Monday, November 14, 2011
Woke up at 2:30 stayed in bed until 3:00. Hate this middle of the night wakings...hot and cold. Decided to just get up and do something. Sometimes been adding 20 minutes on treadmill before the bike and figured I could easily get that in this AM.
Still struggling with work. Sometimes think I should suck it up and bloom where I am. I don't want to be a quitter, Other times I know I need to look around. It's easy to stay where I am. I don't want to end my life wishing I'd taken more risks...the worst part is the internal battle that wages within me.
Sometimes I wish God would send down a plaque that tells me what to do...be content where I am...move on...wait and see as work is always changing. If He did I might ignore it though....we are interesting creatures. Glad He loves us anyway!
Off to make it a great day!