge yesterday was to ask ourselves whenever we were reaching for food " are you really hungry? Or is it something else?" I have to admit when I first read that I thought oh yeah! Like I am going to do that! Well, I actually did ask myself those questions. Go figure! I stayed within my calorie range and then some. Go Coach!! Keep up the wonderful job with your blogs. They mean a lot to your fellow sparkers!!

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DIANNEMT 9/19/2013 12:10PM

    Yep--we need to treat ourselves like we treat our friends.

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ROCKYCPA 9/19/2013 11:42AM

    Thanks for sharing - really good advice!

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PATRICIAANN46 9/19/2013 11:35AM

  Great advice..........Too often we are our own worst enemy!!!!! emoticon

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TIME2BLOOM4ME 9/19/2013 10:08AM

    So true. emoticon

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WORKNPROGRESS49 9/19/2013 9:52AM

    emoticon blog!!! emoticon

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GOOSIEMOON 9/19/2013 9:00AM

    Your blog posts are so honest and real and well written.
Thanks for sharing your insight and your journey.

This reminder was good to have today. emoticon emoticon

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MIMIDOT 9/19/2013 8:50AM

    Great blog! Thanks for sharing. I needed it today. I went away and came home 3 pounds heavier. Tho, I know most of it is salt. I gain every time I eat out, and I ate out a lot this past week. I still felt I let myself down.

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SANDYCRANE 9/19/2013 7:20AM

    Great advice.

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NEWTINK 9/19/2013 7:10AM

    Being kind to yourself is the hardest to learn but the most necessary to be a success . You are doing great !!!!

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WATERDIAMONDS 9/19/2013 6:52AM

    Great point of view and very encouraging. Thank you.

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PENOWOK 9/19/2013 6:37AM

    What can I say- you are so right!

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SHERYLP461 9/19/2013 6:26AM

    Yes, we must all learn to treat ourselves better and to know as the commercial says, "we are worth it!" Good reminder, thanks

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CARRIELYN56 9/19/2013 6:11AM

    Thank you! Good encouragement!

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NASFKAB 9/19/2013 5:37AM

  you are so right thanks

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JBASKETT63 9/19/2013 5:01AM

    Great blog

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111BUTTERFLY111 9/19/2013 4:49AM

    emoticon and sooooo very true!!! Thanks so much for posting! You did a great job putting this together!

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RASPBERRY56 9/19/2013 4:35AM

    Thank you for sharing!

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Just One Of Those Days...

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

I love to blog about happy things, NSV's, scale victories, good days and just all of the emoticon's and emoticon's that go on. But I also realize that life isn't constant emoticon's and emoticon's and some days it's just emoticon & emoticon .


Disclaimer emoticon: It has been a cranky sort of day, so pure crankiness to follow. emoticon More importantly the "problems" that resulted in crankiness are very small non-problems... and I'm aware there are people with real problems, haha. emoticon

#1. I get to work today and someone threw out my bag of food. My bag of food had the date and initials on it, so it shouldn't have been a problem. It only had a couple pancakes in it, but it also had an almost full bottle of syrup and a little measuring cup. I checked all 4 (yes we have 4) fridges, nothing. I even went to the dumpster but I guess it's trash day because it's empty. So my measuring cup is gone (luckily from the dollar store), the pancakes that I planned on eating (no big deal, just annoying), but I managed to find the syrup in the door of the fridge. I am 99% sure it is the same one, it's Aunt Jemima Lite syrup with only a small amount missing. It doesn't expire til 2014, and most of the "community" stuff like ketchup is older than I am. So I took that back, booyah!

