Friday, October 28, 2011
Boss had meeting with me. He is changing my job to sales. I move to Debbie Downer's office as she is only coming back to work part-time. No place in out office to talk so he took me to Panera's. He said I have the best attitude in the organization...whatever it takes for the team. Yet he was concerned I'd want to leave. It upset me so much I couldn't eat lunch and wasn't hungry for dinner. Don't know why change upsets me so much now-a days. It's not where I want to be at this stage of my life. Yet its a job...I should be grateful! Guess I need to process and sort this out.
Took mom to Curves after work and then she wanted to tag along to Praise Team practise last night. The set just didn't go well and it ran until 9:45. Just a long day. Mom has lady friend across the street who is dying of cancer and she is near the end and Mom didn't want to be alone last evening. In a retirement community seems like they are always dealing with someone passing. Really hits her hard. Glad she reached out to keep herself busy last evening...even if it was with me.
Hubby gone to train show tomorrow. Have planned a girl day for myself tomorrow....my myself. There is a neat shop in town M&J's I love to go to that has gifts and decorations and home decord... I want to wander around it myself and just spend the day by myself. Do have to work on a solo song on the piano for Sunday and practise the set.
Off to make it a great day! Somehow God has me where He wants me for whatever reason for however long. Maybe I should learn not to grumble and whine???? More than ever long to be closer to my daughter...her here or us there. Time will tell...