Monday, May 02, 2011
I was at a Graduation party for a "gym" friend yesterday, mind you I have not been to the gym in over two weeks! ALL of my boot camp buddies were there and I felt so guilty and ashamed :( I felt like everyone was looking at me noticing I have gained a few pounds back and everyone was saying they hoped to see me tomorrow (Monday Boot camp)
The reality is they probably DO miss me and they were likely NOT looking at me like a fat slob, they are my friends. I see them nearly everyday and we sweat, cry, yell and laugh together.
I need to get over myself and take responsibility.
The reason I have been out is due to kids being sick, having surgery etc...all good reasons. But I didn't have to eat like I was on a cruise
So I am headed to the gym to get moving and get my love & support from my friends