#2. (Which chronologically should be #1) I almost rear ended some idiot who kept hitting his break for no reason on the way to work! So I was finally changing lanes to get away from him because he (or she) was clearly an idiot, and of course as I looked back to check my blind spot they hit their breaks again, luckily I was able to get around them. *PHEW*

*Are you still reading this? I sure wouldn't be, I'm just venting lol, nothing interesting to see here!*

#3. People! I'm not a fan of people! Okay, Spark People are the exception to the rule, I love Spark People, but people in general, MEH! So my work does our schedules 3 months at a time. We have a list, it rotates. I always chose to work weekends if given the opportunity. But the holidays always screw it up because people want the holidays off (makes sense). So people that don't work the weekends all year will sign up to work weekends so they can have Christmas, Thanksgiving, and Halloween off. Okay fine. I came to terms with it. I was last on the list so I am working weekdays (which I hate). I don't care about working the holidays, that comes with the job. We signed up months ago, but some guy quit. So they should switch someone to fill his spot. Basically they STILL haven't moved someone, and this starts in October. Frustrating. Frustrating because you can't put in time off when you don't know what days you are working, I have 3 weeks of vacation that I can't fully plan because I "might" get switched... and I can't do trades with people because I don't know the days. Everyone at my work has their lives planned out til the end of the year and I am stuck.

Then on top of it, this chick at work emoticon, who I already don't like... is ahead of me. So she says to me a month ago, "If they move someone, I will pass it up and LET YOU HAVE THEM, as long as you work the holidays for me." I couldn't do Thanksgiving because that is during my 3 week vacation, but agreed and would work Christmas and Halloween for her. I was going to have to work them anyways and it's not a big deal to me. Well now that over a month has past and they still don't know if they are going to move someone, I tell the girl you know what, scheduling sucks, I'm over it. I don't want to work the weekends anymore, I'm done, so if it comes up you make sure you take it so you can have the holidays off. To which she looks at my slightly annoyed "I don't want to work weekends!" I said well I'm over it so you pick whatever you want. Then she says "I guess I'll have to put in a time off request for Halloween", I said "yeah you should." She has barely been here not even 2 years, she won't get the holiday off it's based on seniority, and she wouldn't have gotten it off if she put it in a month earlier, so I didn't mess her up on that. But seriously, she was NEVER going to work weekends, she was tricking me into working the holidays for her so she could have everything she wanted. Getting weekends off and having the holidays off. I hate liars... there are some really nasty people at my work who are jerks in general but they know they are jerks and I can respect that LOL! It's the ones that act nice to your face and do shady crap behind your back that really bothers me. There is obviously more history with this girl that I won't go into, but I'm so annoyed and bothered by it. The funny part will be that they might "force" me to move because I'm at the bottom of the list, which will then mean I will "have" to work weekends, and I'll end up with the schedule I originally wanted (but no longer really care about) and will get Halloween and Christmas off, which isn't a big deal but at least a slap in the face to the other girl. If not neither of us move and both of us work weekdays and I will make sure not to sit anywhere near her.

So that is my day... Oh and my arthritis in my knee is starting to flare up,it's not awful yet and I'm hoping it stays that way. That has really messed with my fitness and fitness minute goals for this month and I am really down about that. I really wanted the 2,000 and while it is still possible I doubt I will be able to reach it if my knee keeps this up. I hate getting worked up over things that I can't control... and am working on letting it all go without eating everything. The emotional eater in me always wants to soothe myself with food (and a lot of it), but I do my best to fight it. I can eat a ton of food or chose not to, but I will have the same "problems" regardless, and I need to remember that.

Hopefully tomorrow is a better day. *SIGHS*

  
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HEATHERFREE 9/20/2013 10:19PM

    ugh work drama.....I totally get it!!!

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RAINA413 9/20/2013 9:18AM

    So sorry about all the stress and icky stuff going on in your life. We all have our crummy days. I sincerely hope you have a better rest of your week!

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MOVEITMARY 9/18/2013 1:10AM

    Strange scheduling system they have there. Sorry that it is causing you so much strees!

Re food and large companies, it's worth it to get a personalized special lunch bag/box, people are less likely to raid it or toss it than a shopping bag.

I hope tomorrow goes better for you!
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DALMOM2007 9/17/2013 10:13PM

    Hopefully after venting, you felt better and your stress decreased with each key stroke.

Wishing you a much better day tomorrow. emoticon

PS: I just love Eeyore. Him and piglet were my two favorite characters from Winnie the Pooh stories.

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DONNELDA22 9/17/2013 9:43PM

   
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SUNNYWBL 9/17/2013 6:04PM

    Keep your emoticon side up, up!

