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I've had enough

Sunday, March 22, 2009

That's it.
I can't take it anymore.

In my 20 years of living I cant say that I've lived the life I want.
I am too afraid of what I LOOK like to go out there an enjoy myself and thats IT!

Tomorrow I start.
FOR REAL this time.
I start eating healthier, getting my big ass in the gym, and I'm not going to care what it says on a scale. I'm not going to care what people say when they don't see me reaching for the chocolate bar... I DONT CARE.

This time i'm doing it for me.

I'm going to change.
I'm going to like what I see when I look in the mirror.
And I am going to live.

And there's no one, not even myself, who is going to stop me.

If i lose 3 pounds a week in 6 months I'll be who I want to be.
For my 21st birthday I am going to look pretty, and I mean pretty by my own standards (not model thin), and I'm going to PARTY my ass off for my accomplishment.


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AQUAGIRL08 3/22/2009 10:52PM

    I love your positive attitude! Way to go!

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Monday, February 23, 2009

So today has been a very "whaa" day, as I like to call it. I came home from PR yesterday and all the food in the house had gone bad so everything I've eaten today was either frozen or in my cupboard. Hopefully tomorrow is better since I'll be out of the house all day =)


Tough Times

Sunday, February 22, 2009

This past week has been very difficult for me. My grandmother passed away which meant that all of us traveled to Puerto Rico to be with her in her last hours. Traveling and being on a diet is hard enough - but when you add emotional wreck to the list, staying healthy is the LAST THING on your mind. If I've gained ten pounds while I've been here I wouldn't be surprised because thus far the only way we've controlled our emotions is through food. =(

But, like I said, what I look like right now is the LEAST of my worries.
RIP Abuelita Carmen. Te amo tanto y te estraņare por siempre.


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