Wednesday, March 02, 2011
Today was the first day I have had all week that wasnt stressed filled.
I cooked a nice lunch and went with honey to buy a lottery ticket. Then home, watched Days of our Lives and cleaned house, worked out, a little while watching Survivor.
Now it is 10 pm, hopefully, the next hour will pass, I can go to bed, the phone wont ring.
Tomorrow I expect the stress to come back.
But hopefully, fingers crossed, knock on wood, the GOOD LORD willing and no rabbit tricks, it will all be over by 3pm and hopefully life can get back to some sense of normalcy.
This has to.
I have to make it.
I cant keep letting other peoples issues overwhelm me and consume my life.
Even if that person is my own child.
He is MY CHILD, but he isnt A child, he is 26 years old and its time for him to look life square in the face and stand alone while doing so.
I hope I can stick to my convictions.
I also hope all of you had a good day and have an even better day tomorrow.
Thanks for reading my vent.
Good night to all.
Friday, February 25, 2011
Stress much? It seems I have alot lately. Letting go of something, or in this case someone.
No, no relationship is ending, or anyone dying. I am having to learn to let go of my CHILD. I dont mean so much that he is leaving my life. But that the mother in me, has to learn to let him grow up. Or, in this case, pretty much make him.
He really has to go on with his own life.
I have to stand back and stay quiet and watch him make mistakes, and hope he can work it out. FOR HIMSELF!!
Other than all of that, my day was so so. I rode my bike, did my air stepping. I havent lifted weights yet, but I probably will sometime tonight.
Do you follow that old addage, that working out at night isnt good for sleep?
I dont really have a big problem sleeping, no matter what I do at night.
But I did last night, the wind here was super scary.
I sat up late just listening to it.
I did oooooo kkkkkk??? question mark....today!
No fast food. I had chicken and pasta salad for lunch but I did have a hot dog.
I am just bored to death.
There is never anything to do around here. Clean house. Watch tv, or FACEBOOK.....
and be bored.
Thursday, February 24, 2011
I received my air stepper today. I got on, once it was ready to go, and started stepping, I thought, wow, this was a big waste of money. How can I possibly get any kind of work out on this contraption?
But, after about 3, maybe 4 minutes, I really began to feel it in my legs.
It came with two instructional dvds, with different workouts to follow. And a set of stretch bands, that you can place underneath it and use while stepping.
It probably isnt the same as a real stair climbing machine.....but, it seems to be what was advertised.
I look forward to using it more.
I had to create a new email address today, as my yahoo address, and well, all of yahoo has been giving me problems.
I couldnt even read a news story on yahoo, it would click off and give me a message, from blue lithium, saying internet connection lost and directed me to an ad.
maybe, but I seem to have remedied the problem, for now.
My back is hurting tonight, so I am taking it kind of easy.
Going to watch my favorite "mindless tv programming"...Jersey Shore, and relax tonight.
Good luck to everyone.
Keep in touch!!!!
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
As I had blogged yesterday, I was dreading today, I didnt go into detail, I will just say it involved my son and some problem he had to take care of.
It isnt over yet, so I have to deal with the dread for another 8 days, hopefully it will all work out.
I let that stress get to me and I didnt do well today in the food department.
I ate foods I wont mention....but I did track, as ashamed as I was to do so.
Letting outside stressors get to me and ruin my day, my week, my month!!!
I am going to ride my bike in a few minutes and hopefully try to salvage some of this day.
At least the weather was nicer today.
I know we are due some rain, my electric bill came down over 100 dollars since last month....so there are a few things to this day that werent all bad.
I hope to get back on the track soon. I have several friends who want to walk, but they are more into it for a social thing.
When I walk, I like to do so alone....just me and my thoughts.
I like the company, but talking and walking for me dont mix. I think I might do it once in a while, just for the company and friendship, but for serious exercise....I walk alone.
Good luck to everyone, and survive the weekend.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
My nephew just went home with his mom.
This statement is about the happiest thing I have written all day. The little guy was only here about an hour and a half...but I felt like it was six or eight hours at least.
Maybe its just me, I am not around little kids alot. I dont want to be one of those grippy old ladies, who snaps at kids.
But he is getting that talk back and mock phase. He has always repeated everything you say back to you, in a question form, if you say, the sky is blue, he says, the sky is blue?
But lately, its become, mocking, like repeating it back in that sing song little voice.
Oh my nerves. I am reminded why I only had one child.
I love the little guy, but about once a week is plenty for me.
I had an overall good day, calorie wise. I am getting ready to get on my bike with the Biggest Loser and ride.
I bought something thru QVC, I like to call it an impulse buy, but not sure it can be considered an impulse, since I had to get my credit card out of my bag, and enter all the info...haha.
But it is called a air stepper....anyone? It is similar to a stair climber, only without the handrails, it works I guess by pumping air into the springs, I will find out when it arrives, which should be in a week or less.
I maybe should have thought it thru, as it doesnt have hand holds, and I am very unbalanced...(in more ways that one)....but, I guess I can find something to hold onto.
I cant wait for warmer weather to go walking more. I just cant stand the treadmill anymore, I get bored and distracted way to easily.
Well, tomorrow is going to be a very very trying day for me. While I am sure it will be over quickly, the outcome might be the hard part.
I dont want to go into great detail.
I will tell more about when once its over and behind me, GOD please let it be behind me fast.
Hope all of you have a good night, and tomorrow is much less stressful for all of you.
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