Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Had a rough day at work yesterday. The tension kept rising and my boss had us sit down for a meeting. I thought I could get along with anyone but am struggling with girl in office. It doesn't matter as it was obvious she is favored by the boss. Never thought I'd be like that. She does no wrong. All day she picked at how I put paper in the printer, we won lunch and she could only have pepperoni pizza or she'd order her own. It all seems so petty yet it was on and on all day long. My boss is young and i don't think handled it right...yet we know where we stand...she is right and it doesn't matter what we think...so I quickly learned to keep the mouth shut. He wasn't interested in what we had to say.
I've worked in difficult situations but yesterday topped it off. I'm still upset about it.
I am a Christian and I don't like feeling so angry and like things aren't right. I like peace and harmony. Maybe my co-worker has influenced me to be this way...Wonder if I should look around for a job with benefits? Maybe things aren't going to work out there. Maybe I need to suck it up and do my job and keep my mouth shut.
I pray for wisdom, calmness and discernment. I pray for my emotions not to get in the way.