Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Went to early meeting for my boss this AM so kinda threw everything out of order for the day! Enjoy going to the BNI meetings though. Motivates me and encourages me. BNI is a business networking meeting and I went in place of my boss.
Hubby found out yesterday the one job that he interviewed for is no longer interested in him. At least he knows definitely...sometimes you never hear back. Still has one in the wings and still trying to apply for other positions. He was down some yesterday. We prayed for God's will...before the phone interview...and afterwards....yet I know it gets discouraging trying to find where God wants us/him. He feels like he let me down...again. I believe he did his best...it wasn't the right fit...but at times I get discouraged...will he ever find work again??? I try never to voice those thoughts to him...but journal it and pray about it. The load of being the only breadwinner is wearing me down...yet I try to remember that we have "enough to meet our needs". God has always been faithful. I just know my hubby has a lot to offer a company...he's not finished yet...and it's hard to find a place hiring now a days...plus he has physical limitations and he's 58. Discouraging time for many people. I grumble about my job and yet I have a job that keeps us from going under...enough to meet part of our needs although our savings are dwindling and that bothers my hubby...but like I said we have enough to meet our needs and occasionally help others.
Thought about what we could do or start on our own but haven't come up with anything...
God is teaching us to lean totally on Him and we are. He is always faithful.