Saturday, December 01, 2012
Supposed to be warmer today! Mom and I are having a girl's afternoon! The downtown is hosting a Christmas Open House through the historic district. 7 or 8 homes are going to be all decorated up and you can tour them. You buy tickets and the money goes to the summer lunch program for kids in the community. We really enjoy doing that and with the milder weather it should be more enjoyable. Mom and I have enjoyed it in the past although we missed last year...and it will be good to get back on schedule. Good to keep Mom busy during the holidays if we can.
Found a job opening at the Chamber...sorting in my mind whether to apply for it or not. Am I all talk and complaining or am I willing to take a chance and change. What hurts with applying? Hard to step out of my comfort zone and take an adventure. Co-worker has come a long way with her relationship with God and plugging into the church. If I go away will she drift away? and is that her responsibility or will I contribute to it by moving to another job. I know she relies on me to vent and bounce things off of. Not sure if the job pays what I make or not...but it would be good to try interviewing again. Maybe I won't qualify....have until Dec 14 to submit application. Means working on my resume.
I have lost a lot of confidence in myself the last 3 years. I am slowly building it back with hard work. Praying for God to guide me in this decision. So many facets are rolling through my mind. Co-worker, flexibility with Mom and time off....maybe just maybe I need to take a step of faith and let God lead me...Let God shut the door or open it wide....
Challenging thoughts for the day!