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November is in full swing....

Wednesday, November 07, 2012

I feel like I lost a week somehow, but here I am, back on track, for the most part! I rode with my husband to LA this weekend...........great way to comepletly loose track of time!! I wasn't able to get any fit mins, or eat very well due to bad pre-planning........and I gained a couple of pounds. I think a lot of it is water weight, and plan on losing it quickly, still a glitch in my weight loss routine. It's OK though. I woke up early today and got a nice walk in. I plan some heavy duty cleaning tonight, and maybe a little dancing!! I also hope to get some ST in, it's been over a week since I've done any, and I'm missing it.

I fell out of my husband's truck at the the first stop of our trip south. YIKES! That was not pretty!! I actually got really, really lucky. I could have broke something, but I didn't, praise God!!! So good, I'm just a little sore, a few bruises, nothing major.

So stinkin happy the election is over!! That couldn't have come any faster for me! I am also happy with the results, so all is good here. Tim is also really liking his new job. He gets home multiple nights this week, this week he'll be home three nights in a row!! So cool. I can barely beleive how good everything is going! It's hard to accept the good times after so many hard ones..........but I just stay in prayer, and remain as happy as I can no matter what happens.

Well, I don't have internet at the house for right now, so I can only use the computer at work. That is OK for me, I was starting to miss you guys though!! Just a few days off of here and I'm excited to come back and see all the great work you all are doing! Have a great week, stay positive and I hope you all have your sparks lighted and shining!!

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ME_HERE_NOW 11/9/2012 9:10PM

    i am glad things are running as close to a well-oiled machine as they can :) i love seeing this positivity radiating from you! :D

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RIDMYCOCOON 11/9/2012 5:08PM

    Hello Sugarplum! I was wondering where you went :) I am so happy that you guys are content with the new job! That is great!

I really like the background image on your page. Pretty:)

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BEAUTY_WITHIN 11/7/2012 9:04PM

    Glad you're back on track, and that you didn't get hurt in the fall! Take care!

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BIGPAWSUP 11/7/2012 8:00PM

    Sounds like you had a good time and you probably deserved the break.

Glad you had a good time, welcome back!

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Holiday musings

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Wow, I didn't realize this holiday would stir up so many feelings. But a day to honor the dead, and a day where "souls from the other worlds can come here"(read on wikipedia) should entice some emotions. It is odd being a mixed blood American, I have roots in many places, and my family has been here so long that I've lost most of those roots. I don't know exactly why I do some of the things I do, traditionally speaking. I don't know if it is from my Irish, German, Belgium, or Cherokee grandparents that I get my sense of tradition. It is these people that I want to honor today. After reading the wikipedia info about Halloween, with special attention paid to Samhain, I get a slightly better idea of what today's holiday means to people around the world, and throughout history. But what does it mean to me? When I was a child I LOVED the Dia de los Muertos decorations. Little doll houses with skeleltons. Faces painted as lovely skeletons...........really skeleton anything had me mesmerized. We would go to Olvera Street in LA occasionally and walk in the little stores to soak up all the traditional artistry surrounding the celebration. Even though I was raised with Mexican uncles, and their families, my immediate family did not celebrate this holiday. For us Halloween was always just that, Halloween and nothing more. A time for candy, candy and more candy, sprinkled with a little pumpkin dust and some funny face paint. But I have been craving from deep inside to do more during this holiday. To honor the season change, and honor the past. I plan to spend some time tonight with old pictures, some candles, saying blessings and remembering those that came before me, helping me to be who I am now.

I client just came in, looked at my angel costume and said he thought I was pushing it a little too far!! Haaa! He seemed to think devil horns might be a little more appropriate for today!!Hahahaha.........well, it's my costume and for today, I can be an angel. Tomorrow I'll put the horns back on!!

I want to give a special blessing of strength, hope and love for those on the east coast who have braved the hurricane. It is hard to think of celebrating at a time when others are exerpiencing so much heartache.

I hope today is filled with all of the elements that make a meaningful holiday for all of you. It is a time to delve into our storehouse of memories and connect with our heritage, families, communities, and the earth and all her mysterious bounties. Happy fall festivities for us all.

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HIPPICHICK1 11/1/2012 10:09AM

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BIGPAWSUP 10/31/2012 6:05PM

    I love Halloween and will celebrate Samhain tonight.

Something simple you can do tonight to honor the dead is light a single candle. Speak the name of someone departed followed by "you are loved and remembered". Spend some time living in the memories of that person. Do it again and then put the candle somewhere it can burn out.

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RIDMYCOCOON 10/31/2012 5:52PM

    Cool! I got married on the Day of the Dead because I feel very close, near and dear to my departeds. I wanted all my relations with us at the time of our union. Plus Steve and I had our first date on Halloween to see the Smashing Pumpkins. We get a new calaca every year to celebrate the year we have had together. We have also celebrated many times at Olvera Street. I looove it there!

