Thursday, October 02, 2014
Wow! Still trying to get into a schedule. Everything is so out of routine right now. Son, daughter in law and grandson left for Florida this morning to see baby Camden and visit for a week. Aiden is so excited. Therefore we are watching their two dogs Reece and Marshellow-- Cairn and Westie while they are gone. They are ready to go in the morning 100 miles an hour. Helps me get into a good morning walk.
Yesterday just felt kinda lost...don't know what project to start, kinda achey all over...still receovering I guess. Got in my work out at Curves this AM. Trying to go 3 days a week and work out at home on the other days. Now walking the dogs helps get in some more exercise. Feeling kinda lost....but I know that is everything kinda coming to a halt and trying to figure out where to go from here. Decided #1 is work on myself and exercise and get into better shape for these grandsons. Thinking of taking time to think and reflect and spend time on myself through Christmas and then first of the year get busy trying to decide what to do with my time. I want to do something to make a difference. I function better when I'm helping others or feeling like my work is worthwhile.
Hubby is putting in crazy hours. He and my son worked all night Wednesday trying to get shirts printed and then last night he crashed snoring like a chain saw
Had to go over to Mom's as she said power was off. Guess it was an/off on and flashing lights upset her. Got her TV back going and clocks reset. She has gone downhill a lot since I've been gone. People are coming in to take her things...she is there all the time...she says people come in when she sleeps...she wakes at the slightest sounds and doesn't sleep well anyway. Hubby said he knows she's going downhill and he can't put her in a home...so guess she's coming here one day...not sure how that will work as we have stairs...but we'll wait and see. She is so difficult...not sure how that will all work out. We went through my Mom living with us early in our marriage and she had alzheimers...put so much stress and strain on us and hubby work in Texas at the time and came home every other weekend...UGH not looking forward to that...,but we'll do what we have to do.
Need to get after some yard work...or work in the flower beds. Time to clean up debris from dying flowers.
Off to seize the day Prayerfully wondering where God will take me next....