It has been a rough week.... On top of Hubby losing his job, the van is now broke down and not worth fixing... And on Saturday night we were woke up by the dreaded middle of the night phonecall...Rob (my hubby) his dad had been taken to emerg possible heart attack. So after 4 hrs we finally find out it wasnt and he is getting better.
The positive part is a Wonderful Christmas Angel left an Envelope containing $500 in my car. I am to make sure the kids get a good Christmas. Thank you my Angel...
I am 2 pds away from my end of year goal... So heres hoping i make it. I am trying my best to get there. I am trying very steadily to achieve this goal...
Incase i cant post again (my phone is funny about posting blogs) i would like to wish all my Spark Friends a Merry Christmas... Bless your family and friends...and Stay Safe.
With 2 birthdays and Christmas and Hubby getting laid off i am sure going to be tested. And i would be lieing if i said i wasn't feeling some Stress. Bills are ok i make enough to cover those. But i have 0 money for Christmas.... Not even enough to do Stockings and 2 of my 3 believe in Santa. :-(
Everyone tells me its about the Holiday and not the gifts... And they are right i know that. But will kids understand that Christmas has become so Commercialized that they will not understand why there is nothing under the Tree. And its to late to get any help from the churches or programs in town.
I swore i would never disappoint my kids like their Father has numerous times... But i dont have a choice i have to ..... I could just cry..... :-(
I came home from my meeting happy cause i am done in weight! Yes..... Only to come home and find No Supper for me... The family ate everything without saving me a bite..and eat all my veggies to boot! oh boy did i snap....why all the veggies too! Nothing to eat now unless i go shop or in my frustration hit a drive thru. RRRRRRRRRR and i say its great the fam wants to eat healthy but why everything all at once. So i prepped what i had for tomorrow, and as for tonight not sure what i will end up eating... But it will not be drive thru.......frustration level 10
I am disappointed! Why you may say? Because i didnt realize how great exercise could be. I spent so much time ignoring it that i didnt realize what i was missing. Now i realize i was missing alot.
Whats everyone view on Organic vs Non-Organic? I am unsure... I must educate myself....
Hit the gym 2 days in a row feeling pretty stoked.... Loving it....
Have started my goal of gym three times a week. I made sure to sign up on line all 3 days.... December is my practice Run at how 2013 is going to work. 2013 is going to be about healing my bidy... Getting rid of Drive Thru food is this weeks goal...and being prepared! Having food on hand and menu prep for the week ahead.
Focus on Healing the body and you take the pressure of losing weight... Healing and losing will happen together
"Don't forget you always have a choice. You can choose to be your old self or choose the New You. The past only traps you when you forget you can choose"