Friday, February 20, 2009
today i thought ok, so life is not easy and i need to accept the things that god has given me. So i have been going through my thoughts and things and remembering what it was that was so special about that certain episode or memory if that is what you want to call it. then it hit me. every memory i had included my family. every thought, wish, dream, and goal I could think of was either about or in some way related to my husband and kids, but yet they were never solely about me. What i wanted or needed. So i guess to the point. this reminising has brought me to the conclusion that i need to learn a few things about myself. I am inspiring my self to learn what it is that i really want in life. Not just for me but for my family as well. But as they say.
"you cannot truly love those around you until you can truly love yourself."
that is one of my new life goals. to love myself and all my flaws.