Thursday, October 27, 2011
Haven't exercisted since Sunday (yesterday I did walk ALOT but it wasn't planned exercise), haven't logged my food in two day, haven't lost any weight since the 17th, yeah, kind of frustrated must admit. I feel like I am in limbo, hanging right in the middle. I know I'm not gaining/binging, but I'm not going in the direction I want to either. I am not being all I can be, and that is frustrating. I really was on track until Sunday. So today is Thursday, all is not lost yet!!! But I am really wiped out from yesterday. I went to the Sacramento Waldorf School to pick up my tickets for the Halloween festival and my car wouldn't start. Had to get towed back home, that was $140.00, now my car is at the mechanics, goodness knows what it is or what the bill will be. But, I did get to spend a lovely day at the college (where I went to school) and some time with a dear friend I rarely see. (I always try and look on the bright side!!) I guess life does take hold sometimes and we just have to hold it by the reins and not let go!!! I have to admit I'm glad the car thing happened after I got the tickets and not before, because I really want to go to that!!!!
OK, just wanted to get that little adventure/mini break off my chest. Feels good to purge my little dissapointments, that way I don't carry their weight around on my shoulders all day.
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Just a little present that this morning offered me, thought I'd shar it with you.
Yesterday was spent in a quite different way than I'd planned, but it was good. I did not do my virtual 5K, leaving it for Thursday or Friday now. I did not get any "standard" exercise in yesterday, but I was running like a wild woman from morning till night, so I don't feel terribly bad about it. Picked up my Spark cookbook, plan on taking the time today to absorb that and get inspired for this weeks meals. Picked up my tickets for the Halloween festival at the Sacramento Waldorf School on Monday. I am very excited. My mother, sister, niece and I will be going. I will be in my angel costume, looking very lovely I'm sure ;)! I am excited for many reasons. I have not dressed up for Halloween in quite awhile, also I have wanted to go to this festival since I moved here 6 years ago. Plus being able to take my niece is just spectacular, events like this aren't nearly as fabulous without children. So, that is the excitement in my life for now. That and the fact that it looks like my husband and I have nailed down some pretty concrete plans for moving to Southern Oregon. I will be remaining here for work during the week, and going there Saturday-Monday. It is only a 4.5 hour drive, not the worst, but I will have to do it, atleast at first until I find another job. I may be able to hitch a ride with my husband down and back occasionally, it all depends on where he is driving for the week. I don't relish the idea of moving, but it is an action based on YEARS of debate between us. My husband is from Georgia, and he has never acclimated to the faster pace of California. I don't really hear his complaints sometimes because I am from here, but it is finally time for us to listen to his hearts call and try another state. It is hard for me to picture this move, after reading my last blog about how all of my family finally lives in the same county and how wonderful that is! But, if it is meant to be, it will all work out for the best, if it is not, then I've told my husband he just has to make do with California! It's funny, I love California, the geography, the people, the coasts, the art, agriculture, history, really everything about it. But I am sympathetic to the wishes of my husband who wants to live in "Mayberry"! I do try to explain to him that Mayberry was made up for TV...........but he seems to think it exists in Southern Oregon, maybe he's right. But you know, I think the only place it really exists is in our hearts. I feel that we make our surroundings what we want them to be. I definitely am not a "the grass is always greener on the other side" kind of thinker. I am very much a "bloom where you are planted" kind of thinker. I've had good times everywhere I have lived, and made friends at each place, so I guess the old addage "you take yourself with you", is really true. We'll just see how well my husband blooms when he is living in Mayberry. Only time will tell!
Hope your week is bright, thanks for reading this ramble! I sometimes just need to type it all out. Feels like a purification process.
Cheers to us!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
This morning is wonderful. I have finished my six mile ride, not necessarily in record time, but I enjoyed it, and burned a fair amount of calories. I am looking forward to my virtual 5K on Monday, and really hope to break my standing record, I am pretty confidant I will be able to. I am no longer mourning the summer weather, but instead am embracing the change. It does come with some lovely color changes, temp changes, excitement over holidays and wistful daydreams about what the new year will hold. I purchased the new Spark cookbook and it is waiting in the office of my apartment building to be picked up. I can't wait to get my hands on that. I must admit, my eating has gotten a bit boring. Not unsatisfying, just routine. I also have to say that yerba mate is DEFINITELY my friend. I did wiki it and am pretty impressed with the list of positive benefits it holds for the regular partaker. I do think it is the best tea/drink I've had in awhile, which is saying alot because I do LOVE my kombucha. It's funny, I still haven't finished reading The Spark and I've had it nealy a month and a half. I don't know what I am waiting for. I know I will finish it, I just seem to be waiting to relish it on a particularly challenging day when I need the inpsiration. I was thinking about all the changes that have been made in such a short amount of time, and just how eventful this summer was, in comparison to the last few summers. I really have been busy in a good way. Visiting, photographing, exercising, there has been A LOT of reconnecting with people from my past (and of course the one disconnect with a person from my past). I've had family move into my county, both my brother and his family and my sister. I have a new co-worker that I adore, who keeps me on my toes with the questions "do you remember when/this?" It is quite wonderful because we have similar tastes in music/movies/literature/art so it is really fun to pick eachothers brains! She is a trip! Of course getting my bike fixed has been one of the ultimate highlights of the last two months. I really can't believe I've had it for so many years without taking advantage of the true bliss that it has to offer. I can never write one of these blogs without thinking of all of you. Having your support and love in my life these last months has been priceless. I couln't have dreamt of a better gift for my soul. I hope you all are loving life, and striving to give yourself richer experiences everyday.
Adios amigos, follow the light fantastic and see where the day leads.
Friday, October 21, 2011
I picked up a gourd and bombilla (yerba mate metal straw) today at the local health food store. I have wanted one of these for a few years now, and just haven't really seen one, and keep forgetting that I actually want it. I have been drinking the tea today, since about 12 pm, and it is obviously a diuretic and an appetite suppressant. I really love it, and it is less caffeine than coffee, which makes me happy. I am using the loose leaf tea, organic, fair trade, super great quality. I LOVE it. I was paying $3.50 for a cup of it at the local coffee house, can't beleive I paid that much, but I do like the stuff. Finally realized I just HAD to buy it myself, then found the gourd and bombilla with a bag of tea, for just a little more than the tea itself. I am really excited about my new tea drinking adventure. I've always been a bit of a tea fanatic, all my birthdays as a child were tea parties. I had the cutest tea sets, and still do have many of them packed away. I used to LOVE to watch my mom drink tea with her good friend, they would spend hours drinking, laughing and talking. I just love the whole feeling of being a daily tea drinker. Plus when the weather gets colder I crave warm liquids and I much prefer tea to coffee, although I do like a good coffee here and there. If you don't know much about yerba mate, wiki it, I just did and learned some incredible facts about it's healthy properties!! So, to a new day, with new adventures............love this crisscross effect in my life. Never knew how many areas of my life SP would effect, seems like it's effecting EVERY area!!
Love you guys!!
Friday, October 21, 2011
Just got back ftom two of the best hours I've spent in years!! Watched a phenomenal, upliting, tear inducing, awe inpsiring, God praising, song and dance routine by some of the most beautiful children I have ever seen in my life. This clip doesn't even begin to do justice to how it felt watching them perform tonight. They had the whole crowd dancing and singing, and it was a sheer joy to my heart! God is good, everyday, HALLELUJAH!!!!!!!!
If you want to know more, go to www.watoto.com, it really is a miracle in process!
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