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TEREMC 9/17/2013 4:39PM

    Nice to know other people have the same Kinds of 'non-problem" problems as me! Thanks for sharing and Keep up the good work. Love your blogs~! emoticon emoticon

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TOKIEMOON 9/17/2013 4:12PM

    Venting is the healthier alternative to bottling up feelings. Hopefully putting your bad day down in print helped to let it go. Now I just need to practice doing the same type of venting (non-violent emoticon ) myself!

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FLMOMX2 9/17/2013 3:53PM

    Sounds like a tough day

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ROZZIEOZZIE 9/17/2013 2:38PM

    Please, vent away! I love your blogs, and this one reminds me why I am so glad I am retired and don't have to deal with the office crap anymore! Things will get better, so don't let one day ruin everything. And I have arthritis in my hip, which can also be very painful, so I know how your poor knee feels! Don't give up - venting can help immensely!
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LOVINSHERRY78 9/17/2013 1:53PM

    boooo to bad days :( but we both know it can't last!

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FELINEBETTER 9/17/2013 1:50PM

    Every once in awhile, you get a day like that when you question why you ever got of of bed that morning! I think you should vent about it. We've all had similar experience and beats the heck out of stuffing it down with food! I used to work in an office with this one person who used to steal everyone else's food. She got caught a few times and would give you some stunned answer like, "oh I thought this was for everybody!" 'yeah - that's why my name is on the bag you stupid &*$#^^%^#$^%!' lol lol I used to get infuriated over this and finally just quit leaving anything around in her reach. I would see & hear others freaking out, and would just roll my eyes, as she would never change. I finally left that office because there were many things that went on there (all very, very unnecessary stress!) that were already playing on my health!

The good news is -- today is bound to be a better day for you! Good for you for finding a non-destructive way of dealing with these feelings! emoticon

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MKATE99 9/17/2013 1:48PM

    I hope your day gets better. I found your venting entertaining though, you have a great writing style. We all have days like that (and coworkers - ugh).

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I also love seeing the outpouring of support. This is an awesome community.

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SIMONEKP 9/17/2013 12:48PM

    sounds like a rough day. hope it improves

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TRIXIETEXAS 9/17/2013 12:05PM

    I am so sorry you had a crappy day. It is OK to vent! It's better to release your stress that way than by stuffing it down with food, you know?

Do you take Glucosamine and Condroitin? I don't have arthritis, but my knees were getting a little achy after I began my running regimen. I started taking them and voila, no more knee pain!

Hope you feel better and have an awesome day!!!

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JESSYJAINES 9/17/2013 11:45AM

    It's good to vent and get it off your chest. I had a similar problem when I worked at a back office bank. Some people just love being mean, while smiling to your face. It got so bad I decided my health was more important (after going to the hospital with chest pains, and finding out it was anxiety) and found a new job. I know that's not really a good idea. But I took the chance.

Anyway hope you have a stress free Tuesday and your knee starts to feel better. Maybe you can do certain yoga moves to help it. emoticon

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SKINNYINMYHEAD 9/17/2013 8:49AM

    danger danger will robinson (are you too young to remember that show?).. anyhoo.. I recognize the .. uhmmmm..*itchy mood... cuz when one thing gets under my skin it just paves the path for everything else.. and before you know it I'm in full on pity party mode.. good for you for acknowledging this is no reason to eat cuz it will only make things worse not better.. hang in there.. try to read or watch some positive, funny stuff.. force yourself to smile.. and fake it until you make it...

Annie

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LOTUSBURGER 9/17/2013 8:14AM

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COCK-ROBIN 9/17/2013 8:03AM

    I hope it gets better. I thought you were talking about me. That's a typical day for me.

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CHOCOHOLIC2276 9/17/2013 7:04AM

    I am with you. My work environment is stressful too. So much drama and gossiping and criticizing people. Ugh. I stay to myself and am pretty sure they think I'm anti-social. Most of the time I'm ok with this.

