Monday, July 15, 2013
My foot is aching. I was up and down all day yesterday and I guess keeping my shoe on all day made it swell a little, last night I wore my bone stimulator to bed and had a very very early morning.
After little to no sleep last night, I got up at 4 and got honey up for work, then I myself went to the walking track. I walked an hour and it felt good, but the foot began to ache and the last lap was a very slow one and very painful.
I guess I am going to have to wrap my ankle tight.
It wasnt in the area of the break that was hurting so, it was in the ankle in the back.
And then pain radiating up into my left hip.
I think its just that it has been so long since I walked, I mean really walked.
So, I bought some new earbuds and I already hate them. They are retractable, and the little pully keeps pulling up on me and I have to carry my phone in my hand and the little pully thing keeps bouncing against me when I walk.
It is very annoying.
I am a creature of habit and I guess its just something to get used to, or take them back and buy some different ones.
Although, these are purple and match my phone!!! lol....
So, tomorrow is weigh in day and I do not anticipate seeing too much of a change on the scale, I am just hoping for a loss or a stay. NO GAIN.
Maybe if the ankle lets up and I can walk once again, I will begin to see the numbers start going down again.
Havent I heard this somewhere before???
oh yea, of course, second verse, same as the first!!!
But I am trying. I am really really trying.
Thursday, July 11, 2013
went over my calories big time today, well, about 600 calories, that is pretty big huh, but what put me over?
that dang nutella?
hmm, nooo, not today.
the two slices of bacon on my sandwich? or the fact that i had a sandwich for both lunch and dinner, which was way too much bread and the bag of baked lays chips. so, yes, it was a few different factors.
it was just a day where i made less wise, or very poor, choices than yesterday.
and on top of the extra calories, well, i didnt walk either, but keeping fingers crossed that the rain holds out in the morning so i can get an hour in before i go to this new job.
maybe it was a little bit of nerves about starting work that had me munching all day.
i dont know, but, i did it and its time to move on.
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Food, weight, bad thoughts, and Nutella......
Wishing the heat and rain would just take a chill pill!!!
I walked last night and was super surprised to see alot of people out walking, cause it was steamy hot, but I suppose others are like me, get it in when you can.
And maybe, like me, they are sick of the scale creeping up and maybe they ate a big fat cheeseburger and fries at the Hard Rock.
But I am feeling better today, yesterday was a good day, I might have gone over my calories aby about 200, its because the Nutella is sitting on the stove and every time I go by I grab a teaspoon!!!
So, today I put the nutella and peanut butter in the top shelf.
And I went to the store and bought some WW 100 calorie ice cream.
So, I am tweeking, making little changes and being more watchful.
Going to try to get that hot steamy humid walk in this evening, I only walked 40 minutes because my skin and hair was getting damp from the humidity, but, I will do what I can when I can.
Going now for my first visit to a possible new job, part time and maybe a little stressful, but I am going to give it a try for a week and see how it goes.
I am still looking, this job will be at someones home and I am really wanting something more in the evenings, which is when I tend to get into trouble, lol, so I am thinking if I am busy busy busy working evenings, I wont have time to pass thru the kitchen with a teaspoon!!!
Tuesday, July 09, 2013
So....today was weigh in day...key music of doom!!!
Yes, indeed, I gained weight. I am not surprised, disappointed of course, in myself, in my choices.
I knew I had gained weight.
I have gained 13 pounds since sometime around March. Could be lack of walking, using the broken foot as an excuse, falling into depression and feeling sorry for myself and it could be lack of motivation to workout here at home. Could be adding lots of milk to my diet and it could be, eating foods that 5 months ago, I would not have touched with a ten foot pole.
But whatever it was, it is.
And so, it begins, or it is renewed. My weight loss plan that is.
So, today, with alot of figuring and really counting and really going over it with a fine tooth comb, I have devised a meal plan for today, and I have stuck to it, the only thing I feel I have eaten that could have been left alone, nutella.
No, it has no nutritional value for me. But I wanted something sweet and I havent really been shopping.
So, I need to go pick up some sweets, low fat, low cal of course, weight watchers, skinney cow ice cream, 20 calories, 60 calories, etc.
But other than that, I have done really good today.
Getting the walk in, getting the water in, and getting the fruits and veggies in.
I am angry with my recent decisions, recent choices to allow myself to slide and I know I cannot change them after the fact.
I accept it for what it is or was, momentary mess up!
But, now here we go, I went in and changed my goal, and right now the goal is to focus on losing the 13 lbs I have gained back and 1 more, to get me under where I was and get back on track.
Goal two, is to walk, as much and as often as possible and goal three, to really study this, study why I have fallen back into bad habits, to blog about it, to private journal about it, to really find what is going on and to work on those reasons.
And so, it is what is it, its new.
Its a mulligan its a do over its all old is new again, etc etc etc.
Today, I stuck to my plan and today I walk and today I blog and today I drank my water and today I am here. photo is...
Me and my finally, hopefully, fully healed foot at Myrtle Beach, SC.
Sunday, July 07, 2013
Just a few pics, I didnt really take that many. Will maybe put a few more up another time.
This is my first blog or post in awhile. Got back from the beach trip on Friday and have just been trying to clean up and put stuff away and had to go grocery shopping last night.
Getting back into a routine.
We had a good time, didnt do alot out in the town, didnt take in too many attractions.
My son did ride the sling shot.
We went to Broadway on the Beach, twice, and twice, got rained out.
It poured rain the first two days of our trip, but we did get to go to the beach a little bit, but by the third day it was just beautiful.
We stayed on the beach pretty much the whole third day, and the last day was the 4th of July.
We watched fireworks from the balcony and walked on the beach and sat around the poolside bar and relaxed.
Yes, I did overeat and overdrank. Just now getting the swelling out of my feet from all the salty foods and drinks.
But, I am getting back to my tracking.
Trying to clean house and clean my mind of wishing I was still on the beach and getting back to reality of needing to get my calories in order.
Hoping to walk this week.
The foot held up pretty good and we did a lot of walking.
I guess my favorite part of the whole trip was just sitting in a chair by the poolside bar over looking the ocean and relaxing.
I am already making plans for next year, lol, nothing happens.
Have packed away all the beach towels, shoes, etc for next year.
I think my son has decided he belongs at Myrtle Beach as much as I do.
My favorite pic from the whole trip.
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