Monday, January 26, 2009
Weighed in at 185. Michelle my best friend's dad isn't going to make it. She and her mom have spent the last two nights in the hospital with him. I Didn't get much sleep tossing and turning. I want to be there with her yet I dread the 10 hour trip taking husband and mother-in-law in tow. Plus it brings back all the memories of dad's passin last April and my father-in law's passing in October. It brought back tears and pain...I don't want to go through it again. Michelle and her family have been a second family to me and I want to be there. So I go to work and tell them today and we'll head out tomorrow. I was doing okay last year until my dad's passing. HOping to do better this year. The hotel has a nice workout room so I can keep up doing exercise. God I don't like this part of the journey. Seems like this is really taking it out of me. Yet it's not my loss but Michelle's and her family's. Carry me Lord! Take me through this journey. I feel too tired and weak to go any further.