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LYNNWANNABE 9/17/2013 6:18AM

    I love seeing past peoples mask and getting to the heart of the issue, what makes them tick. I build myself up by building them up and watching their faces when they can't break me [make me hate them] it's pretty funny to make them like you .. I especially loved the challenge of making hateful people like me in school [boy, did I have a bad roommate in College that took a while] ..tee-hee-hee! Sometimes you find out the meaner they are the more they've been hurt and it takes longer to win them over, but once you do.. you can find a life long friend .. at least, so far I've not had any life long HATE relationships. emoticon

I admit with the roommate one, I'm not sure the cost was worth it.. she almost won when she kicked me out of OUR room in the middle of dying my hair and two hours later she finally let me back in!!! (THE R.A. was her best friend, so no help there! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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BEANIES_MOM 9/17/2013 4:32AM

    I am so with you on not being a people person lol. I had a co-worker steal my lunch bag one time... They left the apple in the fridge and stole the bag how lame. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. emoticon

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POUTINGPEGGY 9/17/2013 3:45AM

    I feel for you. I retired a year ago and only now have I come to realise how awful were the majority of people I worked with. Hope the week gets better and that you got through the day without a binge. emoticon

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MARVICBORG 9/17/2013 2:26AM

    You and me are so alike! Me too hate being around people! From my expierience very few people are ready to help you and very few people are sincere these days so I prefer to stay alone sometimes! Yesterday was one of those days for me I ate and ate till I felt I would throw up! I feel so bad and guilty today!
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WEBEZE 9/17/2013 2:00AM

    I am not a people person either. Most of them can get off of the planet and I wouldn't miss them. Sometimes it's nice just to vent. I find if I can vent I have less of a tendency to smother my problems with food. Here's to having a better day tomorrow. emoticon

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JACOBSBELOVED 9/17/2013 1:37AM

    Haha I too am not really a people person. I can get along with just about anybody but I really don't enjoy my time out at the store, movies, etc. where there are a lot of people. The general public in my opinion is so rude and inconsiderate. It's everyone for themselves and they don't mind inconveniencing others to get what they want.

I really don't like people like your coworker that act like they're doing you a favor but are really just trying to get what they want. Good for you for telling her no and that you're over it.

You seem like you have just had an overall bad day and are just really disenchanted with the people around you. Thankfully you have a nice, quiet home with a loving dog to go back to at the end of the day. :)

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MRSP90X 9/17/2013 12:56AM

    That is one of the reasons that I like spark! I think we are a different breed here. Who else would cheer, encourage, and support people that we really do not know very well and take our own precious time doing it when we could be working out or preparing our food or something else?! There are people here only for themselves, but they are in the minority. emoticon

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WEEPINGANGEL74 9/17/2013 12:32AM

    I feel your pain! People outside of Spark can really suck especially the manipulative, bratty ones!! Fridges.... something about work fridges that says throw out the good and keep the science experiments! I refuse to use them at work lol..

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MAUIUENO 9/17/2013 12:22AM

    Love your recitation of your very bad, horrible day and also love your attitude and priorities! Thank goodness that tomorrow is a new day.

That being said, I just want to offer that you could still build up your exercise time by doing more sedentary exercises - arm curls anyone?

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ZRIE014 9/17/2013 12:16AM

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This Attempt Could FINALLY Be Your LAST!

Friday, September 13, 2013



So a recurring theme I seem to hear on Spark that I was guilty of as well is thinking to yourself: "Every time I have lost weight in the past, I have gained it all back! What makes me think this time could be any different? Maybe I'll lose 10, 20 even 30 pounds, but I'm going to gain it back because I've always gained it back in the past, so what is the point?" Most of the time that isn't our first thought when we start a new weight loss program or journey. We all start off with that sparkle, that I can do this attitude. The first week is great, new changes, drinking your water, moving a little, losing 3-5 pounds the first week with just the simplest of changes. But as the days and weeks roll on, that awful voice starts sneaking up on you. Mine was a real stinker, she was famous for reminding me "You will ALWAYS be fat!" She would list all the times I had lost weight only to gain it back. I had lost 40 pounds 2 or 3 times in my life only to gain them back (plus more). That wasn't even including all the times I lost 10-30 pounds just to throw in the towel and go back to my old ways.

