Saturday, June 18, 2011
Had a difficult week. Thursday was teary etc. Friday decided not to go into work. It was my dad's birthday and not sure if that was a part of it...but felt weepy and just exhausted. Feeling like I just can't do anything right at work and feeling discouraged. So got up exercised and went back to bed. Guess I was exhausted as I'm not a big sleeper but slept and laid around until 11:30. Hubby and I went to a Homearama in the evening about an hour away...where you go through fancy homes. The walk did me good. Like to look at the pretty landscaping. I think I just needed a day to rest and take care of myself. Never did that before..but I feel so much better today. A lot going on and it felt like I was having a meltdown..everything bothering me. Son and daughter in law always too busy to spend time with us...but sure they make time for her family especially with Father's Day weekend! Hubby not getting paid for the last month, waiting to get new airconditioner in while guy is on vacation, piano music for Praise Team is hard this week...on and on.
I am focusing on what is wrong and not how much I have to be thankful for. My blessing far outweigh the negative in my life. The rest has done me good. I feel much better. Taking mom to farmer's market this morning. We both enjoy that and get to stop by our favorite gift store in town. Maybe stop for a cup of coffee. Will make it a nice morning for us both.
Need to pay attention when my body is worn down. Also need to be careful who I am around...
Off to make it a great day!