Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Well here it is 4:14 am and up early to get my workout in and off to early meeting. Been crazy busy recently. Used to forgo the am workouts and decided to try getting up and get it all in...so we'll see how I do...just got to thinking I'm working the trade show all weekend...may be a mistake loosing some sleep this week. Been doing pretty good not being tired in the afternoons.
Had a stressful day yesterday. Other co-worker came back after being gone for a week on vacation. She was pitiful laid on her desk and started crying when the boss talked to her about how sick she was. I am usually sympathetic to others but she is milking being PG for all it's worth. If you are sick..don't come to work. She can probably tell my body language. She made it a point to talk to everyone else but me. She was just downright rude. I make an effort to greet her and she ignores me and won't look at me. She cried and laid around for 1 1/2 hours and finally went home. Amazingly she was able to talk with a policy holder and be normal and pleasant. Oh well gonna be a long 9 months. With my new position maybe i won't have to be in the office as much. I gotta get over trying to take it personally. Just be quiet and shut my mouth and work. I am changing because I usually tried to keep peace at all costs and now I need to be careful I don't spout my mouth off. What is happening to me? I'm normally not like that. Other co-worker and I get a long well. Need to not talk to her about it. Just fuels the fire.
Things had calmed down at work for awhile and here we go again.
Guess God is working on me in this area. I pray it grows and molds me into more like Him and not some crazed worker out to get her co-worker. I need to rise above this situation. Everyone is not going to like me. It surprises me because when it is just her and I in the office we seem to get along fine. Guess this is just part of the journey and I will learn more about myself through this. Hopefully this will make me better and not worse.
Well off to start the day!