When I started March of 2012, there was a huge part of me that didn't truly believe I could do it. But then I would see these amazing people on Spark that had lost 100+ pounds and were keeping it off. In fact pretty much all of them had lost weight in the past only to gain it back... but this time was different for them. It didn't matter how many times they had "failed" at weight loss... they were succeeding now. That is when I realized you never know when this weight loss attempt could be your last one!

So when that voice starts creeping in, reminding you that you've ALWAYS gained it back, you need to shut that voice down and tell it that this time is different. You are stronger, wiser, and more prepared this time than you were in the past. You know this is a lifestyle, not a fad diet. You know that you need to watch your calories or food in take, that you need to do physical activity that is appropriate for you, and that this takes work. You now know the sneaky things that voice can say to you and you are ready to fight it tooth and nail to prove it wrong! So if you find yourself thinking this time won't be any different and that you will only gain it back, you be sure to shut that voice down!

I will tell you 18 months later and 80 pounds down that voice is still around, but it is so much quieter, I almost have to struggle to hear it. Because with each passing month that I don't give up, and each pound lost, that voice is starting to realize I am stronger than it thought I was! emoticon emoticon

This attempt could be your last, just don't give up and keep Sparking! emoticon emoticon

  
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TERRIJ7 2/17/2014 12:24PM

    This is EXACTLY what I needed to hear today! Right ON!


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GRAMPIAN 11/5/2013 11:09AM

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UWPALUM 10/8/2013 12:26PM

    I definitely have that voice, but it has gotten much quieter over the months!

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WHITEANGEL4 9/25/2013 7:07PM

    Great blog....a positive outlook for all us fellow Sparkers

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LEANMEAN2 9/21/2013 7:43AM

    Thanks for sharing.

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LEANMEAN2 9/21/2013 7:42AM

    Thanks for sharing.

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ANNIE4108 9/18/2013 1:45PM

  Wow I felt like I was writing your blog! I have gained and lost the same 50lbs too many times to count. I too heard that little voice "not again" that tried to defeat my new journey and chance to be healthy and "Me" again. Thanks for the inspiration.

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LEEW0LF 9/17/2013 10:46AM

  that thought has been my downfall and my excuse and lack of commitment. thanks I needed to hear that my roller coaster could actually in fact end.

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SPARKBJOK 9/17/2013 9:26AM

    Great inspiration!

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WIZCAB 9/16/2013 9:17PM

    Thank you for the post--wise words--inspirational! I have that voice as well--this is a lifestyle change--it's a process not an event!

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BLINGQUEEN:O) 9/16/2013 8:33PM

    GREAT WORDS OF WISDOM! I too have had a long, yo-yo journey. I always have said, "I will never give up cuz you never know when forever starts! This can be my forever!" I restarted July 5th and so far so good! YOU are my inspiration today! emoticon

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JUNIORSSISTER 9/16/2013 7:53PM

    emoticon Wow and I thought that voice was only in 'MY HEAD", seems like that conversation was on speaker phone. Congratulations on your accomplishments. I am just getting back on spark train. Trying very hard to look ahead and not back. This was the perfect post for me to read today. Thank you so much for sharing your experience.

Patty
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CANES173 9/16/2013 7:31PM

    Loved reading your blog!

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CAROL_31649731 9/16/2013 4:30PM

    Thank you for sharing today . . . I continue to try and shut down that voice, too. I love sparking & I won't give up either!!! You story is inspiring; congrats & continue on, my friend! emoticon

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MRSRIGS1 9/16/2013 4:20PM

    You go girl! Squash that inner voice and put her in her place!! You keep up the good work.

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SVJACKS23 9/16/2013 3:30PM

  I loved reading your blog today! It's inspiring and very relatable to me personally! Thank you for being open and honest. Congratulations on your success emoticon

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IMAGINE46 9/16/2013 3:22PM

  So true. Great post. Thanks! emoticon

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FARIS71 9/16/2013 2:37PM

    Oh that is so true. Everytime we don't get up, that pesky voice gets quieter. Thanks for the boost!

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KELLYD2112 9/16/2013 1:43PM

    Yep - I've been listening to that voice for a while now and gaining steadily. Time to shut'r up emoticon

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BUBBATYLER 9/16/2013 1:17PM

    Thanks for the post, I really needed to hear that today! I only lost one pound this week and my inner voice was being REALLY mean to me emoticon !

