Friday, May 29, 2009
So today at work, we have our "meeting" and find out our last day will be July 28...we already knew it was coming but didn't have a definitive date..now we do...and I have no emotions about it...I have been there for 11 yrs and knew it was time for me to move on one way or the other...
I'll look for a position internally but won't stress about finding one...if it's meant for me to remain there, I will...if not, then I won't. I have never been a person that stresses, worried, get frantic, etc. about things like that..why should I? The economy is ALWAYS bad...it was bad when I found that position...companies are hiring and I have enough confidence in myself that I will give a great interview and most importantly, I have trust and faith in God!!
I was surplused before with this company and found my current position so again, I'm not upset, frustrated, panicked, worried, etc..those are elements of fear and our God does not want us to live with these things...so I won't. I get a nice severance package which should sustain me for a while...I just can't go wild with it....I always said that sometimes God pushes us out of our comfort zone so that we move on to bigger and better things...and I'm not talking about weight..lol
But enough about that...
I lost a pound today so I am only 7 lbs away from getting a MAC makeover...you would think it being as hot as it is in the summer that wearing makeup would be the last thing I want to do but I have been wanting to do this for a while..before I get to this one reward, I have to lose 3 more pounds to get my Afro wig...I have no idea why I want one but I'm trying to do different stuff now and this will be REALLY different....lol
My picture for the day is Rupaul...yeah I know this is a man but his makeup is FIERCE...after all he is a MAC spokesperson!!!
BTW: I am not going to the gym tonight since I will be walking around a huge zoo tomorrow in the heat...that should make up for 2 workout sessions!!!