Thursday, February 02, 2012
February 2, 2012
This was a tough week. On the weekend I tore my workout room apart and got it painted. We are putting wainscoting up so we are in the process of staining that. I hope to get it up this weekend so I can get the room back together next week. Elwin will be moving into that room and using it as his library.
The ďdenĒ will then be my workout and computer room. It is bigger so Iíll have room for my bike and the treadmill. I canít wait to get it organized.
Sunday night was bad. I think it finally hit me that Mom was really gone and never coming back. I really needed to talk to her, but I couldnít. I cried most of the night. I had such a headache Monday morning, I couldnít go to work.
I imagine I will have days like that. I miss her and Dad so much.
I gained 2 pounds this week. Thatís the first time since August that I gained. But I wasnít totally watching myself and I was stuffing myself to the point of being sick. So it was a lesson learned.
Iím feeling much better about myself and Iím dressing differently now. I finally feel like a woman. I just wish Mom could see.
I go tomorrow for my yearly mammo and ďpapĒ test. Iíve been having pains in the lower quadrant of my abdomen. I must mention it to the Dr. At times it can be bad.
My 6 month stats:
Iíve lost 63.2 pounds, lost 1.75 inches from my neck, 2.25 inches from my biceps, 10 inches from my chest, 9.5 inches from my waist, 10 inches from my hips, 3.25 inches from my thighs, 1.5 inches from my calves. My BMI went from 45 to 34.3, down 10.7 points.
Iím very proud of myself.