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SUZIPAM1 9/16/2013 12:30PM

    you doing so well

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BELLA2244 9/16/2013 11:38AM

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BLONDIE218145 9/16/2013 11:35AM

    Ty for your thoughts...

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CICELY360 9/16/2013 10:00AM

  Good blog

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HLOCHRIDGE 9/16/2013 9:44AM

    Congratulations!!! Thanks for the post!

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WHOOLA 9/16/2013 8:25AM

  Well done you!

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QUAIL75 9/16/2013 8:14AM

    Great blog! Thanks for the motivation!

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KIRSTENCO 9/16/2013 6:05AM

    I really like the eone about the future being more important than the past :-)

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AUTUMNAGATE 9/16/2013 3:03AM

    Thanks for the inspiration! emoticon

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CATGETTINGFIT 9/15/2013 11:51PM

    This is just what I needed to hear today. Thank you! emoticon

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PDAN04 9/15/2013 9:18PM

    I see a career as a motivational speaker in your future! :)

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LULUBELLE65 9/15/2013 6:47PM

    Great post!

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SKABELS2 9/15/2013 6:18PM

  Oh that voice . . . it won for a week, but now she's gonna hush up cuz I'm ready to be back on track. Love the post - thank you!!!

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MOMMY445 9/15/2013 6:00PM

    i needed to hear this,too! have a wonderful day!

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BOPPY_ 9/15/2013 5:32PM

    What wins THIS race is consistency. To achieve consistency, several things are required. Most important among them are:

* Tracking: what you eat and how much, how much you weigh; how you exercise , and at what level, and for how long.
* Record all that you track.
* Plan what you eat and how much before you shop, cook and eat. Plan your goals. Make them small and achievable; achieve then; then, upgrade them.
* Have a model that allows you to achieve your goals. Visualize that model of you! The above is a good part of the model.
* Spend your time on the above with less time spent looking for inspiration.
* Share the success and shortcomings in your blog.

It always works. Always!

Lee

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You can just call me "OVERWEIGHT"! WOOHOO!

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Okay, so my philosophy recently has been...


emoticon This journey is a long and hard one, especially when you want to lose 100+ pounds... so each victory no matter how small is a great way to get excited about this journey and keep us focused!

Today I am celebrating a big triumph on the BMI scale! With that said, I am not a big fan of the BMI scale. If you go by that chart, I mean no disrespect at all... but it definitely doesn't take into account muscles and the way our bodies are built and so it is not the end all be all for me. But on the flip side of that, when it says something in my favor, I think it's pretty darn awesome!! emoticon As of this morning I weighed 191 even, which means I am in the OVERWEIGHT category! emoticonAt my highest weight I believe it was Class 3/Morbid Obesity, so to get down into the overweight category is a dream! I am super excited for my physical on the 19th, because it'll be the first time my doctor can't say "You are still in the obese category but I'm glad you are working on it!" emoticon

My goal weight of 170 will be 102 pounds lost and that is where I'm headed and then I am going to reevaluate things. I am thinking something more like 160, all I know is that even when I am at my goal and maintaining, if the BMI wants to call me overweight even then, it won't bother me. emoticon So call me fat, call me chunky, call me chubby, call me overweight, just don't call me obese. emoticon



One more NSV for the day, I wore my size 16 (down from 24) shorts today... the FIRST time wearing shorts public in over 10 years. emoticon You know what was amazing? Nobody gave a tiny rats butt if I was wearing shorts! No one laughed or snickered, no one even really looked my way. It is sad to think I waited 10 years to wear shorts because I was afraid of what others might say or do. It is often 100+ degrees here and I would just sweat it out in my jeans... so if you can relate to this, and you aren't wearing or doing something because of what others might think, JUST DO IT! If you are comfortable wearing something that is all that matters, and everyone else doesn't care about what we do nearly as much as we think they do! I can't believe I wasted 10 years melting in the sun, but those days are over!

  
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INCH_BY_INCH 4/13/2014 1:17PM

  emoticon I enjoyed how you describe it. It has helped me in doing attitude change for my own journey. Thank you.