Enough about me. I am thrilled that you are keeping your self engaged and making a special and interesting evening for yourself! You are so awesome! Have a wonderful time! Embrace and enjoy! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

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Not so spooky Octoberness

Monday, October 29, 2012

Well, this Halloween season is not so full of the usual haunts this year for me. My nieces are in Tucson, so I am not taking them out, as I did last year. My step-son's are not here, so no spookiness with them. Hubs is on the road, and now that we are back in the apartment, I don't think I will see any trick or treaters. But that is fine with me. I do love the season, and if things were a bit different this year, I'm sure I'd love to have a nice party to dress up and go to........but since that is not the case, I'm admiring from afar all the ghoulish gatherings going on with sparkfriends, and other friends and family around. I am really just enjoying the season change, and all that it brings.

I woke up to another pound loss. I am kind of flabergasted by this, but am not wanting to jinx it. I am not really doing all that I should be doing in oder to insure timely weight loss...........but what I am doing is staying busy. I haven't been spending my weekends in bed, I've been up and around. I went on a three mile walk this morning around the Davis Arboretum, it was gorgeous out there. I took lot's of neat pics, with my phone.........and can't quite figure out how to transfer them to the computer yet........I'm slightly tech challenged at times! I know, I know, you are all terribly sad that you can't see my artistic endeavors achieved by today's walk.......I'm sure there will be many more to come in the future!! I do love taking pictures, it soothes my soul.

I planned on getting into contact with my father today, after three years of no communication. But, he is not where he once was, and it is going to take a bit of detective work to track him down. I have been missing him tearribly and would love to hear his voice. Not sure if that is a possibility or not, but I will try, that is all I can do.

I have a whole chicken roasting in the oven, and it smells oh, so wonderful. I still have not been able to do any major grocery shopping, so it's been a few weeks or cleaning out the cupboards, which is fine by me. I don't like having stuff sitting around for years that I never use. My mother made a butternut squash soup that was super incredible last weekend. Simple, savory and a bit sweet from the squash, light hint of nutmeg..........super yummy and really simple. I LOVE butternut squash. I eat it year round, when I can get it........but it is truly delightful this time of year. Still planning to substitute the butternut, for the usual pumpkin in this years Thanksgiving pie. Can't wait to make that.....I've been on countdown for over a month now. I really LOVE Thanksgiving.......still a month away and I'm daydreaming over here! It's not just the food I love, I swear! It's family, fires, games, laughs, a little too much wine, hugs, toasts, and most importantly, remembering our loved ones that are gone and being thankful for all that we have. Such a brilliant holiday, I love it.

I am planning a small activity in honor of All Hallow's Eve and All Saint's Day. I have been trying the last few years to take the time to honor the dead, both famiy, and friends, and also those I've never met who have sacraficed so that we might have a better future.

Well, since I've lost 4 pounds in just over a week and a half, I guess at this rate I'll be at my goal in no time!! Haaaa! I know this is not realistic. I am super thankful for the weight loss. Looking forward to 10 pounds gone in two months. I know this is not record breaking speed, but that is fine with me. At this rate, that is 60 pounds in a year, and I am more than happy with that. I am really focused on losing and maintaining the loss. I've yo-yoed my whole life, I know how to do that very well. What I don't know how to do is maintain. I hope that is what I'm learning by taking baby steps and not giving up!

I bought a couple of art supplies this weekend at that 99 cent store and was drawing and painting last night. It was kind of fun. I am not super impressed with the outcome, but I think if I keep it up, I might be able to baby step my way into creating something worth hanging on the wall one day! I was not blessed with the ability to draw, but I feel it is a muscle that if I exercise, might strengthen. I am artistic in other ways, so maybe I can cross train my other abilities into leading to drawing abilities!! Artistic strength and fitness, that is what I'm really going for!!

Picked up a few books out of a free bin today. One is a culture crossed lovers tale set in India that looks engaging. The other is a modern Alice in Wonderlandesque tale of a young girls jaunts into the other worlds of her imagination. Also found The Red Tent, a recent near and dear book that I've been wanting to own for awhile. I love it when I have good books around me, helps to ease the solitary duldrums of missing the wild one.

Hope the season changes are bringing you closer and closer to the brink of discovering hidden gems that have been lying within you, waiting to be polished and admired. Tis the season to look within, dream and remember just how divine we are.
Happiness in all, holidays and all days.

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RIDMYCOCOON 10/30/2012 11:43AM

    MMmmmmm butternut squash soup! emoticon Where do I sit?

You are so very creative in so many, many ways! I know your muscles to draw will strengthen in no time!

