Friday, November 11, 2011
Woke up and couldn't sleep. Stewing about work. Probably be so relieved when I walk out the door. The handwriting is on the wall...I know it in my gut and yet I feel like I'm giving up, can't handle it...if I just tried harder, if I just hang in there long enough. Look around and wonder what I'd like to do...what I'm passionate about...where I can excel and soar with the eagles. Wonder why I'm there...maybe I need to just do my job and go home. If so why do I wake up and ponder things?
Looks like hubby's project is coming to an end. I don't like walking away from a paying job. Yet money doesn't seem to be a reason to motivate me to stay. Still my goal is the first of the year. We'll see what happens between now and then.
Taking Mom to Christmas Open house at our favorite shop tonight after work. Having a girls evening out.