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    Thank you for sharing!
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    Congratulations!

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GRAMPIAN 11/3/2013 6:48AM

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CATNCAG 11/1/2013 12:00PM

    That's great Stephanie! U look awesome! I am so impressed - u r my hero!
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SWAN47 9/22/2013 2:36PM

    You are emoticon ! Thanks for sharing your story and I wish you continued success in your journey. I know you will reach your goal! Blessings.... emoticon

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CAROL_31649731 9/18/2013 4:24PM

    Wonderful! You have obviously worked very hard and you should be very proud!!! Enjoy those shorts! Thank you for the inspiration today!
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GEORGE815 9/18/2013 4:09PM

    Here's to wearing shorts. You don't know what you have been missing for 10 years.

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LEEW0LF 9/17/2013 9:34AM

  way to go! awesome news

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LEANMEAN2 9/17/2013 7:33AM

    Congratulations!

I love your stars.

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MISSYMOOSE71 9/15/2013 8:42PM

    Congratulations on this momentus milestone!!! You should be very proud of your progress!!!! Wahoo!!

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4RASCALS 9/15/2013 3:32PM

    emoticon on your achievements. Way to go!!

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DIETINGGARGOYLE 9/15/2013 3:13PM

    Well done and a grat attitude :-) And Garfield - he rocks!

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MRSRIGS1 9/15/2013 12:58PM

    Good for you!!! If I could just say one thing......ONLY care about what YOU think about YOU! Don't waste your time thinking about what others are thinking about you. The people who LOVE you will ALWAYS love you for you!!! The others, can go jump in the lake! emoticon

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LOTUSBURGER 9/15/2013 10:20AM

    WooHoo!!

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    Congrats on wearing shorts, your doing emoticon

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FRABBIT 9/14/2013 5:20PM

  Congratulations! Way to go! Good luck on the 19th!


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-LORI-B 9/14/2013 12:32PM

    Fantastic!

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    Awesome!! Congratulations emoticon

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MAREANNIE 9/14/2013 1:04AM

    You go, Girl!!! Congrats!!! I remember how elated I was when I went from obese to overweight!! I feel your JOY!! emoticon emoticon

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KATESQUEST 9/14/2013 12:18AM

    That's wonderful! I am still squarely (well, ...umm.. roundly?) in the morbid obesity category and was just looking at how much I need to lose to get to the "overweight" category. It seemed pretty far away! Reading your blog gave me some hope! Congrats! and Thanks!

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KML410 9/13/2013 7:27PM

    Congratulations on being OVERWEIGHT! emoticon I can't wait to get there emoticon

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AJB121299 9/13/2013 6:53PM

    nice

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    Congratulations on your sucess emoticon

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    Wow! What an uplifting blog! emoticon emoticon emoticon to you!!

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    I'm so happy to hear this! Congratulations!!!! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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KITTYCAT64 9/13/2013 2:39PM

    I knew you could do it. Way to go. I am so happy for you.

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KARENLEIGH32 9/13/2013 1:50PM

    Awesome! Congrats to you!!

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SUZIPAM1 9/13/2013 12:42PM

    sooo happy for you

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JAVAGAL47 9/13/2013 12:21PM

    emoticon I am so happy for you!! I remember the first time I saw morbidly obese! That was such a downer. It is always inspiring to read blogs like yours, We all need to see that we too can reach that point if we keep on track.
"Live every day so that you will neither be afraid of tomorrow, nor ashamed of yesterday."

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NICKLESPICKLES 9/13/2013 12:10PM

    Yay...great job...and overweight is just fabulous emoticon You've come a long way.

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I smiled as I read this. What amazing accomplishments you have made on this journey - your weight, and your positive outlook!

Congratulations on this wonderful transformation!
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JACKIE15108 9/13/2013 8:41AM

    You're almost there!

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JADED_CHICK19 9/13/2013 8:34AM

    SO happy and proud of you! What an accomplishment..keep up the amazing work and attitude and you will be there soon!

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PENOWOK 9/13/2013 6:57AM

    Ah, but now you're looking up...don't think about wasted time, think about what today has brought to you!

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