This is a really beautiful post. I am embraced by introspection and ponderings as I read this. You are a gem. Thank you for this candid visit into your day emoticon

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BEARGODDESS 10/29/2012 8:25PM

    Ah well, we're out in the woods and we never get trick or treaters here either. If we want to enjoy the costumes, we have a trick or treat party which goes on down in town. The kids go from business to business on the main streets. It's supposed to rain here though. I'm like you, I remember those whom have passed and think about the future on Samhain night.
Your weight loss is going really well! Whatever you're doing, it must be the right stuff!! Congratulations!!
Thank you for the lovely blessing at the end of your blog and I wish the same for you. emoticon

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BIGPAWSUP 10/29/2012 8:11PM

    Sorry you'll be on your own for Halloween but it sounds like you've got one heck of a plan. Just keep going, you are doing great.

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Thursday night

Thursday, October 25, 2012

I was just sitting here, reading a few comments from sparkfriends, browsing pages here and there and realized that I love this community so much that I sometimes forget that I am using this site for more than just giving/sharing the love!! Haaa! It truly is wonderful to be getting to know some of you. I appreciate your support, and insight so much. I adore reading your blogs and getting glimpses into your lives. What a great bunch of people we all are! I hope your weeks are going well. I've not been as diligent on fit mins and food tracking as I'd like to be.........but I lost two pounds this week, so I'm not going to kick myself too hard. I think the weather change and light diminishing are still effecting me a little. I've been a little extra groggy in the mornings. Nothing I can't shake off with some early morning stretching, green tea and a brisk walk (on my good days!) Yay, hubs is calling! Night all!

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RIDMYCOCOON 10/30/2012 11:45AM

    emoticon emoticon Kicking boot taking names!

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VALERIEMAHA 10/26/2012 1:02PM

    TWO POUNDS??? I lost ONE in THREE WEEKS!!! Take it and be very, very glad! YAY! for community!!!

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BIGPAWSUP 10/26/2012 10:33AM

    I'm in love with the community here too! Great people. Thanks for being part of my circle!

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BEARGODDESS 10/26/2012 9:31AM

    2 pounds is great! emoticon emoticon

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HIPPICHICK1 10/26/2012 7:54AM

    2lb loss is right on track!!
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Fun little ask and tell

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Saw this fun little exercise on a few friends pages, thought I'd try it. So, here's a cut and paste. Let's share.

Where is your cell phone?
On top of my "Ashes of Problem Cusomers" tip jar.

He's in Portland, OR. training for a new job.

Your hair?
Dishwater blonde in the summer, medium brown in the winter.

Your mother?
Is a living saint

Your father?
Miss him terribly

Your favorite thing?
My heart

Your dream last night?
Lovely, I was with my husband.

Favorite drink?
Water, and recently hibiscus/green tea mixed

What room are you in?
Sitting in my barber chair at work

Your hobby?

Your fear?
Being seperated from God

Where do you want to be in 6 years?
Happy with life

Where were you last night?
At home with a friend

Something that you aren't?

Bran, yummmm

Wish list item?
World peace, and on a personal note, my own home and more education

Last thing you did?
A haircut

What are you wearing?
Sneakers, jeans, comfy top and barber's smock

Your pets?
Can I count my hubby?

The ones I have I will have til I die

Your life?
Getting better all the time

Your mood?
Content with a small tinge of melancholy (missing hubs)

Missing someone?
Yes. Hubs is a truck driver, and he is in Oregon, and should be home this weekend. I can't wait for some huggies and smoochies.

Water, Vitamin Zero water, hibiscus/green tea, all three sit on my station right now. I believe in serious hydration!

Your car?
Pontiac Grand AM, Toyota Camry

Something you're not wearing?
A bra!!! ;p!

Your favorite store?
My Sister's Closet, best consignment store ever.

Your favorite color?

When is the last time you cried?
Saturday, long, hard and exhausting, but it was necessary for healing.

Where do you go over and over?
Arms of my hubby ( you can puke now!!)

Five people who email me regularly?
Multiple people, including friends I've met on SP, love it!

Favorite place to eat?
Home or Mom's house

Favorite place I'd like to be right now?
In bed, snuggling with my bestest husband.

Awww, that was fun, but I didn't realize how many questions would make me miss the hubs even more. Better to miss him, than be glad he's gone. Guess I married the right one! This was a fun little exercise, you guys should try it! Have a great day sparkfriends!

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BIGPAWSUP 10/25/2012 2:08PM

    That was really cute. It is always wonderful to see someone still in love with their hubby and not "raggin" on him. You have a very blessed marriage.

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HIPPICHICK1 10/25/2012 10:00AM

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VALERIEMAHA 10/24/2012 7:14PM

    AHA! I see you JUST did it too. I hadn't noticed....Nice to know you a little bettah.

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RIDMYCOCOON 10/24/2012 5:07PM

    I like that you gave more than one word answers nice twist. Looks like fun. emoticon

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